Reborn Medicine Daughter

Chapter 713 Contradictions, disputes (2)
Lan Yishu took a deep look at Su Xinli, and wanted to break away from her hand, Su Xinli suddenly became more panicked, holding Lan Yishu's hand harder and harder, Lan Yishu was ruthless, and She broke free, turned around and walked to the dressing table in the room, Su Xinli looked at her empty hands, she was startled, she was a little dumbfounded, her eyes turned red on her fair face, and her heart seemed more empty Usually, after a long while, she came back to her senses, and when she raised her head, a bronze mirror suddenly appeared in front of her eyes. She looked at the embarrassed woman in the mirror, and was dumbfounded.

The same face, the same delicate facial features, but the winking eyes that she thought were bright in the past were only sad, flustered, and fearful. In short, they were all negative emotions that frightened her. She reached out and touched her face. The pale and haggard face, coupled with the messy room, looked like a female ghost in the slightly dim room. She thought, that shouldn't be the emotion a 14-year-old girl should have, nor should it appear in The look on her face, she has always demanded that no matter what happens, she must be calm and indifferent.

"Su Xinli, look at your current appearance!" Lan Yishu's voice was a little heavy, and his tone of voice was also slightly heavy. When she saw Su Xinli's injured face, Lan Yishu's heart also felt It was bleeding, so that his hand holding the bronze mirror was trembling.

When Su Xinli heard Lan Yishu's voice, she raised her head, her red eyes were filled with tears, she bit her lips tightly, she looked so pitiful, she stared at Lan Yishu , After a long while, I finally opened my mouth, "Lan Yishu, do you dislike me?"

Her voice was very soft, word by word, as if popping out from between her teeth. It was extremely difficult, and that soft voice was also a little choked up. As soon as she finished speaking, the tears that she had stored in her eyes burst out, one drop at a time. Drop by drop, from the corners of her eyes, down her cheeks, slowly slid down, and some of them fell directly on the ground. In the quiet room with only the two of them, it was extremely clear.

Seeing Su Xinli like this, Lan Yishu was distressed and upset, he still felt angry, but he didn't know how to vent the pent-up breath in his heart, did he despise her?It's too late for him to love her, no matter how much he loves her, he doesn't think it's enough, how could he despise her?Is that how she thinks of her?

"Su Xinli, when we first met, you looked much more embarrassed than now. We have known each other for so long. I have never seen what you look like. How have I ever disliked you?"

Lan Yishu held the bronze mirror, and clasped Su Xinli's shoulders with both hands at the same time, "I'm not disgusted, I'm angry, I'm worried, can't you take good care of yourself? Do you have to make me worry like this? Su Xinli, when will you be able to think about yourself? Do you know how much I feel sorry for you when you look like this?"

Su Xinli stared at Lan Yishu with wide-eyed eyes, completely at a loss, and tears flowed faster. From the moment he realized it, this was the first time Lan Yishu lost his temper with her. He has always been Noble and gentle, when there is only her, he will try his best to take advantage of her. At that time, he will be more ruthless, and when she needs help and reliance the most, he will always be by her side, providing Everything she wanted, he did all this silently, and soon made her get used to his existence. Su Xinli never thought that he would be angry with herself and lose his temper with her, because it was unexpected, there was no Any sign, or maybe because she cared too much about this person, Su Xinli's first reaction was to be afraid, afraid that Lan Yishu would leave her side because she hated her like this.

"Lan Yishu."

Su Xinli cried softly, like a child who did something wrong, and her appearance made Lan Yishu even more angry. In his opinion, the girl he knew should always be high-spirited Confident and indifferent, she should be proud, she doesn't need to bow her head because of anything, she can be unscrupulous and self-willed, especially in front of him, because no matter what she becomes, his feelings for her will not change.

"I know what you are worried about, but Su Xinli, those things have already passed, no, no, it should be said, those things you are worried about are just an illusory dream, you can put everything in it Treat it as a nightmare, it’s just a nightmare, are you going to be trapped by a nightmare for the rest of your life? Su Xinli, don’t think about those things all day long, okay, your life belongs to you, you should start your own new life, I don’t care I beg you to be selfish and only live for yourself, but when something happens, can you think about it for yourself? Just treat it for me, can you be a little bit selfish?"

The people in the Dingguo Mansion are sincerely kind to Su Xinli, and Lan Yishu naturally has a good impression of them, but no matter how good they are, these people combined are far inferior to Su Xinli's status in his heart Yes, he has always felt that Su Xinli is suffering more than ordinary women, because she has endured much more than ordinary women. She is carrying a burden that ordinary people can't bear, and she will continue to carry it, no matter what. No matter how much he tried to persuade her, she couldn't change her mind, so he never let Su Xinli let go of the idea of ​​Duke Dingguo, let alone tried to make any efforts for it, but chose to bear it with her, but these two days What happened made him feel that the only thing in Su Xinli's heart was Duke Dingguo, and he couldn't find his place in her heart, let alone his own position. Most importantly, he couldn't see Su Xinli because he still Nothing happened to abuse myself like this.

Lan Yishu didn't dare to ask Su Xinli to ignore the affairs of Duke Dingguo's mansion, because he knew that she would never do that. She said that the greatest significance of her rebirth was to protect the people in Duke Dingguo's mansion. Nan Yi and the others will not suffer any harm, and there will be revenge, and he is not in her expectation at all, not to mention, Lan Yishu knows in his heart that the Su Xinli he knows is a kind, well-behaved, affectionate and righteous person , and he likes her so much, this is also a very important reason, but in his eyes, nothing is more important than Su Xinli, he hopes that she will be well and take care of her body, and at the same time, don't worry about her , Let yourself become restless.

In fact, at the bottom of the cliff, when Su Xinli told him those things, he was half-believing, he trusted Su Xinli, but the things she said were too absurd and unbelievable. , but the subsequent floods, snow disasters, and the thieves in Dingguo's mansion all proved that what she said was true, and her reaction in the cold palace back then, it was difficult for him to accept Suspicions about these things continue, so he can understand Su Xinli's panic and anxiety, but even so, he still feels angry in his heart, angry that Su Xinli doesn't feel sorry for himself.

Su Xinli stared at Lan Yishu with tears in her eyes. She moved her lips and wanted to open her mouth several times, but she didn't know what to say. She really didn't know how to answer, so she just stared at Lan Yishu like that. Yishu, are you selfish?If it's something else, it's okay, but the people of Dingguo's mansion, how can she do it?How could she let them be hurt again?
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