Heart is like a mirror, love is like a city

Chapter 1409 Looking forward to the day of death
The servant lowered his head, not daring to speak nonsense.

Lin Jing was a little impatient, "I let you go, don't bother me, okay?"

The child in his arms was woken up by Lin Jing's voice and opened his eyes, but he didn't cry and was very quiet, staring at Lin Jing.

This child seldom cries, except for a little cry when it was born, other times it is very quiet, it sleeps after eating, eats after sleeping, it is so quiet that it does not look like a baby at all.

Seeing that the child was not crying, Lin Jing was relieved a lot.

The only thing in this world that can give her peace of mind is the child in her arms, those adults are not as good as the little baby in her arms.

The servant was startled, and immediately said: "Young mistress, I'm sorry, if you go back to your room, we won't look at you like this, this is what the young master ordered."

Lin Jing smiled miserably, "I'll just go back to my room."

She wanted to be alone with the child, to stay quietly, and not to be disturbed by anyone. These people followed her, and even breathing made her irritable.

Lin Jing hugged the child, returned to the room, and closed the door.

The child was very quiet, keeping his eyes open, looking at Lin Jing.

Lin Jing put the child on the bed, caressed his little face, and said sadly: "Baby, if it wasn't for you, I would have left with your father. But I can't leave you behind. What should I do? Don't worry, for you, mother will live a good life."

Lin Jing was lying beside the child, crying non-stop. She could only talk to her son now. Although she knew he was a baby and couldn't understand anything, who else could she talk to besides her own son? ?
"Baby, mom is in so much pain, so painful... Even your existence doesn't make me feel better. I'm just living for you. I'm really tired. I really want to find your father. I don't want to live Yes, but I must live..."

Her tears fell drop by drop, and finally became more and more turbulent, dripping on the pillow.

"Your father, is he an asshole? Why did you lie to me? Why did you find someone to replace him? If I didn't find out by myself, they would lie to me for the rest of my life. I don't want such lies, I only want your father, I just want Want my husband...he is irreplaceable."

"I'm sorry, Mom shouldn't have told you this, but you don't understand either."

The little guy turned his head suddenly, looked at Lin Jing, blinked at her, and yelled.

But the child's voice was just the cry of milk, and there was no difference. His black eyes were very spiritual, but Lin Jing fell into sadness at the moment.

Holding the child in her arms, she continued, "When you grow up, mom will arrange everything for you so that you don't have any worries. At that time, mom will go to your dad and be with him forever .”

She was already looking forward to the day of her own death.

Maybe when I die, I won't be sad anymore.

The little guy was always calm, but when he heard Lin Jing say this, he suddenly burst into tears with a "wow".

He seldom cried, but this time he cried very loudly, as if he was very sad.

Lin Jing was a little surprised, "Baby, what's wrong with you? Why are you crying? I'm sorry, Mom shouldn't have told you these things."

Even if the baby can't understand these words, I shouldn't show my negative energy in front of the baby.

It's her bad.

(End of this chapter)