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Chapter 768 His Struggle
"My father is the eldest son of An, and my grandfather spoils him so much, it is inevitable that he has developed some bad habits." An Shisan said softly. He has seen a lot of his father's scandals since he was a child, so he is a scumbag to his father. He has nothing to shy away from.

Rong Xueyi glanced at him and said, "Hearing what you said, I don't think your childhood life seemed very happy!"

"It's okay." An Shisan said softly: "Although my mother is not favored, she is the first wife after all, and I am the first son after all. Although my father is a bit biased, he dare not do too much on the surface. When you grow up and see things clearly, you will not be happy.”

When he was young and ignorant, he thought everything was nothing, but when he grew up and understood all those things, he really felt that Anfu was no longer the Anfu in his memory, and there were too many unhappy things in it.

That's why he joined the army when he was young and glorified the lintel of the Anfu.

In the few years when his ability was shown, Anfu treated him very well, and his father treated his mother better, but when something happened later, he immediately became a poisonous snake and beast that everyone in Anfu could not avoid.

He has experienced the warmth and coldness of human relationships over the years.

Because of that profound experience, he became indifferent to many things.

So although he was angry with the family that abandoned him at the beginning, it has changed from disappointment to despair, and he no longer has any hope, because he has no hope for his family, so there is no longer any disappointment.

Without disappointment, he would not care about his family at all.

After Rong Xueyi heard An Shisan finish talking about the relationship in his family, his words were very simple, and the whole background was also very simple, but she could completely deduce it.

A child from an aristocratic family like An Shisan seems to be glamorous in front of others, but in reality he is in great pain.

Under his seemingly sunny appearance, how much sadness and helplessness are hidden.

Under the brilliance that once seemed glorious, how much hypocrisy and disgust are hidden.

She said softly: "Then what happened when you climbed into your sister-in-law's bed?"

Speaking of this matter, An Shisan sighed a long time, and said in a low voice: "There is some deliberation in this, can I not talk about it?"

Rong Xueyi rolled his eyes at him and said, "An Shisan, you said before that I would clean up your stigma after arriving in Song and Qin Dynasties, but you didn't tell me anything, so how can I help you? Are you kidding me?"

An Shisan coughed lightly and said, "I didn't tease you, but I was very touched when I heard you said you believed in me. After leaving home for a few years and bearing bad names for a few years, everyone thought I was really You actually believed me when I was a big adulterer! That’s why I said those words to you at that time, and now I think about those words, it seems a little impulsive.”

Rong Xueyi became angry when she heard the words, stood up suddenly, turned her head and left.

An Shisan knew her temper, knew that she was really annoyed at the moment, and he also knew that his actions were not kind, so he stretched out his hand to hold Rong Xueyi and said, "Girl, don't be angry!"

Rong Xueyi gave him a white look, and he sighed and said: "Actually, I didn't expect that we would return to Yecheng so soon. There is nothing I can't let go of in Yecheng, but I just miss me a little bit. mother, so I came back to have a look, I want to see her again."

(End of this chapter)