Famous first young grandma

Chapter 129: Countermeasures (4)
Looking at her deeply, his eyes became gentle.He squeezed her fingers and stroked them gently one by one: "Your hands are born to play the piano, but unfortunately you don't like playing the piano."

Yes!When she was very young, her father loved to force her to play, but she didn't have that talent. Every time she went to study with the piano teacher, she was always absent-minded. When she was ten years old, she hadn't taken the elementary school exam, so her father had to give up. In fact, in educating her In terms of mental journey, among the three sisters, her father spent the most time on her, no wonder her mother was jealous.

"Nian Jin, in fact, I don't feel good about hurting you. I'm not a big bad person who has committed all kinds of crimes. I'm sorry for hurting you. I didn't even know who my father was when I was a child. Someone will point to my back and say." Look, that child is an illegitimate child, his mother messed with others to give birth to him, and he doesn't even know who his father is: "Hehe!" Bei Gongcang said desolately Smile, a little self-deprecating.

He is an illegitimate child, but what about her?It was not born by my mother, but the product of my father's one-night affair. They are really similar in this direction. Father, if you hadn't been drunk back then, hadn't met my biological mother, and hadn't had that one-night affair, would you not have me today? This superfluous product is suffering in this world!
"I've heard about you too. She's not your biological mother." However, he heard Fu Xuefei say that Nian Jin was really great. Stay at home and let her beat you, let her scold you, let her vent: "Do you hate her?"

"I don't hate, actually, Cang, I love my father very much. Although I was not born to my mother, her marriage was threatened by my biological mother back then. I am already very grateful that she was able to raise me up calmly." , how can you still hate her? She has her own difficulties, if she wants to blame, she can blame my father for cheating and my mother for seducing her husband. "

For the first time, the two opened up and said so much.

"Maybe, it's hard for you to imagine the harm you caused me back then. My father died in prison, my eldest sister flew to the United States in cold blood regardless, my mother's company was in danger, the Su family was broken up, and my mother left the Su family in decline. All the faults belong to me, she said, I am a slut, I can't win the heart of my husband, and I let you divide up all the property of the Su family, but in the end they built another love nest, calling me a fool, a Fool, I stayed in the funeral parlor for two whole days and two nights without shouting or drinking, do you know that feeling? I feel like my whole life has been sunk into a deep swamp, and my heart feels like it’s dead.”

His face was pale, and he stood there like a puppet, unable to utter a single word.

If she hadn't told him personally at this moment, he really couldn't imagine how she survived back then?And he didn't expect that when Su Tingwei died, he really wanted to go home and take a look. It was Fu Xuefei who forced him not to go back. If he wanted to get everything, he had to be vicious and ruthless.

He regretted it, it was such a deep injury that created such a deep gap between him and her, and now, it was more difficult for him to cross this gap than ascending to the sky.

"You don't know what Shaotian means to me. Back then, I couldn't bear your betrayal and the fact that the Su family was defeated. When I was drunk, I almost jumped off the [-]th floor. Suicide died, it was Shaotian, he sprung up like mushrooms, clean and fresh, the prince who came from the ground, he said: "Suicide is the most cowardly act, don't let those who hurt you go unpunished. If you can marry me, I will Promise you a world.' Yes! His words are crazy and domineering enough, and they can also make a dead heart rejuvenate. It is he who saved me and helped me regain my confidence in life. If it weren't for him, I might not be here long ago. world."

Every word of these words was like a chisel cutting bloody holes in his heart.

He didn't even dare to speak, didn't dare to interrupt her, even though it was a kind of delay for him to hear her calmly and smilingly tell her about her past, but he couldn't move, couldn't open his mouth, only the buzzing sounded in his head, Hearing her small voice was like a clear spring piercing through the mist, slipping coldly through his heart.

Yes, he was jealous, jealous of her obsessive love for Qin Shaotian, but it was his mistake that made Qin Shaotian appear in her life like a prince.

"Cang, my love for you is over, it's really over." Mentioning Qin Shaotian, her condition seemed to be better, and her voice softened, she called him Cang, his heart moved, but, in When he heard what she said behind, Bei Gongcang clenched his hands tightly, the pain in his palm was almost numb, he just listened in a daze, listening to her talking so much to him for the first time in three years, listening to her It was the first time I spoke to him in such a gentle voice after three years, but it was another man.

"Later, he did so much for me, so much. He gave up everything just to be with me. I was really moved by him. If we say that I was with him at first, it was because I was so moved. So, in the end, I agreed to marry him, and I handed myself over to him, but it was because I really, really had his place in my heart..."

"Stop talking." Bei Gongcang said suddenly, he didn't dare to listen any more, he didn't dare to listen to her continue to say more cruel words.

He once harbored a little fantasy in his heart, imagining that she was only grateful to Shaotian, if this was the case, he would have a great chance of winning.

But now, she said in person that she has Shaotian's place in her heart. Although he has only been with her for a few months, he understands her very well, understands how stubborn she is, and understands how helpless she is. Little stubborn, when she falls in love with someone, she does it wholeheartedly, and she treats that person as her whole world.

Just like she loved him obsessively three years ago, so she foolishly waited, foolishly forgiven his indifference and cheating again and again, foolishly, made a promise that could never be fulfilled and wanted to live with him lifetime.

Later, those loves and hatreds faded away, and she finally resolutely drove him out of her heart, and finally accepted others again. Bei Gongcang knew, he knew with certainty, that he could not let her Falling in love with myself all over again.

"I didn't want to say this to you at first, as if I was begging for your pity and compensation, but now I tell you, I just want to let you know clearly, Bei Gongcang, I no longer love you, yes , Three years ago, the moment I signed the letter, I no longer loved you. No matter what you do or say in the future, my heart will not move like a rock, so I ask you to think about it carefully. , should you let me go, or leave this heartless woman by your side..."

Nian Jin took a deep breath, feeling his slightly disordered breathing, she laughed at herself a little bit, why did she still hold such hope?

(End of this chapter)