Reborn Medicine Daughter

Chapter 531 I'm Scared to Lose You (1)
Su Xinli's pale face became more and more calm, but in the depths of her bright eyes, there was fear and sadness that ordinary people could not see or understand.

Today, when Su Boran treated Fang Jingyi like this, not only did San Yiniang feel chilled and worried that she would become the next Fang Jingyi, but she was also worried. At that time, she thought, what would she do if Lan Yishu left her side one day?Once people are emotional, they will become weak. Now Su Xinli really dare not say that she is a kind person. Without her, Fang Jingyi and Su Boran would not be like this, and Su Miaoxue and Yan Siming, she was thinking, what if If everything really has karma, one day, I will be separated from Lan Yishu because of others.

"If it wasn't for you, I don't know how many people would die in this flood, and how many families would be separated because of it. You saved them, and Fang Jingyi, Su Miaoxue and Su Zhiming deserved what they deserved. And Su Boran, like him The man in question will also be punished in the future, don't worry, I'm back now, and I will always be by your side from now on, even if you go to hell, won't you still have me?"

Lan Yishu put his arms around Su Xinli and coaxed her carefully. He knew that she was not as strong as she showed, even very fragile, but she had too many burdens on her body, so she had to fully arm herself. Because she didn't want people in Dingguo's mansion to worry, he was the only one who could really say a few words without reservation and vent her emotions. Lan Yishu was very happy about this.

He traveled day and night, and hurried back because he knew that at this time, she needed him. If he couldn't be by her side when she needed him, then what's the promise?

He hoped that when she needed someone to accompany her, someone to talk to, a shoulder to rely on, and a warm chest to hug, he would always be by her side, supporting her, just like now, allowing her to vent her heart fear and anxiety, and then comfort her.There are many people who love her, but Lan Yishu knows that the only one she can rely on is herself.

"Did you just have a nightmare?" Lan Yishu asked softly. Her dreams are different from others. Her dreams are always bloody and false, but they disturb her the most. For nightmares, Lan Yishu would ask her to speak them out, and then explain them away, otherwise, she would have the same dream for several nights in a row. She would be calm on the surface, but very restless in her heart.

"Ah."

Su Xinli sat up, with her back against Lan Yishu's hand, and her head resting on his shoulder. After confirming that this sitting position was comfortable, she put one arm around Lan Yishu's waist. She was still the same as before. Similarly, instead of looking at Lan Yishu, he looked at the blooming osmanthus in the yard, and the round and bright moon sinking a little bit.

"I dreamed about Yu'er. I dreamed that he was being chased by many big black wolf dogs. He kept running and running, and those dogs kept chasing and chasing after him, and then the group of dogs chased the young The little one surrounded him, he was very frightened, he kept calling the queen to save me, and the queen to save me, and then, when the dogs left, there was only a pile of bones left."

Su Xinli's tone was very calm, but this calmness was brewing with an indescribable sadness. As she spoke, tears rolled down the corners of her eyes, dripping on Lan Yishu's face between the two of them. On the back of the hand, the tears were hot, but after dripping on the back of the hand, they became icy cold, as if frozen, making people's hearts cold.

"Lan Yishu, you don't know that Yu'er is really well-behaved. Although he is the eldest son, he has a very gentle personality. He never loses his temper with his servants indiscriminately because of his status. I cried with me, and then wiped my tears. Every time he reads a new article, he will recite it to me immediately. He is still very smart. He can learn the things taught by the Taifu twice at most. Yes, he said, he will protect me and prevent those concubines in the harem from bullying and hurting me."

The more Su Xinli spoke, the more sad she felt, as if there was a big hole in her heart, and blood kept gushing out from it.

"In the future, we will also have a child. I will definitely protect him and never let him suffer any harm."

Su Xinli didn't answer, she sniffed hard, and then continued: "I still had a dream about you and Yan Chenxi, you and him were under the city wall, surrounded by many people, surrounded by dead bodies , and blood, Lan Yishu, Yan Chenxi was injured, very, very seriously, you led him to break through, but got shot by an arrow—"

Su Xinli raised her head, looked at Lan Yishu, and said seriously: "Lan Yishu, do you want to know the ending of the sixth prince in your previous life?"

Lan Yishu didn't speak, Su Xinli blinked, the sound of tears dripping, in such a quiet night, was indescribably clear.

"Dead in battle. Besides the sixth prince, there was another person who died to save him. Lan Yishu, do you know who he is?"

Lan Yishu looked at Su Xinli's eyes full of sadness and worry, and suddenly understood, this time, he stretched out his hand and held Su Xinli tightly in his arms, his lips pressed against her He kissed her forehead heavily, and then said: "I'll be fine, even if it's for you, I'll be fine."

Su Xinli opened her mouth, but when she opened her mouth, it turned into a voiceless cry, she couldn't say anything, because of her mournful cry, Lan Yishu's eyes also became blurred, he could It was obvious that Su Xinli, who was hugged in her arms, was trembling all over, and she was still a little stiff, "Be careful, I'm sorry."

He didn't know that he made her so worried and scared.

Su Xinli cried for a long time before her emotions stabilized a little. She looked at Lan Yishu and said with a choked voice: "Lan Yishu, you—you are not allowed—to leave me again." Lan Yishu, Do you know how scared I was when Fang Jingyi cursed me that I would die alone forever?Just the thought of something happening to you makes me terrified.

Lan Yishu nodded heavily, "From now on, I will stay by your side and I won't go anywhere. Okay, don't cry, or your head will hurt even more tomorrow. Dreams are the opposite, and you see , Now many people's endings have changed, Yan Chenxi will be fine, I will be fine, and the people in Dingguo Mansion will be fine."

Lan Yishu comforted Su Xinli for a long time, and Su Xinli's emotions gradually calmed down. She leaned in Lan Yishu's arms, hugged his waist, and was extremely tired and sleepy after tossing around all day. Like a kitten, Su Xinli felt her eyelids getting heavier and heavier, just when she was about to fall asleep, she rubbed against Lan Yishu's arms, and said softly: "Lan Yishu , It's great that you're back, thank you."

Lan Yishu, do you know how manic I am?So thank you for being by my side again in time when I needed it most, giving me a shoulder to lean on and a hug to hug.

(End of this chapter)