Leader Lan Palace

Chapter 2615 Ten Volume 3 What to Do, Don't Heartache

Every July, Fukang'an gets drunk.

When a man is drunk, he is absurd.And the absurdity of men is the worst when it comes to women.

From the 40th year of Qianlong to the present, it has been seven years. Most of the beauties that Fukang'an has received are collected in such a daze in July.

Outsiders didn't know the details, so they arranged Fukang'an's nickname to their heart's content, and wrote a series of stories in a charming and fragrant way, which spread widely among the market.

Or even Fukang'an believed it after reading it himself.

He had to say again and again, "Well written, well written! It has the skills of Zhao Yunsong (Zhao Yi) back then."

Back then, Zhao Yi was highly regarded by Master Nine, Fu Heng, and Zhao Yi regarded Master Nine as the most respected person in the world.Therefore, the first readers of those notes and scripts written by Zhao Yi under the name "Mr. Fox Shuo" were often Master Jiu.

Those storybooks can finally be sent to the deep palace and reach Wanxi's desk, which relieves a little loneliness for Wanxi in the deep palace. Apart from being read by the emperor and showing it to Wanxi; Constantly pushing in the dark.

After Master Jiu passed away, Zhuan Xiang still guarded Master Jiu's study, and the piece of paper had not been altered.Every time Fukang'an came back from a distant military camp, he always had to stop in Ama's study and burn a cake of incense seals made by Aunt Xiang himself, in order to express his longing for Ama's spirit in heaven.

Liansheng is gone... His feelings for Liansheng are probably only understood by Ama in this world.Therefore, when he went to Ama's study to burn incense seals, he was paying tribute to Ama, but why not——when he missed Liansheng.

At that time, he seemed to be devoutly burning incense, his face and movements were calm and quiet.But only he and Ama's spirit in heaven would understand that at that moment his heart was torn to pieces by longing, and he couldn't bear it anymore, and ran to pour out his words to Ama silently.

How did Ama turn her heart into that plate of incense seals and ignite it with her own hands, burning it to ashes inch by inch?

Ama's forbearance, self-control, and calmness back then are what he wants to learn.

——But he always can't do it, he can't learn Ama's appearance.

Maybe it's because, even though Ama once personally incinerated her lovesickness into ashes for a certain person, the person Ama yearns for is still under the same sky even though they are so far away.With Ama's official position, although it is not easy, it is still possible to see Yiren from a distance several times in a year.

But what about him, when he came back from making contributions in Jinchuan, when he finally won glory for himself in this life, what was waiting for him was the bad news that Liansheng had passed away!
Then no matter how successful he is now, even if he changes his previous absurd appearance, who will he show it to?Who will he prove himself to?He can still - wait for someone to smile gratifyingly? .
The more I think about it, the more desperate I become.

The more I think about it, the more I always look at myself alone in a daze—why does he want to live in this world?

It wasn't until the bookshelves, desks, chairs, brushes and calligraphy in Ama's study room floated in front of his eyes again that he could vaguely remember—yes, he still has a mother to support him in this world, and he is not qualified to live only for the one person in his heart. I dare not follow that person and die together.

But he couldn't bear the torment of longing, let alone face his own sins—he wasn't extremely dull, he was able to deduce from the days when Lian Sheng passed away, the sins he committed because of his ignorance.

He didn't even dare to see Lawang.

Although Lawang is as tolerant and kind to him as before, he is still called An Da.Every time he returns from the military camp, Rawang will send someone to give gifts as soon as possible.

But he didn't dare to see Lawang...

Besides Lawang, the person he dared not meet the most was the fifteenth elder brother Yongyan.

Every time they meet in court, he can always see the indifference and hatred in the eyes of the fifteenth elder brother.

Every time the eyes met, the gaze of the fifteenth elder brother was already the harshest punishment for him.

He understood that she was the eldest sister of the fifteenth elder brother repeatedly, saying that the elder sister was like a mother, and the dependence and respect for Liansheng in the fifteenth elder brother's heart even surpassed the ordinary sibling relationship.

Because in those years, the imperial concubine A Niang came to rule the six palaces, and she was busy with affairs every day; secondly, the imperial concubine A Niang had sixteen elder brothers and seventeen elder brothers after the fifteenth elder brother, so the fifteenth elder brother When I was young, apart from being raised by Concubine Qing, most of Lian Sheng used his elder sister as his mother.

What's more, in the 40th year of Qianlong, in the first month, Liansheng and the imperial concubine Aniang both left in the same month.The fifteenth elder brother lost his mother, and also lost his mother's elder sister... The pain in the fifteenth elder brother's heart was heavier than others.

Elder Seventeen is still young and doesn't understand these things, but he can still laugh and laugh as "cousin" to him.

But he knew that because of Liansheng's passing away, Brother Fifteen would never be able to forgive him.

He knew, but he breathed a sigh of relief.

——He knows that he is sinful, and he wants someone to hate him.

He had hoped that it was Liansheng himself, or Lawang... It's a pity that the two of them are people who value love and righteousness, and the love they grew up together overshadowed the resentment towards him.He was unable to apologize to Liansheng and Lawang.

Then he should apologize to Brother Fifteen.

