Sir, kiss me again

Chapter 1353 When the proposal is in progress (4)

"How much of your sincerity towards me now will continue into the future? Maybe, you will not betray me in the future, and will work hard to maintain a superficial husband and wife relationship with me for the sake of our children. However, you may dislike me in your heart, Will hate me, will blame me, can't be your right-hand man like Fang Rushuang, can't go forward with you. You walk too fast, I can't catch up, and you have to give up in the end. And you are surrounded by so many beautiful women Even if you don't take the initiative, they will run towards you like moths to a flame. One by one, they are prettier than me, younger than me, listen to you, and less angry than me. Your eyes will sooner or later I was attracted by them. Compared with your betrayal, I am more afraid that you will no longer love me in the future, and you will lose even a little favor for me. "

It was only now that Lu Weixi realized how much she liked Qin Zhiyou.She was originally a person who was extremely insecure about family and love because of family changes.The more insecure she felt, the more she hated scumbags and the more she was afraid of being betrayed.

But after all, she is more afraid that the person she loves will not love her.That's why she pushed Qin Zhiyou away when she knew that she had repeatedly confessed to her. As long as she didn't say a word well, she would explode instantly.

She originally thought that she herself had already cultivated to be flattered or humiliated.It turned out that she thought she was not surprised by favor or humiliation, just because she hadn't loved deeply yet.Once she falls in love, she will be nervous, she will be invincible, and she will be afraid of losing.

As she talked, she smiled bitterly again: "Just now, did you actually dislike me? I was so angry that I shocked you. Actually, I didn't want to, but..."

Qin Zhiyou didn't speak until all her words stopped: "My father and my mother are married, and they have been arguing as long as I can remember. At the beginning, my father raised a small child outside. My mother first She still scolded, but she stopped scolding later. Even when my father died in a car accident, she didn't shed a single tear."

Lu Weixi moved his head and looked towards him.

"When I was young, I hated my mother because she beat or scolded me when she saw me. Later, when I grew up, she just urged me to take over the Qin family's business and asked me for money. And my father Although I am sorry for my mother, but he is very good to me. But now, I understand my mother a little bit. "

When they were young and young, even though they were married, the two of them might have had some sincerity in the beginning.Only later, sincerity was diluted by repeated quarrels and subsequent betrayals, and neither of them became like themselves.

Qin Zhiyou continued: "When I was young, I always thought that I should not marry a woman like my mother when I grow up. My father's early death made me even more painful and confused. After our divorce, I have been married countless times. Reflecting on myself, what would I have been like if I hadn't been so quick in the past. Maybe our children have already entered elementary school. I obviously hoped that my children would not be like me since I was a child, but I Unintentionally, I walked the old path of my parents."

"You asked me if I will change in the future, and I don't know. But I can be sure of one thing. No matter how you change, whether you are getting old or ugly, in my heart, you will always be 20 years old , the girl I saw for the first time, a girl flying in youth. Xixi, I love you..."

(End of this chapter)