Reborn Medicine Daughter

Chapter 664 Worship, answer (2)
"I'll accompany you."

Seeing that Su Xinli was persistent, Lan Yishu didn't try to persuade him anymore. Of course, he also knew that he couldn't persuade him, and he could be cruel to himself. On this point, he and Su Xinli were the same. Regarding him, he must have made the same choice as Su Xinli, because they both have a lot of things to do, and they all hope to become strong without weaknesses.

"No need." Su Xinli refused without any hesitation. She twitched the corners of her mouth, smiled at Lan Yishu, and signaled him to rest assured, "I'll be fine."

From confirming each other's intentions to now, except for the time when Yan Chenxi had an accident, Lan Yishu has indeed been by her side all the time, and Su Xinli has indeed relied on Lan Yishu, but she knows in her heart that Lan Yishu It is impossible to be by her side all the time, especially when some people want to harm her, the endless ways are always unpredictable, so Su Xinli still hopes that she can face many things independently, but She also felt that it was necessary to face it.

She hates Yan Siming, Su Miaoxue, Su Boran, Fang Jingyi, and the others. From rebirth to now, she has been taking revenge every step of the way, and at the same time, she is constantly accumulating capital to protect Dingguo's mansion. For nearly a year, she feels that those engraved on the The memory in her mind has faded away, but after what happened this time, she realized that she has not forgotten or let go of everything. In fact, she has been escaping all the time. To face the past.

She is still Su Xinli, the granddaughter of Ding Guogong, the daughter of Xiangye, her identity, appearance, everything has not changed, but she is no longer the weak and ignorant Su Xinli, she just wants to be The current Su Xinli doesn't want to be tied down by those memories of the past anymore, because if she still lives in the past and cannot extricate herself from the memories of the past, she feels that she is too sorry for Lan Yishu, unable and unworthy to bear his deep love and sincerity .

Su Xinli looked at Lan Yishu's uneasy look, smiled and said, "You just wait here for me, if there is anything, I will call you."

After Su Xinli finished speaking, she turned around and entered the burnt courtyard. What she saw was black ash, and the ground was covered with a thick layer. Because the roof had been burned, most of the surrounding places were leaky, and there was a bit of dust outside. The wind blew in, and the ashes on the ground flew up and flew towards Su Xinli. Because the fire had been extinguished for two days, there was no such a strong and choking smell of burning, but there was still some smell. The hygienic environment in Lenggong is not very good, Su Xinli always feels that there is a strange smell in the air.

Su Xinli heard from Lan Yishu that the source of the fire was this yard and the room she was in. Therefore, the tables and chairs in the room were basically burned, and some of them only had one or two table legs, which were burnt black. It was black, and there was a layer of ash on the outside, which fell on the ground alone, and the table, which was basically burnt, had a lot of debris on the ground, and the white and yellowish walls in the room were also blackened by smoke. , the whole house is in a mess, like ruins, few people can distinguish their original appearance, but this place, Su Xinli's impression is too deep, even if it becomes what it is now, She still clearly remembers all the layouts in this room, because it is exactly the same as when she came in in her previous life. Although she only stayed in this place for a short month, Su Xinli felt that she was very fond of this place. The memory seems to be deeper than Kunning Palace.

Su Xinli was standing in the middle of the room, those nightmare memories poured into her mind like a tide, and they were replayed over and over again before her eyes, her heart ached again, it was that kind of extremely sharp pain The place where her feet stepped seemed to be densely covered with thorns, from the soles of her feet upwards, she could hardly stand still due to the pain, her face was pale due to the pain, and cold sweat broke out on her forehead, this kind of pain, for Su Xinli, It was too inexplicable, she had a feeling that the world was spinning, and the ground she was stepping on seemed to be moving non-stop, which made her dizzy, and this dizzy feeling made her fall into the trap again. Confused, she felt that she seemed to be imprisoned in a place again, her face was destroyed, her body was covered with scars, there were mirrors around her, and her chopped hands were almost subconscious, Su Xinli She reached out to touch her face, and she patted it lightly. There was no scar, and her hand was still there.

Yes, she has been reborn, and returned to the age of 13. Su Xinli's heart thumped several times, and she suddenly realized that her life was different from the past. She kept thinking about what happened after her rebirth. Now, not only is Ding Guogong's granddaughter, Xiangye's daughter, she is also a prime minister, and she has the trust of the emperor, the support of the people, her fate, and the fate of the people she wants to protect are all in her own hands. In hand, oh, there are also Yan Siming and Su Miaoxue, they are not emperors, nor queens, they are in a difficult situation now, so the tragedy of the previous life will not happen.

Su Xinli's mind has completely become the battlefield of memories from her previous life and the present. She is suffering in such a double world of ice and fire. She tells herself over and over again that all those bad things have become the past. In the end, she Sitting directly on the ground, I slowly convinced myself that those sad past events will only exist in her consciousness, and will not and cannot bring her any harm. Her life has started again, and her relatives Still, she still has Lan Yishu. What she needs to do now is not to be disturbed by those memories anymore. Of course, she shouldn’t be disturbed by those memories. Need to be scared.

There were too many things in her mind, as if they were about to explode, Su Xinli felt a sharp pain in her head, but she bit her lips tightly and said nothing, her complexion was extremely pale, Her body was covered in cold sweat. Now she really wanted to find a shoulder to lean on, but Su Xinli never asked Lan Yishu to come in. If those painful memories can't be forgotten, let her remember them forever. Heart, as long as you face it bravely, one day you will feel numb, and then you can deal with it calmly enough. If that is the case, with the passage of time, those memories should slowly fade away. The pain that comes, should also be healed slowly, the premise is that you must be brave, and then bear it.

Same as last time, she still had hallucinations when her consciousness was blurred, she heard Yu'er's voice, crying for help, her heart was still hysterical, as if the apex of her heart was being twisted hard , She couldn't breathe because of the pain, Su Xinli wanted to scream, but she controlled it, she told herself that soon, she would have her own and Lan Yishu's children, and by then, those children she wanted to have But the beauty lost again will come back again.

(End of this chapter)