Flash marriage love: Gu Shao spoils his wife to the bone

Chapter 1249 He cried, and I cried too
"My health is getting worse and I don't have much time left. I am very worried that after I die, Yue Yue can't stand it and will hurt herself again. I went to consult a doctor about depression, and the doctor told me that depression There is a certain genetic factor, my head is like being struck by lightning, and it hurts badly. All this is my fault, if I am stronger, Yue Yue will not be afraid, she is so small, she must be killed by me. "

"I found that there is too little information about depression in China. The doctor I consulted also told me that the research on depression abroad is relatively mature. I want to go abroad to find a doctor for consultation, but my body is not good enough. Allowed. How can I be so useless? Didn’t you say that being a mother is tough? Why am I still so useless?”

"He suddenly appeared in front of me and asked me to return Yueyue's custody rights to him. I was silent for a long time and agreed. He was very surprised. I smiled helplessly. I begged him to go abroad to find someone who can cure depression. The doctor came back to treat Yueyue. He didn’t agree. I knelt in front of him and begged him, and he knelt down in front of me. He said, Yueyue is not only my daughter, but also his. I asked him why he didn’t agree. He said he wanted to go together when I was in good health. I cried, but I didn’t dare to tell him that I was going to die. He only thought that I was crying because he didn’t agree to my request. He agreed to my request. "

"He came back soon, and he told me that Yueyue's condition was not particularly serious, and she didn't need to take medicine to suppress it like I did. I think so, the medicine is three-point poisonous, Yueyue is so small, so she takes so many medicines every day , I am not willing."

"I asked him to figure out a way with me to formulate a treatment plan for Yueyue. He is still such a strong man, and he worked out the plan without even asking me to use my brain. He took care of most of the work, just let I made up a man's identity and a non-existent child, which made Yueyue feel worried. He and I both know how much Yueyue cares about her family, and how much she hopes to have a happy family. It's me, it's me I'm too stupid to know how to protect my own happiness."

"I can't stand up anymore, I can only lie on the bed and wait to die. Seeing Yueyue cry so sadly, I regret it so much. I told Yueyue tonight that I fell in love with another man and gave birth to a child, but That man took her younger brother away, I hope she can find that child. Yueyue has no doubts, she nodded solemnly, and raised her hands to swear to God. My God, my daughter is so cute, but I dying."

"Jiu Ze found my diary. He read it secretly. When I woke up, I saw him flipping through it. I threatened him with this and asked him to guard Yue Yue for me. He agreed, and I felt very guilty. , Jiuze doesn't owe me anything, he doesn't have to bear such a responsibility at all."

"Jiuze told me that Yueyue was looking for the man and child I made up outside these days. I couldn't hold it back, and cried out loud, which frightened Jiuze."

"He came again. He suddenly rushed up and hugged me and kissed me. I couldn't hold it back, blood gushed out of his mouth, and he was terrified. For the first time, he yelled at me, lost his temper, and called me bad He knows how to cherish his body, and he is right when he calls me a stupid woman and I am not a good mother."

"He knew that I was going to die. He cried, crying very sadly. I cried too. I almost lost the ability to keep a diary. It seems that I am really going to die."

(End of this chapter)