Secret Love · Orange Raw Huainan

Chapter 3
When Belle slammed the door open as usual and entered the room, Luo Zhi had just put away the diary, planning to continue writing statistics homework.There was a loud noise behind her, and she didn't look back as usual.

Belle sat down on the bed, breathing in a crying voice.

The eight o'clock file that cannot be ended.Luo Zhi sighed, a girl like Belle will always be sad, but never give up.

The phone beeped, and Belle began to dial.

"I'll tell you one last time, I know you've been bored for a long time, but I still say the same thing, if you see me walking with a boy on the road tomorrow, talking and laughing, and tell you it's me Do you really care about brother?!"

Maybe care.Luo Zhi fiddled with the nib and thought to herself, but you care about him because of love, and he cares about you because of domineering.

She found that she couldn't concentrate on her homework, and she listened to Belle's phone intermittently, so her thoughts on doing the questions were intermittent.

Eavesdropping on what others are saying has become a habit.

Luo Zhi only likes to look at people from behind, to see people's backs.Perhaps because when she first started to know the world, what she saw was behind the prosperity.

Everyone needs to build a database about the world in their minds, and the content does not necessarily come from personal experience.Luo Zhi likes to read other people's likes and sorrows, and uses this method to avoid tossing her nerves.Most of the time, just the moment when she raised her eyes or passed by for a few seconds, a stranger's expression and a piecemeal sentence are enough for her to chew with interest for a long time.

Therefore, the accommodation combination with Belle should be God's will.An actor always needs an audience, she thought.

Putting down the phone, Belle finally cried out.

"Don't cry, it's been 10 minutes." Luo Zhi looked at her watch and said while writing.

"I'm uncomfortable, extend the time today."

Luo Zhi frowned slightly and looked back at her.Belle told her that she should not cry for more than 10 minutes each time. The most important thing for a woman is to be moderately weak and moderately strong.

Luo Zhi just twitched the corners of her mouth a few times after hearing these remarks, and then dutifully reminded her every time, it's 10 minutes, please pay attention to the scale of weakness and strength.

Jiang Baili has many "female rules", and the "10 minutes" rule is just one of them. Together with the Tarot cards, they guide Jiang Baili's life.However, Jiang Baili's code of self-reliance for women was never implemented.She doesn't manage to keep each cry within 10 minutes, nor does she display any appropriate softness or strength, except for the despised part which is practiced thoroughly.

However, being despised is often because it is so common that everyone forgets that they will become one of them if they are not careful.After all, if most girls see their boyfriend walking on the road with another girl's shoulders in his arms, and say that this is the younger sister I just met, I'm afraid they will yell like Belle: " Get away with your sister!" Then she flung herself on the bed gorgeously and cried.

Luo Zhi remembered that when she went to empty Belle's trash can just now, she saw a little soot scattered around, and it took her a long time to clean it up.Jiang Baili is not a tough girl on the fringe, and she doesn't like smoking. She just suddenly fell in love with the heroine in a certain novel.It's a pity that she was leaning on the long bar counter, blowing smoke rings coquettishly under the dim light, and she herself was pitifully picked up by Luo Zhi's collar and thrown out of the dormitory in the middle of practice.

Luo Zhi believed that this failure would not cause Belle any mental trauma. After a while, she would definitely pretend to be in pain to quit the cigarette addiction that she hadn't yet acquired, and become obsessed with playing the role of an alcoholic woman.

Watching Belle is not much different from watching TV. The only regret is that you can't change channels at will.If Luo Zhi had the remote control in her hand, her first action would be to turn off the TV.

Luo Zhi actually likes Belle's truthfulness very much.Many people are willing to pack themselves as free and easy, but when they are alone, don't they lie on the bed and cry like her?
Or, like Luo Zhi, who seems to not care about anything, but actually cares most about face, and even refuses to be honest with herself.

Thinking of this, she couldn't help but look up at the brand new diary sticking out of a corner on the bookcase.

Belle suddenly raised her head, and her voice was muffled by crying for a long time, as if she had caught a cold. "Luo Zhi, your computer is turned on, can you play some music? No sound, just me crying here, so there is no atmosphere."

Whenever Belle is sad, she will be very afraid of quietness.According to her own words, it takes courage to live with a "still life sketch" like Luo Zhi.

Luo Zhi drew twice on the computer touch screen with her fingertips, and when the dormant computer screen lit up, she randomly selected a list to play, and the music that played turned out to be "Light Cavalry".She couldn't help grinning silently, the current scene was even less atmospheric.

But no matter what, Jiang Baili who suddenly rushed into the room, her unaffected cries, and the out of place symphony all brought back a bit of vitality to Luo Zhi who was in a panic just now.Fluorescent lights dangled overhead, but nothing changed.

She glanced at the index finger of her right hand that was stained by the pen water when writing the diary, and smiled faintly.

A persimmon, an accident, means nothing.What are you panicking about?

This small room, which is often heard from crying and quarreling on the phone, is actually a quiet place.She has never had such a quiet space since she was a child.

Let's go on like this, she thought, the so-called stability in this world and the years are quiet, probably means that nothing happened, and you don't want anything.

You want nothing.Luo Zhi told herself again.

(End of this chapter)