Reborn Medicine Daughter

Chapter 988 Something Stupid (22)
If given a choice, Lan Yishu would rather be himself. In his previous life, Gu Nanyi entered the official career in order to protect Li'er. He ran around all his life, doing things he didn't like. Although Gu Nanyi is his rival in love, Lan Yishu really can't hate this person. Instead, he feels an indescribable guilt in his heart. Er'er is right, he is too kind, Lan Yishu feels that he is not as good as Gu Nanyi at all, and he is also afraid, if one day, Su Xinli knows all these things, will she blame herself , or even abandon him?At that time, what qualifications and face did he have to keep it!

Yan Chenxi didn't know that Lan Yishu already knew about him and Gu Nanyi, so when Lan Yishu questioned himself like this, he was taken aback and a little frightened, and he felt a little flustered in his heart. Yan Chenxi was silent for a long time, staring at Lan Yishu's sullen face, and said: "If time goes back and I have another chance to choose, I will definitely not accept the emperor's imperial edict to rescue the disaster. In Jingling City, nothing will happen, but I will not regret the choice this time. If I choose again, the result will still be like this. I know it is unfair to Gu Nanyi, but this is his I did it willingly, I didn't force it, he was for Su Xinli, I was for you, all he wanted was Su Xinli's happiness, in the future if you treat your sister-in-law well, you won't let him down with such a big sacrifice."

In fact, when Gu Nanyi approached Yan Chenxi to make such a request at the beginning, he refused. It was Gu Nanyi who insisted. When he can't choose, he will die when the Gu poison occurs. In that case, Su Xinli and Lan Yishu don't have to be threatened by Qiu Ci anymore, and he can also be freed.

It has not been a day or two since he came back to Jingling City. He knew how much Su Xinli valued Gu Nanyi, and what would be the consequences if she knew these things. Yan Chenxi admitted that he was selfish. When standing beside his bed crying bitterly in the middle of the night, he compromised, he didn't want to die, he didn't want poor concubine Xian to be sad, and he didn't want Lan Yishu and Su Xinli to be sad, everything Gu Nanyi did was for Su Xinli Happiness, so he will definitely not tell Su Xinli about these things. If he doesn't tell Su Xinli and Gu Nanyi doesn't tell, then Su Xinli will never know. In that case, the happiness of Lan Yishu and Su Xinli There will never be any regrets.

Lan Yishu didn't speak either, he suddenly raised the jug and kept pouring wine, but even so, he still couldn't calm down his disturbed mood, he wanted to question Yan Chenxi, but he found that he really didn't have the qualifications , because he himself is a selfish person, when he knew about this, the only thing he felt regretful and afraid of was that Su Xinli might know.

Lan Yishu mixed all the wine in the jug in one breath, raised his hand, and threw the jug on the ground. He stared at Yan Chenxi, because he drank too much wine in one breath. His eyes were stained with a layer of drunkenness, and his cheeks on both sides were also a little red. Yan Chenxi kept his head down until Lan Yishu smashed the jug on the ground, and the sound of glass shards made him look up. Looking at Lan Yishu who had already stood up, Lan Yishu looked at him with an indescribable pain in his eyes, "Take care of your body, he is not just your own anymore."

After Lan Yishu finished speaking, she passed by Yan Chenxi and left. All the emotions on Yan Chenxi's face faded in an instant, without any expression, because this time, the two of them are going to become strangers. Yet?Yan Chenxi held his forehead with one hand, covered his face with his hand, and rubbed vigorously, feeling indescribably depressed, and his only brother was gone.

When Lan Yishu walked out of the gazebo quickly, he stopped, turned his head, and saw Yan Chenxi holding his face with his hands, covering his face, his shoulders on both sides trembling, Lan Yishu couldn't bear it when he saw it, he was indifferent He was cold, but to Su Xinli and Yan Chenxi, that cold heart was soft. He sighed in his heart, turned around and backed away. After hesitating for a moment, he patted Yan Chenxi's shoulder. Xi rubbed her eyes vigorously, then turned her head to look at Lan Yishu, her eyes were red.

Yan Chenxi still thinks that Lan Yishu is the son of the former prince. He believes that Lan Yishu is the person closest to him by blood in this world, and he also likes this brother very much in his heart. Lan Yishu is like this now, Naturally, he was extremely sad, empty in his heart, and unspeakably lonely. He is indeed a person who is greedy for life and afraid of death, but at the beginning, in order to fulfill the happiness of Su Xinli and Lan Yishu, he thought of ending himself.

Seeing Yan Chenxi like this, Lan Yishu felt even more distressed. He patted the hand on Yan Chenxi's shoulder lightly, sighed in his heart, and wiped away Yan Chenxi's tears with his hands. Staring into his eyes, he said seriously: "No matter what happens, you will always be my brother."

Yan Chenxi was slightly stunned, and then those red eyes gleamed brightly, he smiled, and called out extremely aggrieved, "Brother Lan."

Lan Yishu responded and said, "Take care of yourself and don't worry me."

Yan Chenxi responded heavily like a child, and Lan Yishu smiled at him before leaving. After Lan Yishu left, she didn't go out of the palace directly, but went to the imperial study. At this time, It was almost dark, and when Lan Yishu arrived at the imperial study, Li Haifu was guarding outside. Normally, at this time, he was always waiting in the imperial study, but Emperor Wen heard that Lan Yishu had entered the palace, and worried about him. Come to find yourself, if it is other young eunuchs, they will be rude. Li Haifu feels that Emperor Wen really thinks too much. Now inside and outside the palace, no one knows that Emperor Wen loves Lan Yishu very much. He dare not neglect, those little eunuchs It's not that the eunuch thinks his life is too long, so how dare he.

"Mr. Lan." Li Haifu stepped forward, licked his face, and called out respectfully, "Are you here to see the emperor? The emperor is discussing something with Mr. Gu right now. You should sit down first, or you have something urgent. I'll go in and let you know right away."

"Master Gu? Which Master Gu?"

"It's the eldest son of the Zhongyonghou's family. He went out with the prince of Yunnan for business a few days ago. Now that he's back, the emperor is meeting him inside. It seems that he is getting closer to the prince of Yunnan."

When he said the last sentence, Li Haifu leaned in front of Lan Yishu and said, he has been in the palace for so many years, he is a fine person, how can he not see that Gu Nanyi is also interested in Su Xinli, and Su Chengxiang is also, He did not avoid suspicion at all, now that Gu Nanyi is with the Prince of Yunnan, Mr. Lan can rest easy. Li Haifu originally thought that Lan Yishu would be very happy when he heard the news, but his face sank Li Haifu was afraid that he would offend Lan Yishu by saying something he shouldn't have said, so he hung his head and stopped talking.

(End of this chapter)