Don't run away

Chapter 980 A Diary 5
But today, I feel a little strange, he has always been very close.

I'm a little uncomfortable, after all, it's not my own father, so close, I feel a little sick.

I just said that I feel a little uncomfortable and want to rest. He just left.

I don't know why, but I always feel that the way he looks at me is always weird.

On August 2013th, 25, it was sunny.

It turns out that this is the feeling of falling from heaven to hell.

I don't want to live anymore, but when the cold blade rests on my wrist, I'm afraid of dying again.

It turns out that death also requires courage.

I don't want to die yet.

But the current life is full of gloom, and the life at this time is plunged into darkness. There is actually no difference between living and dying!

Suddenly I remembered a sentence I heard before, a person is not afraid of death, is he still afraid of living?
Hehe, the main thing is that she is very afraid of death, and feels that living is also a burden.

No matter what, it's all very strenuous, living is really tiring.

I do not know what to do?Yes, for a person like me who is afraid of death and feels very tired living, how should I find the exit.

Wanting to find my father, my grandma said that my father went abroad for further studies, and it took about a year before he came back...

I feel like I'm in a fog right now, and I can't find a way out.

On August 2013, 28, there was a thunderstorm.

I told my mother, and my mother nodded indifferently.

I was surprised, I was terrified, and I hoped to tell my mother that she could take me away from here.

But my mother... didn't say anything at all.

I said I was going to call the police, it was that man who raped me, and I was underage.

But my mother cried, and she cried miserably.

She said, I can't call the police. If I call the police, my whole life will be finished.

She will divorce that man, but... my mother put sleeping pills in my milk and took a lot of shameful photos.

Then in a coma, he was QJ again...

Hehe... This is my mother, my biological mother... I think this world is full of disgust.

Why, I am such a cowardly person.

Lin Anran quickly flipped through the subsequent diary, and it was nothing more than mother Bai Xue's help in the abuse, and this man, Wang Jianzhong, was even more disgusting.

After all, Bai Xue is eight years older than Wang Jianzhong.

Bai Xue's face and body are covered with hyaluronic acid, so she looks younger, but at that age, she is definitely not as attractive as a young girl.

At first Wang Jianzhong was alright, but after half a year, Wang Jianzhong began to make troubles.

Bai Xue loves Wang Jianzhong very much and wants to catch this man very much, watching her daughter grow up like a stick.

She is also a big girl, and the look in Wang Jianzhong's eyes also began to stay on her own daughter, so she had a dirty thought.

In this way, when Wang Jianzhong raped his daughter, he had a handle in his hands, and with An Ran accompanying him, he would not go outside to find those messy women anymore.

On the one hand, with a photo in his hand, he can control Lin Anran.

Two years have passed, and Lin Anran's character has also become very gloomy and eccentric because of this kind of incident.

　This... is the news that my friend told me, it was broadcast on CCTV, but what's even more disgusting is that it's my own father... I don't know what's wrong with the current society, all kinds of weird things, all kinds of top-notch people.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)