Canglan Empress

Chapter 495 Fish and Bear's Paws
Worried about alarming the people in the mansion, Rong Jin didn't dare to shout, and could only let Yaohua leave in a cool way, while he was lying on the ground alone with scars all over his body, enduring an hour of suffering.

It's also fortunate that it is summer now. If it is in the severe cold weather of March [-]th, and the internal force is completely sealed, it will be no different from being naked for an hour when the thin pajamas are shredded.

If it is frozen like that for an hour, I'm afraid the taste will be more sour.

During this hour, Rong Jin thought a lot.

Maybe it really is pain that helps thinking.

He thought about all the things that he had never thought about before, and even made a lot of choices in his heart.

He thought about it for a long time knowingly, thinking about what kind of feelings he had for Yaohua - he liked it for sure, but to what extent did he like it?
Will you change your principles for him?Lower your bottom line?Even, can even give up pride and dignity?
He was still estimating in his heart that if Beiqi and Dayong really fought in the future, and he would be completely on the opposite side, who would be the final winner?
The answer seems obvious.

Rong Jin calmed down to face up to his own heart, and then he came to a conclusion - in fact, he didn't want to be an enemy of Yaohua, not at all.

He also realized that no matter how much Yaohua disdained him, he cared more about Yaohua than he expected—if he fell in love with other boys, if he really only wanted to raise a male favorite in the mansion , he thought, he would not be so tolerant, and his methods would not be so gentle.

He backed down to Yaohua in every possible way, even though part of the reason was that he was not as skilled as others, but even in those days when he had the initiative, he couldn't bear to do anything drastic to Yaohua.

Thinking about it now, he knows that all of this is just because he likes it, maybe... To put it a bit deeper, he has already liked it to the point where he cannot extricate himself.

Thinking of this, Rong Jin couldn't help feeling a little ridiculous.

He never thought that one day he would fall into this kind of petty love for children, and the one he likes is a boy who is only 12 years old.

Even if it was only half a year ahead, if someone told him about this in front of him, he would definitely think that the other party was out of his mind.

But now...

The ancients often said a word about the relationship between emperors and emperors: do you love the country or the beauty?

Rong Jin also made a short choice in his heart, and then he quickly felt that he didn't seem to have to bother thinking about it.

Because he competed with Yaohua for the country, his chances of winning were not great.

And if he completely broke with Yaohua for the sake of Jiangshan, and even became an endless enemy—Rong Jin didn't want to, he didn't want to face such a situation.

Even when Yaohua was beaten all over his body as if venting, he still felt that Yaohua was so beautiful, very gracious, very... fascinating.

Rong Jin knew that he was dazed, and he was dazed because of a young man.

An hour later, the acupoints were self-relieving, and he lay on the ground a little absent-mindedly, his eyes slowly passing over the carved beams and paintings in front of him, but the picturesque face of a young man appeared in his heart, even if it was ridicule, irony, and ruthless expression, it was like a poppy. An irresistible attraction for him.

The corners of Rong Jin's mouth couldn't help but slightly raised, and some sighs flashed across his eyes.

People live in this world, what they gain must have what they give up, how can there be so many good things to have both fish and bear's paw at the same time?

(End of this chapter)