Happy to open the coffin

Chapter 1378 I lost to time, right? 【Third watch】

But Zijun waited there foolishly. After waiting for several lunch breaks but did not see him appear, she realized that there is no such saying in this world.

When Zijun stopped going under the shade of the tree, Zhuang Sheng went there. Although Zijun didn't go, she was still nearby. When she saw him appear, she was a little excited at first, but her mood immediately became depressed in the next second. down.

When she was there, he didn't come, and when she was no longer there, he came. Did he quietly avoid her because he saw her there?
If that's the case, then she shouldn't be too sentimental. Every time she wanted to take a step forward, she would find it was wrong.

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And since the last time, after Zong Yuchen's birthday, Yuqi had appeared once and hadn't appeared again.

In order to let myself quickly forget the obsession with him in my heart, I drank alcohol everywhere every day to relieve my worries.

If she drinks at home, her parents and Jian Shiqi will take care of her, so she can only drink outside.

Yu'an and Lin Ruyi knew that she was feeling uncomfortable now, so they let her be negative for a while.

Jian Shiqi was worried, so he silently stood by her. Whenever she was drunk and a harasser approached, he would show up to help her drive away the flies.

Usually at that time she was already very drunk, which shows how much the loss of love hit her.

Seeing her self-torture like this, Jian Shiqi really wanted to teach her a lesson, but he couldn't bear it.

She has been the baby of the family since she was a child.

Yu Qiang felt even more bitter when he was drunk. Every time Jian Qiqi took her home, he would occasionally grab him and say a lot of nonsense, such as this time...

Just as Jian Shiqi brought her home, she desperately didn't want to go back, and when he brought her back to the room, he was so angry that he threw her on the bed as soft as a cloud, Ren'er immediately quarreled with him.

"Why did you throw me, why did you throw me, I drink my wine, what does it have to do with you... Leave me alone!"

She also has a big temper when she is drunk, and she has no place to vent in her heart, and she feels like a wimp.

Jian Shiqi looked at her angrily, and scolded: "Look at what the hell you look like now?"

"I was originally a ghost, of course I look like a ghost... hiccup... what does it have to do with you, don't bother me, get out of here..."

"It's enough!"

He was about to be mad at her, he was broken in love, he just found another one, tortured himself, could it be that Zong Yuchen would come to feel sorry for her and coax her?
"Not enough...you go away...leave me alone, it's too noisy."

Now her heart is dying of pain, no one understands her at all, no one understands!

Especially at night, the pain made her suffocate, and she thought that wine could relieve the pain, but it wasn't...

After getting drunk, the pain seems to be worse, and it is not numb at all.

"Why...why can't it be me... just because I'm 15 years older than him so I'm not suitable? But I won't grow old... He and I are both hermaphrodites... Or is it because I'm not good enough? Not enough That girl is cute?... I lost to time, right?"

While losing her temper, she cried and said...

It turned out that the price of being passionate was so painful, it was completely beyond her tolerance.

She kept thinking that maybe An Xiangwan refused to allow her to be with Zong Yuchen because she was not good enough...

But when she became stronger, she lost him.

Perhaps, to be precise, she never owned it at all, so how could she lose it?
(End of this chapter)