weird little princess

Chapter 15

It's Mid-Autumn Festival in a blink of an eye. I can't imagine that the moon in ancient times was brighter and rounder than it is now.Maybe it's the modern industrial civilization. I always feel that the sky is gray, as if there will be dust when I take a breath. "Mother~~~." It was Xiaoyu's voice, I smiled slightly, turned my face away, and pulled Xiaoyu into my arms: "My dear Xiaoyu, today is the Mid-Autumn Festival, the emperor will come later, Xiaoyu you Are you afraid, eh?" "Not afraid, mother is good to Xiaoyu, and mother's brother is also a good person." I was stroking Xiaoyu's head and suddenly stopped, looking at Xiaoyu in a daze, "Xiaoyu , promise mother, when the emperor comes to the palace, you and sister Xing'er will stay in the room, don't come out, don't let the emperor know your existence, the emperor will probably stay in the mansion for a few days, these few days Mother will arrange for you and Xing'er to live outside the mansion, do you remember?" Xiao Yu, who was still in high spirits, suddenly wilted like a frost-beaten eggplant.He looked at me aggrievedly, "Why, mother, he is your own brother, why didn't you let me see him? Does mother despise Xiaoyu and think Xiaoyu is embarrassing for mother?" Looking at his face full of tears , how sad I am, but powerless.

How should I tell Xiao Yu about my difficulties.I, this fake princess, will leave sooner or later no matter whether I can save myself or not. The best ending is that Lin Yu and I's plan succeeds. From then on, I wander in the rivers and lakes, but the rivers and lakes are dangerous. I don't know where I should go in the future. The capital, I can't stay here, even in nearby cities. The people or officials here know me, and if I stay here, I can only be seen through by others.No matter what, I don't want to drag Xiaoyu down.If the conflict between the emperor and Lin Yu intensifies, it may lead to a war. If Lin Yu loses, the whole house will die. I really don't have the ability to keep so many people, but all I can do is keep Xiaoyu and Xing'er.I have crossed off their list in the mansion, and the deed of sale has been destroyed long ago, which means that they are no longer servants of the Lin mansion.If one day the whole manor is going to die, I just need to notify them in advance to leave, anyway, they are not on the list, they are free, and the affairs of the manor have nothing to do with them.Although I'm hiding it from them now, when I leave, I will definitely remind Xing'er to be careful in everything. After the Spring Festival, Xing'er will be fifteen, plus she is so smart, she will definitely say anything I say. can understand.But now, facing Xiaoyu, I am full of bitterness and don't know what to do.He is still young and so pure, how can he understand the kindness and resentment between these adults, let him know so much at such a young age, it is too cruel, I really can't bear it.

Xiaoyu was still crying, crying so hard that my heart was broken, and the tears couldn't stop dripping down "Xiaoyu, it's not that mother dislikes you, but mother also has mother's difficulties, Xiaoyu, stop crying So, trust me, mother, okay, huh?" Seeing that I was crying, Xiaoyu didn't know what to do, so he hurriedly helped to wipe it off: "Mother, don't cry, Xiaoyu help mother, whoop, whoop, mother , Xiaoyu is obedient, I will not let the emperor see me, I will tell Sister Xinger to her." Seeing Xiaoyu so obedient, my heart was relieved.It's easy to talk about Xing'er, she has always been smart and intelligent, I usually get three or four points in everything I do, this time I do this, I hope he can be vigilant and comprehend.Looking at Xiaoyu beside me, I felt so sad, but I could only reluctantly say: "Xiaoyu, it's getting late, go back to your room, remember what I said, good boy, wait for this After the incident, mother will take you to eat candied haws."

Looking at Xiaoyu's eyes when he left, I almost collapsed, but I still held back my tears.I kept telling myself in my heart: "Shangguan Xueer, you are not Fu Ruoyan, but you must use this princess status to strive for the greatest happiness for the one you love, so be strong and don't cry."

Yes, I can't cry, I can't make Xing'er and the others worry about me, and only I, the princess, can fight for more futures for them.

(End of this chapter)