Leader Lan Palace

Chapter 2235 Six Volumes 290 Understand (1 more)
Wanxi raised her eyes suddenly, a string of glazed light flashed in her eyes.

"Hearing what Sister Chun said, I'm relieved."

Wanxi reached out to hold Concubine Chun's hand.

"Originally, I still have a lot of things I want to say to you, Sister Chun. But I don't know where to start... Now, it seems that my vision is narrow. I don't need to say those words to Sister Chun anymore. Too much."

Concubine Chun raised her eyes and stared at Wanxi, "...When I first entered the palace, you know, I was so scared."

Wanxi's heart changed, and she also nodded, "I'm also afraid. So I tried everything possible to avoid getting a sign, even after entering the palace, I only wanted to wait until I was old enough to leave the palace."

Concubine Chun gave a wry smile, "I am not as brave as you, nor have you had the opportunity. I am the daughter of the Hanchen family and entered the palace, so I cannot enter the palace as an official girl like your people under the Ministry of Internal Affairs. When I am old, I can be released from the palace. ——From the first day I got the news, I knew that once I entered the palace, it was as deep as the sea, and there was no turning back."

"Besides, I'm a Han woman with a national nationality. After entering the palace, my status is naturally the lowest in the palace. Don't say that the empress dowager and the empress look down on me, even you official women under the flag don't think of me as returning home. thing."

Wanxi understands.

Although it is considered early for a pure noble concubine to enter the flag, after the birth of the third elder brother Yongzhang in Qianlong's fourth year, she entered the flag by order; but after all, she served in the hidden mansion long before the emperor ascended the throne.Adding up those years in the Qiandi, there are more than ten years.

In this harem of the Qing Dynasty, as a Han woman, she spent more than ten years cautiously... What's more, she didn't have any children at that time, and Wanxi could empathize with the fear and fear of those ten years.

Concubine Chun took a deep breath, "Although in the harem of the Qing Dynasty, there was a Concubine Ke Shi Shi during the time of Lord Shunzhi. But that Concubine Ke didn't come from anything, and even Lord Shunzhi was very grateful." , but in those years, I failed to get the love of Lord Shunzhi..."

Concubine Ke Shi's father was the second-rank servant, and Concubine Chun's great-grandfather Su Kangheng was the governor of Liangjiang in the Kangxi Dynasty. Both families were high-ranking officials in the Han Dynasty. The family background entered the palace as a concubine.

"Compared to the example of Concubine Ke, from the first day I entered the palace, I told myself that since I have entered the palace, and since my fate cannot be changed, then I cannot live my life like Concubine Ke."

Concubine Chun stared into Wanxi's eyes.

"Wanxi, do you know that when people are timid and afraid, they want to reach out and grab more life-saving straws, and leave more reliance for themselves. At such times, the heart will become very empty, and you will want everything, use your strength Fill your heart. Only when your heart is full can you be less afraid."

"So when I was in Qiandi, I took advantage of Empress Xiaoxian's opportunity to guard against Empress Huixian and our current empress. I found a gap, found an opportunity, and won the emperor's favor... It was also my fate. Four months before the emperor ascended the throne , I gave birth to Yongzhang. With the prince, the emperor ascended the throne and made me a concubine for the first time; in the second year of Qianlong, he was officially conferred in the harem, and I am already in the concubine position."

Concubine Chun sighed faintly, "Actually, at that moment, my status had already equaled that of Concubine Ke; I even had a prince, and actually surpassed her... But the fear in my heart is still there. Then Huizi is not afraid for himself, but also for his own children."

Concubine Chun raised her eyes, and there was water in the bottom of her eyes.

"My Yongzhang is the first prince born to a Han concubine since the Qing Dynasty entered the customs. Like your Yonglu, he also has half Han blood... such a child will definitely be punished when he grows up. Brothers look down on it; even the Manchu princes and ministers of the previous dynasty don't care about it."

"Even if it is titled and divided into banners, I am worried that my Yongzhang will be the last to wait... Wanxi, we are all mothers-in-law, since we have brought our children to this world, how can we just watch them Endure such humiliation?"

"Therefore...my heart is even more empty, and I want more things. I want to be favored, and I want the emperor to treat me better; I want to rely on my emperor's favor to make my child's position more stable .”

"...I even, after all, couldn't help but want to calculate that big position from afar for my child."

"Wanxi, do you understand, these are like a series of chains one after another. When one is opened, one can't help but roll back one after another."

Wanxi sighed and nodded.

"This is the harem. It has been like this for thousands of years. No one can be immune. It is human nature for Sister Chun to do this, and I put it on my little sister. How come I have not experienced the same fear and fear as Sister Chun? Do everything possible to prevent it?"

Concubine Chun sighed softly, "...Yes, Wanxi, you and I are most in touch with each other at this moment. My Yongzhang and Yongrong are the first and second princes with half Han blood. Yong Lu is the third one. All my worries and motives back then, at this moment, there will finally be one that you can fully understand."

Concubine Chun said, tears streaming down her face, "I also did a lot of foolish things back then. In order to fight for favor and for the sake of my children, I was once a thorn in your side; I was also worried that you were a pawn of Empress Xiaoxian. If you were favored, Empress Xiaoxian will naturally try to ask you to replace me—just like when she tried to let me compete for favor with Emperor Huixian."

"We Han girls, in this harem full of people, are always pawns at the mercy of others, and we can never say no by ourselves. So I am afraid that you will help Empress Xiaoxian complete this plan, so I have to take advantage of your situation Young, try to suppress you."

Wan Xi nodded with a smile, "It happened so many years ago, and Sister Xi Chun still wants to bring it up now. All I can remember at this moment is only Sister Chun's prescription, and after that, we used to accompany Nianhua together It's grown up years."

"In those years, I couldn't have a child. I wanted to have a child. I was crazy... It was Nianhua who was by my side and gave me the feeling of being a mother. The hardest days in those years were my sister's generosity. Put Nianhua by my side to help me survive."

"In this life, who has never thought of good or evil? Who has no merit? As long as the merit can be paid off in the end, as long as there is good intentions when you go a long way and look back, that's enough."

The pure noble concubine finally wept, and tightly held Wanxi's hand, "I finally understand at this moment that many things can't be won if you just want to fight. It's just that I have calculated all my life and exhausted all the organs. After all, it still can't control the emperor's heart."

"What the emperor doesn't want to give is decades of conjugal companionship, decades of exhaustion, and the high position of imperial concubine he gave me—what he doesn't want to give me is not mine after all."

"Who will get all of this in the future, not by his own calculation, but by what he is willing to give..."

(End of this chapter)