Bamboo Horse Pianist

Chapter 14 Maybe She Overestimated Herself

We always think of our mother as great, but we didn't realize that one day when we grow up, our mother is getting old.There are more wrinkles on her face, and there is something called reading glasses in her belongings. She always looks forward to us going home to spend more time with her.Sometimes she is vulnerable like a child, she tries her best, just want to do one thing to make us happy.

Part1
Throughout the night, I didn't fall asleep much at the beginning and end of the day. My mind was filled with the results of all kinds of openings to Fleeting Years. It was either the sadness of being rejected or the joy of being accepted.So much so that when the door of the apartment was opened in the early morning, she sat up from the bed with a bang.

Surprised by her movements, Nana groaned twice, turned over and fell back into a deep sleep.

When Liu Nian opened the bedroom door, what he saw was Chu Mo sitting on the bed, looking stupid.

Could it be that he fell stupid yesterday when he climbed down from such a high building?Going up, Liu Nian touched her forehead, she didn't hurt herself, then: "Finally willing to talk to me?" A calm and indifferent voice.

If there is anyone in the world who knows her better than Chu Mo, it is only Fleeting Years. Sometimes she doesn't need to speak at all, as long as she moves and looks, he can guess what she is thinking.

Chumo nodded and wanted to speak, but found that her voice was a little hoarse due to insomnia. She got up from the bed, took Liu Nian's hand and walked outside the bedroom to prevent waking Nana.

At the beginning and end of the night, I slept a little at least, and my condition didn't look as good as the fleeting time that I did the experiment all night and didn't close my eyes.Fleeting looked at the huge dark circles under her eyelids, waiting for her to announce something big that she couldn't even sleep well.

In fact, Chumo's mind has come back a long time ago. She felt that what she was going to say next was even more terrifying than confessing, so on such a chilly morning, she was so nervous that she forgot to breathe, and even her palms were covered with dense beads of sweat. .

Fleeting Year said: "If you have anything to say, just say it."

Chumo's eyelashes fluttered like a pair of little butterflies fluttering their wings, and she said nervously, "You...haven't slept all night, must be very tired?"

"...Well." After a pause, "So what can I say now?"

"It's nothing..." She said these easy words, but her fingernails were fiercely pinched into the palm of her hand, as if she wanted to pinch the flesh out.

Liu Nian glanced down at her hand: "If you're really fine, don't abuse your hand..."

Before he finished speaking, Chu Mo suddenly raised his head: "Sister Ruan's birthday dinner tonight, can you attend with me?"

She mustered up all her courage to say it.

Then she saw Liu Nian gently curling her lips: "Is it because of this that you didn't sleep well?"

Chumo smiled awkwardly, and felt a little silly, but after she really said it, it wouldn't be so scary.

She nodded very honestly: "Yes."

This time, she looked directly at Fleeting Nian's eyes very calmly, and wanted to tell him from her eyes that she was telling the truth without any falsehood.

Fleeting Nian said: "It's a bit late for you to tell me, I have already promised Duhuan in advance."

To Chumo, this answer was like a lightning bolt in the morning, causing her to lose consciousness.

She began to torture herself again, her hands were tightly strangled, as if she was about to break one, but she said with a smile on her face: "It's okay, it's okay, then you can spend good time with Senior Sister Ruan... she will be here at night." It's the main character..."

"early--"

What he wanted to say was interrupted by her eagerly and flusteredly: "It's okay! It's really okay! I understand, I understand everything!"

Speaking of the latter, she didn't know what she was going to say, so she said something hastily, "I'm going to sleep, so I opened the bedroom door and ran in, lying on the bed in one breath, her eyes hurt, she was covered in the quilt secretly shed tears.

Part2
Chu Mo felt that maybe she overestimated herself and felt that Fleeting Nian still had feelings for her, that's why she dared to be so bold and presumptuous.

It's not that he didn't think about being rejected, but he was full of anticipation in his heart, and he smiled and nodded and said, "Okay."

It's not that she has never been jealous of Ruan Duhuan, who can get the special treatment of Fleeting Years like this, but she always tells herself not to be jealous, not to disappoint Fleeting Years' trust, and the clean self in her heart who just wants to love Fleeting Years silently.

