God-sent daughter cold wife

Chapter 601 Bai He's Letter (1)
Mint looked at the letter in his hand, unbelievable.

"Jason, this is really left by my mother...!?" Mint looked up at Jason, who was completely out of his mind. It was Jason who found the letter from Baihe's room and handed it to everyone, so he Must have seen it first!

Jason nodded dejectedly, and didn't want to say another word.Although there are beautiful Chinese characters written by Baihe on it, for Jason, who has studied Chinese for a year, it is no problem to understand the characters on it.

After getting Jason's answer, Mint took two steps back, eyes blinded, Mom, how could you suddenly leave a letter! ?
Zhan Yifan supported Mint from behind, looked down at her discolored face, reached out and took out the letter in her hand and looked down at two lines.The old uncle and Chun'er were already anxious like ants on a hot pot. When they got up early in the morning, the old uncle was still practicing Tai Chi in the garden, and Chun'er was eating breakfast and getting ready to go to work. Who would have expected to hear such news!
Zhan Yifan was impatient after reading two lines, and handed the letter in his hand to Chun'er: "Read it."

Chun'er took it immediately, and Zhan Yifan helped Mint to sit on the sofa, knelt down and poured a cup of tea for Mint and held it in her hand.Aunt Wei, who also cared about Baihe, sat in the dining room with Xiao Miaomiao in her arms and fed her breakfast. From time to time, she would look at her with concern. Tong'er and Yiyu didn't know what happened. They listened to the adults and were as obedient as Xiao Miaomiao. Eating my own breakfast, I didn't dare to ask more questions at such a tense moment.

Chun'er read two lines, and Song Qingyu on the side was really anxious: "Oh girl, read it quickly!"

Chun'er swallowed nervously and fiercely before reading out the letter left by Bai He in the eyes of everyone.

He'er, mom is gone, please don't worry about me.

Mom just wants to walk alone, without encountering any dangerous things. She brings enough money, body and mind, and a little bit of your father's ashes. She wants to travel with him. I will scatter him into the mountains and seas.

Maybe, my mother will look a little willful doing this, because it will definitely make you worry, yes, I am over 50 years old, how can I still do such a willful and childish thing?But in my life, except for the willful time when I insisted on being with your father, I have almost never done anything worrying. This time, I want to be willful for him again, that is, go Travel to fulfill your dreams.

Mom never told you, my dream when I was young was to walk through every mountain and river in China with your father, to see this piece of land, and to enjoy the scenery along the way.Once, this was what your father and I wanted to accomplish when we discussed our wedding and honeymoon, but the years have ruined the time we could spend together. After all, he and I still missed it. Is the love that wasted years worth it?I hated him all my life. When I was at the base, I thought that I would be imprisoned by him until I died. I thought that no matter how much I hated him, I would definitely die with him. I thought that was my end.But you are here, you are like an angel, holding my hand and taking me home, bringing me sunshine and rain, making me feel the rain and sweetness in my dry life again, making me remember that I am also human , It turns out that I can really find the freedom I once longed for most.

Your father asked me, do you love him?Mom doesn't know how to answer this question, will it disappoint him at the last moment of his life?The moment he left, my heart was so painful that I almost suffocated. Only then did I realize that I had never really let go of this man.Letting go is easier said than done. He has haunted me for 30 years. Even if I leave, I will still smell of him on my body. Closing my eyes will always bring him nightmares.

He bequeathed most of his property to you, which can be regarded as compensation for his love for you. Although it is not much, it is not as rich as Yifan can give you, but his mother thinks that you must Feel it too?He loves you, and you also love your father, so don't blame him for the rest of your life, and you can burn a note of fragrance for him every Ching Ming Festival, which is something you can do.As for me, when I found out that he had stomach cancer, I knew that Jason and I couldn't go on anymore.

Jason, I'm sorry, I still failed you after all.You will never know that you are the best man in the world to me except my father and brother. You are different from Aguang. You give me freedom, you give me nourishing love, and you give me the right to choose anything , you respect me, you have everything in my ideal man.Being able to meet you was my blessing in my previous life, and it is the greatest luck in my remaining life.

But Jason, I still have to say I'm sorry, Bo Guang was the man I hated and loved the most in my life, he brought everything about my youth and even most of my life, and also brought all my longing for love, beauty, Even the dark side.My love and marriage, no matter when it is alive or when it is dead, he is full of my life, I can't lie to myself, because I can't forget it at all.

In the end, he tortured himself in pain, and tortured me with his death.I can't forget his appearance in a pool of blood, and I can't forget that wedding dress, and I can't start a new life at this moment, go to England with you and start my marriage with you.

Jason, I'm sorry... Whether you can understand my behavior this time, I want to tell you, thank you for meeting you when my life was not good, thank you for extending your hand to me, thank you for your tenderness, Thank you for your love to me, thank you for caring for me, thank you... the rest of my life has become better and more real because of you.I don't know when I'll be back, so please don't wait for me.

He'er, don't come to see your mother either, she promises you that you will be safe.Tell your uncle not to worry about me, I am no longer a little girl, I am Bai He who can walk freely alone.I'll leave Kazuyu to you guys, I'm relieved to see him grow up day by day and become so much better than before.

So farewell.

白合
As soon as Chun'er's words fell, the whole living room was quiet and everyone's breathing could be heard, Mint still didn't want to believe this fact, yesterday...wasn't everything fine when I came back from my father yesterday?
No, not good.

Mint suddenly remembered that when she got out of her father and was on the car back, her mother asked her a word.

"He'er, did you already know that your father had stomach cancer?"

"Just a few days ago, I came to look for him."

"You didn't tell me that he ordered it?"

"Well. Although I also planned to do so, he did ask. Mom, Dad must be satisfied when he left. Don't blame yourself, okay?"

Mint still remembers Bai He's smile at that time, it was a bit bitter, but very bright, Mint thought her mother was relieved, so she didn't think about it anymore, but recalling it now, that smile was bitter and astringent, she couldn't forget it at all Can't let it go!The death of her father seems to have had a great impact on her mother, but she, a daughter, didn't realize it in advance... She was immersed in her own sorrow, and she ignored her mother who would only be sadder than herself. Now Mint really regrets it!If I could have had a chat with my mother last night...maybe things wouldn't have come to this point.

(End of this chapter)