Reborn Medicine Daughter

Chapter 648 Burned (3)
"no need."

Su Xinli's voice was a little choked, and Yan Ruicheng became more and more strange when he saw this. Su Xinli's eyes showed a kind of painful nostalgia, as if she had lived in this place for a long time. As soon as Su Xinli entered, she felt the pain The memories of her were overwhelming, and her fingertips touched her face gently and carefully. The smooth and delicate touch gave her the urge to cry, but she cried again in front of these people. I can't come out, the scenes that happened before dying in her previous life, once again, she has a sense of being there, Su Xinli only feels pain in her heart, the colic is so severe that she once again feels that life is worse than death, she Walking in step by step, and then sat down in the corner of the wall where she was hit before she died, the psychology she was trying to let go was diluted again because of these memories, those memories full of hatred and pain made her want to kill those who hurt her Eat it alive.

Yan Ruicheng also wanted to go in, Su Xinli looked up at him, her beautiful winking eyes were cold, as if frozen, with an indescribably gloomy look, "Close the door."

Su Xinli's voice was trembling, cool, like an ice pick, Yan Ruicheng stopped in his footsteps, looked at Su Xinli, and called out softly, the current Su Xinli made him extremely Don't worry, Su Xinli still pursed her lips, the coldness in her eyes didn't fade away at all, she said in a persistent voice: "I just want to be alone for a while."

Her attitude was persistent, but what she said was tinged with pleading. After all, Yan Ruicheng couldn't stand her like this, so he closed the door himself, and then told the servants on the side to let him inform Lan Yishu, and he didn't care about what was going on here. Clean or dirty, sat down directly at the door.

After the door was closed, the light in the room instantly dimmed a lot. Su Xinli raised her head and looked around, tears finally flowed out. From the moment she entered this place, she felt like her heart was jumping, and she even clenched her fists. It doesn't matter, she is very scared, especially sitting here alone now, she feels that the surroundings are very dark, in fact, she was not so afraid of the dark before, it was because of those memories, now she is with Lan Yishu When sleeping, she will also use the luminous pearl to illuminate, because when the surroundings are dark, she will feel very insecure, uneasy, and extremely uneasy. She still feels this way now, leaning against this place, her hands and feet feel cold and numb , trembling all over, like sitting on pins and needles, Su Xinli bit her lips tightly, feeling that her skin was bitten, she tasted the salty taste, she was very scared, she was so scared that she didn't want to stay here for a second , but she stubbornly refused to leave, and she wanted to challenge and overcome this fear.

Su Xinli closed her eyes, she felt that she heard the sound of a dog barking, she suddenly remembered that in her previous life, her Yu'er was bitten to death by a dog when she came to Lenggong to look for her, she stayed here at that time, the distance between them So close, but she didn't fulfill her mother's responsibility to protect him. He was still so small, and he was carved in pink and jade. Su Xinli stayed here all the time, his hands and feet were cold, and his whole body seemed to be frozen, but She didn't move all the time, but her eyes were full of tears, and that kind of desperation to the point of desolation resurfaced in her heart again, so desolate that she felt that life was no fun, she wanted to end her life, and leave the place full of sadness and desolation. world.

Su Xinli didn't know how long she had been sitting. Her heart went from being terrified at the beginning to being numb. In fact, she wasn't completely unconscious, it just seemed to have been frozen. She tried her best to adapt herself to this fear. , There are still many times in the palace. Maybe the queen will call her to the Kunning Palace like today, maybe someone will lure her to the cold palace. Su Xinli stubbornly feels that next time, next time she will definitely Absolutely not a gaffe like today.

Outside, there was a knock on the door suddenly. Before Su Xinli could speak, the door was pushed open from the outside. She raised her head, her vision was blurred, she blinked, and felt that she seemed to vaguely see Lan Yishu's shadow, she didn't see his face, but that dark green cloak was worn by him today, Su Xinli moved her lips, feeling that her lips were extremely dry, she wanted to stand up, but she didn't want to Move, "Lan Yishu."

She called out softly, that voice was indescribably soft and fragile, and also indescribably hurt and desperate, Lan Yishu looked at her pale face, bitten lips, and red eyes, Especially the sadness in those eyes, as if his heart had been stabbed. He glanced around, and suddenly remembered that he and Su Xinli were in danger at the same time on the way back from the White Horse Temple last time. What Su Xinli told him that night The thing, she said, she is a ghost, in her previous life, the last place she was buried was in the cold palace, Su Miaoxue destroyed her will to survive, and then Yan Siming knew everything about her, she said, her heart, once She was gouged out of her body, then thrown on the ground and trampled on, so, from the moment he decided to be with her, he decided to take good care of her heart full of holes, so that she would not be hurt by the slightest bit. He really worked hard to practice the grievances and injuries. No matter what happened, when considering problems, he put her first in everything and gave her everything to give her a sense of security.

He thought that she had forgotten the past, and Lan Yishu knew that Su Xinli thought so in her heart, but now, he found that she didn't. A girl who can be fearless is not only kind-hearted, but in fact, she is also very timid, just like she is afraid of the dark, and also afraid of giving affection. Seeing Su Xinli like this, Lan Yi gave birth to infinite love while feeling heartbroken. Touched by him, his cautious heart, so afraid of being hurt, the girl is willing to give him a chance, open the door of her heart, and let him live in it.

"Su Xinli."

Lan Yishu felt that her eye sockets were also a little red, and her throat seemed to be blocked by something. Now Su Xinli is like a bird with wings.

Lan Yishu stepped forward quickly, looking at Su Xinli, who was pale and purple-lipped, she reached out and was about to take off the clothes on her body. Su Xinli held his arm, then shook her head, "Lan Yi Shu, it's fine if you hold me, if you hold me, I won't be cold."

Her red eyes were filled with tears, and her tone was pitiful, with an indescribable fragility. Lan Yishu didn't think about anything, and directly hugged her into her arms, Su Xinli also stretched out her arms. He stretched out his frozen and stiff hands, and hugged Su Xinli tightly.

He waited in Chen'an Palace for so long and never saw Su Xinli come back. He felt very uneasy, so he wanted to go to Kunning Palace to find him, but on the way, he met the little eunuch who was going to Chen'an Palace to look for him.

He doesn't like the palace, not only because there are many painful memories here, but also because there are people he hates and hate living here, and Su Xinli, because there are memories of Su Xinli and Yan Siming here, and also Yes, he knew that Su Xinli didn't like this place either.

(End of this chapter)