She didn't go to Ruan Duhuan's birthday dinner at the beginning and end of the night. Perhaps in the eyes of outsiders, she couldn't accept her appearance in her line of sight with the fleeting men and women, so she chose to escape.

In fact, she was not so narrow-minded. She received a call from a neighbor on the way, saying that her mother passed out when closing the stall and was lying at home now.

At the beginning and end of the year, it was suddenly dark in front of my eyes, and I couldn't see anything. Only then did I realize that "losing" things can happen in seconds, and you never know what turbulent things will happen in the next second.

When Luo Xi saw Chu Mo not far away, she was about to greet her happily, but stopped when she saw Chu Mo clearly.

At dusk, Chu Mo's eyes were slack, her face was extremely pale, she stood there fixedly, like a statue, Luo Xi even stretched out her hand and shook it in front of her eyes, but she still didn't respond, as if she couldn't see anything.

Luo Xi was startled suddenly, "Chu Mo? What's wrong with you? Don't scare me..."

Luo Xi has never seen Chu Mo like this before. Even if something big happened before, she would always look like she was not in a hurry, as if she could solve it as long as she calmed down.But the beginning and end of the incident caught Luo Xi off guard.

"Xiaoxi, don't shake her."

Suddenly, a deep and powerful voice pulled Luo Xi out of her panic, and she realized that there was another person standing beside her, and hurriedly said, "Brother, help me find out what's going on at the beginning and the end."

While she was speaking, Luo Zijia had already reached out and gently took the phone that Chu Mo was holding to her ear, and connected it. The voice from there made his words simple and clear: "Hello, Auntie, I'm Chumo's senior brother, if you have anything to tell me."

Half a minute later, Luo Zijia hung up the phone, turned Chu Mo's body to face him, and said clearly to her word by word: "Auntie is awake now, she is fine, do you hear me? She is fine gone."

At the beginning and end of the day, it was as if he hadn't heard of it, and his eyes still couldn't find the focus.

Looking at her expression, Luo Zijia was a little worried, but compared to Luo Xi's helplessness.He still said calmly:
"Come with me."

He took her hand, took her to the side of the car, asked Luo Xi to sit with her in the back seat, and drove away.

The distance from B University to the small town is not very far, just an hour's drive away.

During this period, Luo Xi kept comforting Chu and Mo, but she didn't say a word.Fortunately, Luo Xi knew Chu Mo's house and helped Luo Zijia guide the way. Soon the car stopped downstairs of Chu Mo's house.

Seeing the familiar scene, Chu Mo's eyes gradually gained focus, and when Luo Zijia was about to park the car, he suddenly opened the car door and was about to get out.

Luo Xi pulled her reflexively and shouted: "Brother! Stop!"

But at the end of the day, he pushed Luo Xi away and ran down.

Fortunately, Luo Zijia's car had already stopped, so she was not hurt.

The two didn't bother to park the car, locked it and chased after it.

Climbing the stairs all the way to the door of Chumo's house, only to find that Chumo had been standing outside the door and hadn't gone in.

Luo Xi and Luo Zijia looked at each other, and were about to speak, but were stopped by Luo Zijia's eyes.He asked Luo Xi to stand where he was, walked up by himself, walked lightly to Chumo, glanced at her expressionless face, then walked to the door, and was about to knock on the door, but found that the door was empty. concealed.

Trying to push it away, Luo Zijia walked in, came out after a while, and said to Chumo with a smile: "Chumo, Auntie let you in."

His smile is as warm as that of a big brother. When Chu Mo looked up, he could see the twilight light extending from his black jade hair to his neck, as if it was plated with a thin layer of gold.

Part3
Dim lights were on in the dimly lit room.When I was going to school at the beginning and end of the year, I used to light that kind of incandescent bulb, because that kind of light was brighter. Since she went to college, my mother changed to the kind of dim orange light bulb, nothing special The reason is that I know at the end of the day that this kind of bulb is the cheapest, and one yuan can last for a long time.

In such a light, my mother was lying on the bed, her face ravaged by time was so pale and almost transparent, she always knew that time was a ruthless carving knife, but at this moment she really wanted to say, can you not hurt her ?
Chumo stood stiffly by the bed, thinking that when she left last time, her mother was still alive and cooking noodles for her, why did she collapse on the bed in a blink of an eye?He looked so weak, as if... he was almost out of breath.

