Cloud painting

Chapter 544 Extra Story 8 Night Rose 6
After having a meal at Ai's house, Ai Lemon and I went to school together.

In the student photo exhibition of the art department of the school, I saw a person, and that person made me startled.

There are many photos scattered on the wall. In one of the photos, there is a woman wearing a white shirt, with long black hair and a smile on her mouth. Her beauty and temperament are simply stunning.

Ai Ningmeng came over to take a look in a strange way, and when she saw it, her eyes lit up instantly: "Ah, so you are looking at senior sister Yun Hua! She is a top student in the art department of our school! She is from our school School belle, there are so many people chasing her! I heard that she became a mercenary and later died. Hey! What a pity! She is my idol, people come to this school just to see the goddess, who knows , woo woo woo~"

"Is it called Feng Yunhua?" I asked, her eyes gradually becoming confused, she seemed to be about to forget all the things in her previous life, even those she once loved and hated, have gradually faded away with the passage of time .

"Yes, yes!" Ai Lemon looked very excited, "It is said that senior sister Yun Hua participated in the provincial art competition and won the winning prize. She has earned a lot of money for the school! I have also met senior sister Yun Hua My girlfriends, I heard they are called Yaoyao, and I even went to the toilet and ate at the same table with them!"

"..." The corners of my lips twitched, so I don't need to say such a small thing.

"Okay, okay, let's go to class, we're going to be late, let me tell you, the teacher teaching today is very, very handsome..." Ai Lemon said drooling, I glanced at the photo, it turned out to be the case, no wonder In the past, I couldn't find out where the soul of Feng Yunhua was, it turned out to be in this time and space.But even knowing it now is meaningless.

Time flies by, one semester has passed, and the school will be on winter vacation. I bought a train ticket back to City J, and Ai Liunian was with me.

When I came to the Nuanxin Home Welfare Institute, I settled in Ai Liunian and went to the director Nuan Nuan.

"You're back!" Seeing me, Nuan Nuan was pleasantly surprised, smiling, and wrinkled crow's feet crept up the corners of her eyes, and I could clearly see some graying hair on Nuan Nuan's head.

It turns out that Nuan Nuan is getting old soon.

"Yeah." I said hello and left.I strongly felt the deep warmth when Nuan Nuan looked at me from behind.

I feel unnatural about this kind of feeling, I am a person who does not deserve to have happiness.

Back in my room, Ai Liunian was looking at every corner of the room.

"The style of your room is actually black, but it's not hard to see." Ai Liunian smiled lightly.

"Yeah." I nodded, opened the suitcase, and tidied up my clothes.

Oh, I forgot to mention, a few months ago, I officially dated Ai Liunian.It's not such an unforgettable love, it's not so much love at first sight, it's just like ordinary men and women, when they see each other, they date.

It's just that I'm curious, how can Ai Liunian endure me.

"If you can, you can recognize Nuannuan as your mother. I think the dean treats you as his own daughter."

I was silent, I paused my hands that were arranging clothes, and then I said slowly: "I don't need my mother, as for whether she treats me as her own daughter, that's a warm matter."

"Tianqiang, let's talk." I heard Ai Liunian sigh softly.

"Okay." I raised my eyes, which were dark and bottomless.

In the garden of the orphanage, Ai Liunian and I sat on a swing, quietly watching the stars at night, blowing the cold winter solstice wind.

"Tianqiang, I know, you are a person with a story." Ai Liunian broke the silence.

"So?" I didn't want to go any further.

"I don't intend to ask about your past. However, I don't want you to face the world with a negative attitude towards life." Ai Liunian gently held my hand, and I could feel his warmth. warm.

I didn't speak, just quietly waiting for his next words.

"Principal Nuan Nuan told me that you are a rebellious and withdrawn child, and you have been different from other children since you were a child, but she saw the shadow of her dead child from you, and she wanted you to be her daughter, besides , you need maternal love."

"I don't need it!" I turned my head suddenly, looked at Ai Liunian with a sneer, "What motherly love? It's just a burden, the most boring thing in the world is complicated feelings. Mom? I didn't have it before, I don't have it now, and I won't in the future Yes, because I don't need these. I didn't take my relationship with you seriously, and when the time passes, you and I will still break up peacefully like other lovers. "

"Really?" Ai Liunian smiled lightly, not caring about my attitude, "Tell me, you really don't need maternal love? If you don't need it, why should you live in an orphanage as an adult? If you don't need it, Why do you book a train ticket and come all the way to J City to visit Auntie Nuannuan? If you don’t need it, how can you endure all the shortcomings of Lemon and be willing to be friends with her? If you don’t need it, how can you agree date me?"

Ai Liunian's series of metaphors, word by word, put the Buddha statue to peel off the protective film on my body, and all my thoughts were exposed outside in an instant, my face gradually turned pale, and I was speechless.

"Ye Tianqiang, all your indifference and meanness are just to cover up the panic in your heart. You are afraid of losing everything you have acquired so hard, so you look at the world with a cold eye, letting go of all the goals that everyone does, It's like they have some other purpose." Ai Liunian put his hand on my face, "Wouldn't you be tired of living like this?"

I stared at him blankly, a few drops of tears flowed from my eyes, and finally I pursed my lips, holding back the bitterness, and the mist overflowed in front of my eyes, blurring my vision.

I saw a slender man hugging me, "Why do you have to bear it, youth should be swayed wantonly, cry when you want, laugh when you want, no one will talk about you."

I leaned on his shoulder, and the low sobbing sound became louder and louder, why should I cry?Crying that I have lived for thousands of years, but I can't understand myself better than others.

"Tianqiang, don't say what you said just now. I have always been serious. What I want is not a peaceful breakup. What I want is to grow old forever."

My tears fell even harder.

(End of this chapter)