Brother Fifteen is Lian Sheng's favorite younger brother, the younger brother Lian Sheng raised and raised almost like a child. He fully accepts Brother Fifteen's resentment. He is very happy that he finally has the opportunity and someone to atone for his sins.

The more the fifteenth elder brother hated him, the happier he was; the fifteenth elder brother's resentment was actually a kind of relief for him - a kind of relief that can be missed when he misses Liansheng to the point of heartbreaking and painful. , a form of self-punishment.

For the rest of his life, in this world without Lian Sheng, this kind of self-punishment and apology finally supported the reason for him to live.

Otherwise, if he is alive and dead, what is the difference? .
That's what he thought, but that kind-hearted "fool" Lawang, not only didn't hate him, but instead tried every means to quietly persuade Brother Fifteen to go.

Even Dan Badorji, the son-in-law of Mianjin, came to tell him to feel at ease, saying that after the death of the seventh princess, the fifteenth elder brother would have more trust and respect for the seventh son-in-law Lawang, as long as the seventh son-in-law could say something about it And, Elder Brother Fifteen will definitely be able to let go of his knots and forgive him for going.

Dambadorzi also said, "Besides, Elder Brother Fifteen is a benevolent person. I have never seen him have any embarrassment for anyone in these years. You are his cousin, and you grew up together in the palace. Great affection... Although the fifteenth elder brother seems to have been a little close to you since he was a child, I believe that the fifteenth elder brother will definitely heed the seventh forehead's persuasion and restore the old relationship with you."

Danbadorji is a Mongolian forehead, and he speaks candidly.After telling him to listen, he didn't know whether to cry or laugh.

He understood that apart from being straightforward as a Mongolian man, Danbadorji also cared about him back then—Mianjin Gege had a little thought for him in the first place~~
But Dambadorzi was right, Brother Fifteen really didn't like him very much since he was a child.He understands that the reason for this is mostly the time when he accidentally "fell into the well" when he designed the Eighth Princess.The precocious fifteenth elder brother saw everything he said and did, and was afraid that he had already had a prejudice against his character.

He laughed and said, "You guys are so troublesome, why do you want to make peace for me? I can take whatever opinion Brother Fifteen likes, and I have no attachment to him. I don't need to care what Brother Fifteen thinks of me. go."

Dambadorji was also annoyed by his attitude that day, and pointed to his nose and asked him, "Qilinbao, are you stupid?"
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Dambadorzi ran away in anger, and he was worried that someone else would come to "relieve his difficulties" again.

After all, there were too many peers who studied together in the palace and grew up together. In addition to Danbadorji, there was also Zha Lantai, the nine-headed son-in-law, and even the eleventh elder brother Yongxuan~
In Ama's study that night, he found a way.

——Then make yourself even more absurd, and continue to live in such a disgusting way, even the fifteenth elder brother can't find a reason to forgive him.

Only in this way can he live in purgatory forever, and use his living years to atone to Liansheng every day and every moment.
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This August, coincides with the Emperor's Longevity Day, and He Shen and Fukang An were awarded the title of Crown Prince and Taibao at this time. The seven-headed son-in-law, Lawangdorji, understood that the fifteenth elder brother felt uncomfortable.

It just so happened that Mianning was born, and Lawang took advantage of this celebration to visit Yongyan.

Xiao Qi is gone, and he and Xiao Qi have no children. Although he is only six years older than Yong Yan, in terms of affection, he regards Yong Yan as his and Xiao Qi's child—Xiao Qi When Qi passed away, he entrusted Yong Yan to him, telling him to take care of Yong Yan for her and help her wholeheartedly.

Although Yong Yan's position as crown prince has not been clearly stated at this time, Xiao Qi and him are after all Yong Yan's own sister and brother-in-law. How the emperor treats Yong Yan, the two of them have a vague premonition in their hearts. .

And he himself is Prince Chaoyong. His grandfather, father, and uncle are all in charge of the left deputy general seal of Dingbian, and he controls the four tribes of Khalkha.Therefore, only with his wholehearted assistance, the prince can not worry about going to the Mongolian tribes in Mobei, so there is Xiaoqi's support before he leaves.

After talking about the happy event of the newborn, Lawang carefully moved the conversation to Fukang'an.

"Qi Linbao has not been in the capital for these years, and he just came back to Beijing this year from the post of governor of Sichuan... He has been in a state of uncertainty these years, but he also went around suppressing bandits for the imperial court, and he has made great achievements."

In August of the 46th year of Qianlong, Fukang'an was transferred from the governor of Yunnan and Guizhou to the governor of Sichuan and the general of Chengdu.The land of Sichuan and Shaanxi has always been an important place for the imperial court's military affairs. After Fukang'an was appointed as the governor of Sichuan, he was ordered to crack down on "swallowing bandits".In May of the 47th year of Qianlong, that is, three months ago, Fukang'an played the "bandits" in Shuzhong.

It is for this achievement that the emperor bestowed the crown prince with the title of Taibao as a reward.

Yong Yan knew these things in his heart.After Fukang'an made great achievements in the Battle of Jinchuan, he has not stayed in Beijing for these years. He has always served as a military officer and was sent by Huang Ama to various parts of the country.

In the 42nd year of Qianlong, he was awarded General Jilin.

In the 43rd year of Qianlong, he moved to Shengjing as a general.

(End of this chapter)