Chu Mo stared wide-eyed and stared hard until he saw the slight ups and downs of his heart. The feeling of finally letting go of his heart was like jumping off a cliff after going through hardships in life and finally being relieved. Weightlessness.

Seemingly hearing a voice, Mother Yang opened her eyes. It seemed like she had been looking for a long time before she saw the person in front of her. She smiled and said, "Mo, why are you back? Didn't I tell Aunt Zhang that I'm fine? It's just a habitual dizziness." Come on, just take a rest."

Chu Mo forced a smile: "Aunt Zhang is also kind, but fortunately Aunt Zhang told me, otherwise you have been hiding it from me, I don't know, what if something happens?"

"What can be the problem? There are many problems when you are old." After speaking, Mother Yang wanted to get up, and Chu Mo hurried up to help.

It can be found that Yang's mother is indeed very weak at this moment, and she doesn't even have the strength to get up.

Luo Zijia, who had been standing aside all this time, could also see this, as if she almost fell asleep with her eyes closed during the short few minutes he went out to call Chumo.As a doctor, although he couldn't tell how Yang's mother's physical condition was right away, from the current point of view, it was indeed very worrying.

"Auntie, I'm here to see you!" Luo Xi, who was standing aside, said, "Although you are an elder, what you said just now is wrong. If you are sick, of course you should let Chumo know. You don't know that she heard you were sick just now. ..."

Before she finished speaking, Luo Zijia stopped her, "Chumo knew you were sick, so she came here in a hurry. Seeing that you are fine, she let go of her heart."

Luo Xi always speaks directly, completely unaware that sometimes what he says will cause unnecessary worries to others.Hearing what Luo Zijia said, he realized that he almost said the wrong thing again, so he quickly shut up, not daring to say anything more.

"Xiaoxi, Momo, is this also your classmate?"

Yang's mother looked at Luo Zijia, with liking in her loving eyes.

Luo Zijia's character is inherently calm, and his appearance is naturally handsome. Naturally, his first impression is very good. Seeing that Chu Mo didn't say a word, Luo Xi smiled and took Luo Zijia's arm and said, "Yes, auntie, this is me. I told you before, my brother Luo Zijia who was chased by girls since he was a child!"

Luo Zijia called out politely, "Hello, Auntie!"

"Okay... At the beginning and end of the year, take your classmates to sit down. Look, the house is so simple and there is nothing to eat. Why don't you sit down first and I'll go buy something to eat. You all stay here to eat at night. Try Auntie's handicraft."

As she was about to get up, Chu Mo quickly stopped her: "No need, mom..."

"How can you not use it? This child! It's rare for you to bring your classmates home!"

"But..." Chu Mo still wanted to say something, but when she saw her mother insisting so much, she suddenly felt a little sad.Over the years, my mother has always been strict with herself, but gave her the best.

Chumo seldom brought her classmates home. In my impression, only Luo Xi came. That time, my mother bought a lot of food that she would not even be willing to eat. Chumo knew that her mother was thinking of her and didn't want her to lose face in front of her classmates.

But she never told her mother that she was not afraid of losing face at all, she would rather her mother buy those delicious food for herself.

Does she never look in the mirror... Never see how thin she has become?
Chumo felt that her eyes were a little moist, she didn't want to be seen by her mother, so she found an excuse to go out.

Mother Yang looked at her back with sad eyes, and murmured to the air: "Did I say something wrong?" Like a child who doesn't know what mistake he made.

We always think of our mother as great, but we didn’t realize that one day when we grow up, my mother is getting old, her face has more wrinkles, and there is something called reading glasses in her belongings. She began to always look forward to us going home to spend more time with her.

Sometimes she's as fragile as a child, and she's trying her best to do just one thing to make us happy.

Luo Zijia lightly patted Yang's mother on the shoulder, and comforted: "Auntie, it's okay. I recently participated in the Chopin piano competition. I heard that the professor is very strict. She may be under too much pressure. Don't worry about dinner. , I’ll just ask Chumo to take me out to buy some food.”

After finishing speaking, he gave Luo Xi a wink and asked her to stay here with Yang's mother, and then went out.

(End of this chapter)