My crush looks at me again

Chapter 153 Don't Let Me Leave You

'Situ Yi, please don't scare me! ! '

'I know you don't care about me as much as I thought...'

'I also learned that you are better for me than I thought. '

'You didn't ban him because I went to find Senior Ye Xi, but instead waited for him to come back with me because of my willfulness. '

'What kind of mood do you...in the end do these things? '

'You stupid. '

'Fool. '

'idiot! ! '

"It's obvious that an apology is very simple, why make it so complicated..."

'Obviously you didn't say sorry once, but I seem to have seen 1 apologies. '

'I'm not even qualified to say I don't forgive you. '

'I thought you threw me away like a rag, I thought you took an eraser and erased me from your memory, I've been trying to imagine you as the most heinous person, to find myself not to take the initiative Contact your excuse. '

'I'm afraid that I'll be as humble as an ant in front of you again, and I'm afraid of seeing the disdainful ridicule from your eyes.I dare not like you, let alone imagine that you care about me...'

'But what are you doing. '

"Situ Yi, you bastard, do you know that it's too much for you to steal my heart time and time again, and then crush it hard! '

"Situ Yi, you bastard, do you know how pitiful it is for me to piece together my heart again and again, and to be picked up by you again. '

'I just don't want to be like a Barbie doll that you disassembled and put together again, breaking my limbs and bones for you. '

'Why do you keep picking it up? '

'I know I can't love you anymore, but I still can't help falling in love with you again and again! '

'Even if you said to me a thousand times, "Mo Lemon, don't fall in love with me! Don't even think that I will love you", I still forget your warning again and again, fall in love with you, and even think that you love me too... '

'If you don't love me, why go through fire and water for me? '

'I can't think of a reason, and I don't even think about whether you like me anymore, but I know...I like you. '

'All the time, no matter how hard I try to suppress my heart, I still can't stop it from revealing this affection. '

'So...please...'

' So I beg you don't let me leave you. '

'I can't feel an ounce of affection other than you...'

Mo Lemon trembled and took out her mobile phone to call Situ Yi, calling over and over again, but it kept reminding her that she was not in the service area.

She felt as if her throat was being choked, and she wanted to breathe desperately, but she still felt that she was about to suffocate.

Why don't you answer the phone.Why don't you answer the phone.

Just like that night six years ago.

That year, she waited for him at the appointed place all night, she also called him over and over again, as if she had a strong premonition in her heart that she was going to lose him, that's why she went crazy and called him over and over again Number.

Because he was afraid that if he stopped, he would disappear into her world.

However, even if she kept replaying the number, that person never answered.

She has never been able to prevent him from disappearing into her world.

So six years later, their unexpected reunion surprised her so much, but also scared her so much.

Even he didn't go home for three months after marriage, she never dared to call him so recklessly again.

Because she knows that there are some losses that cannot be kept.

Even if she tried her best to hold on, what she wanted to lose would always be lost...

She thought that she might never call him over and over again in her life, but what could be absolute?
Just like she thought it was impossible for him to appear in her life again, why didn't he appear again.

Just like now, she wanted to stop him from leaving like crazy, but she was still powerless.

Why do people always do things that are powerless, as if as long as they don't do their best, they will always live in regret.

She just knew clearly that she didn't want him to leave!

She just asked him to answer her call.

All she wanted was for her to still hear his voice.

Don't leave her again, don't leave her world again!Don't let her lose him again!
She had lost him once and never wanted to lose him a second time.

She had already waited for him for six years, and she didn't dare to wait for the next six years!
That kind of loneliness is really terrible, so terrible that she feels that her whole life is hopeless, and she still has to wait for this kind of loneliness day after day.

Because, the fate of two people will not be completely lost as long as there is one person supporting them.

Two tightly clasped hands, even if one person lets go first, as long as the other holds on tightly, they will not be completely dispersed by the crowd just because one person lets go.

She has been forcibly being the hand that never lets go, no matter whether he clenches it tightly or loosens it, she will not let go.

Because of fear, once even she gave up, their fate would come to an abrupt end.

Just when Mo Lemon called Situ Yi over and over again, but no one answered.

Her mobile phone accidentally popped up to the WeChat page, and seeing that the profile picture of the person she had chatted with was now black, she suddenly felt like crying.

During the period of her cold war with Situ Yi, she never dared to review the chat records between him and her, because she was afraid that she would think too much of his kindness, and she would not be able to help but want to find him.

When she thought of him as Ye Xi, he chatted with her on WeChat several times. At that time, he thought those chat records were so ordinary, but at this moment, thinking about it again, his mood became so complicated.

He lied to her that senior Ye Xi liked boys, she believed it, and promised him that he would not tell anyone.

It's funny to think about it now, how naive and nasty he is to make up such a lie to lie to her, and how stupid she is to believe it.

But she didn't hate him at all.

Also, after Xiao Yuluo snatched her place in the script competition, it returned to her.She felt very strange.

He said, "Did he like your script? After all, you write very well."

Now that I think about it, it was Situ Yi who knew that her quota was taken away, so he asked Director Jiang Nan to return the quota to her, right? !
Also, he quarreled with her on her birthday, and she went to the casting contest for "Love", and he made things difficult for her everywhere, making fun of her for not being able to recite the script.

At night she received two words from him: "Come on".

She really thought it was from Ye Xi, so she was depressed because of the stalemate with Situ Yi, so she didn't reply to him.

Now when I see these two words, I feel like crying for no reason.

What kind of determination did he make at that time to let himself type these two words? It was clearly a compromise, but he didn't let her know that he was bowing his head.

He is such a man who is not as good as he looks, he speaks cruel words, but his heart is still holding an umbrella for her.

(End of this chapter)