I'm waiting, the wind is waiting for you

Chapter 16 If love is hard to put in your hands, why not put these hands in your heart (2)
Su Heng took two steps back and chose not to look at him: "You have the way you live, and I also have the life I want to live. Whatever I think has nothing to do with you. You have no right to dominate my life. So, Zhou Shijia, don't make me hate you."

She finally looked up at him, there were still tears in her eyes, and her pupils were faintly in tears.

Zhou Shijia took the lead to look away, strode away without saying a word.

Xu Zixin was already gone when Su Heng went to the toilet, she washed her face with cold water before going back.

Xu Zixin looked anxious, seeing her hurriedly asked: "Heng, where have you been?"

Su Heng opened his arms and hugged her, but remained silent.

Xu Zixin was a little confused, blinked his eyes, and patted her shoulder lightly: "What's wrong?"

She didn't speak, she straightened up after a long time, and smiled at Xu Zixin: "It's nothing, I just want to tell you that I like you so much."

Xu Zixin laughed loudly: "I like you very much too! I like you very much!"

Su Heng didn't mention that day to anyone, and Zhou Shijia never mentioned it, but Zhou Shijia never pestered Su Heng like before.

On the contrary, Sun Wenting was not used to it, she tapped Su Heng's arm: "Do you feel that something is wrong with Zhou Shijia recently?"

"Where?" Su Heng paused while doing math problems, and smiled faintly.

"Yes, yes!" Sun Wenting nodded again and again, "Didn't he always pester you to ask you questions before, and he hasn't asked you for a long time after the sports meeting!"

"is it?"

"I think men's favorites have a very short shelf life!" Sun Wenting clicked her tongue twice, "Look at Lu Ming, he seems to be with Lin Moli from class two."

Su Heng patted her hand: "Are you sad?"

"Who is sad!" Sun Wenting snorted, "It was I who despised him first!"

Su Heng couldn't help laughing.

"I'm most optimistic about Song Guoya and You Shao. I heard that they want to go to the same school!" Sun Wenting looked forward to, "How wonderful!"

Before Su Heng could say anything, Zhao Heli entered the classroom and called her: "Su Heng, the witch is calling you!"

Before entering the office, Su Heng took a deep breath. Sure enough, Lin Hua called her because of "snitching".

"How is the class recently? Is there anyone who has problems?" She asked, "Are there any male and female students who are too close?"

Su Heng asked three questions, and Lin Hua said nothing, so Lin Hua gave up, and said: "By the way, our school will hold a coming-of-age ceremony in a while, and the school intends to let your father be a student." The parent representative spoke and contacted your father, but he hasn't agreed yet, how about you go back and talk to your father?"

Su Heng let out a sigh of relief, he had no choice but to talk about it with Father Su when he went home on the weekend.

Father Su put down his teacup and sneered, "You don't want me to pay for their library."

"Father..." Su Heng called softly.

"Okay, I see, I'll talk to the school, don't worry about it." He said, "What about the school? How are you thinking? My advice to you is the University of California, the time is about the same, and the materials are also available." Be prepared, don't think that running away will solve everything."

"Dad, I said I don't want to go abroad..."

"Go and study." Father Su didn't give her any chance to speak at all.

In fact, the basic materials have been prepared, and all she has left is to apply for schools. She also thought about going abroad and saying goodbye to everything in China, but that was just a momentary thought, and she couldn't bear it, she couldn't bear it. Many classmates and friends, even more reluctant, her first crush.

The coming-of-age ceremony was held in December, and the wintersweet in front of the teaching building bloomed again, and the whole school was filled with the fragrance of wintersweet.

The weather was beautiful, and the weather was exceptionally fine. The coming-of-age ceremony was held in the small playground where they held a "bonfire party" in their first year of high school. In each class, men and women stood in two rows and listened to the speeches of the school leaders.

The next speaker was Su Heng's father. When introducing him, the host used a long list of titles, because he didn't say which classmate's parent, Xu Zixin looked back at Su Heng with a smile: "His surname is Su just like yours. Why!"

Su Heng was a little embarrassed: "Xinxin, he is my father..."

Xu Zixin was stunned: "I know your father is rich, but I didn't expect to be so rich..." She sighed.

After Su's father finished speaking, it was the student representative who spoke. Su Heng didn't expect that person to be Lu Wei'an.

He was wearing a school uniform, and his previously long hair was shaved into a short cut, which made him look extra energetic and his facial features more handsome.

"Respected leaders, teachers, dear parents and students, hello everyone, spring and autumn come, time changes, life seems to be gradually piled up... Today, the fast-moving time is frozen..., coming-of-age ceremony ..."

Lu Wei'an was like a white poplar, standing there straight and straight, looking forward, full of self-confidence, every word came out of his mouth, with high spirits.

Because it is positive, it is still young, so it has energy, so it is full of traces of youth, every look, every smile, every movement, every word, is youth.

He's so good, so good, so good, it's hard to let go.

Su Heng looked away silently, and suddenly met Zhou Shijia's eyes.

This insightful look made her feel guilty, she turned her head and bit her lip.

Zhou Shijia smiled wryly and let out a long breath.

At the end of the coming-of-age ceremony, the teacher gave everyone a red symbolic ribbon, and each boy and girl took the ribbon and tied it to the oldest old locust tree in the school.

Xu Zi wanted to tie it higher, and almost climbed up the tree, but was stopped by the teacher, so she could only tie it lightly on the branch with Su Heng, and then said with a smile: "They also tied ribbons in their third year of high school last year. Yesterday, all the ribbons were torn off, you said, by this time next year, the ribbons we tied will also be thrown into the trash can?"

Su Heng looked up at the red ribbon full of branches, and said: "Probably, but what does that matter, we all remember, remember this, that's all."

Xu Zixin also watched with her, and then showed a big smile: "Yes, we all remember, remember us!"

Su's father still has something to do, so he has to leave after the end here. Su Heng sent him out. Su's father said to her: "Your head teacher said you performed well, keep it up."

Su Heng nodded in a muffled voice, suddenly there was a figure running over in front of her, her eyes widened in disbelief.

That was Lu Wei'an, and he smiled respectfully: "Hello, Uncle Su."

Su's father nodded: "You are Lu Wei'an, right? You have grown so big." Then he looked at Su Heng, "He is your Uncle Lu's son, do you still remember Uncle Lu?"

Su Heng had some impressions that her father had many friends, and Uncle Lu was one of them. He once visited their house and praised her for being well-behaved and sensible, but she never connected Lu Wei'an with Uncle Lu.

"This is Su Heng..." Father Su wanted to introduce, but Lu Wei'an already smiled: "I know Su Heng, we were in the same class in the first year of high school."

"Oh, that's it." Su's father smiled faintly, "I heard from your father that you are going to be admitted to J University? If you are ambitious, come on!"

"Thank you uncle, then I'll go first, uncle, goodbye!" Lu Wei'an waved his hand and strode away.

Until Lu Wei'an ran away, Su Heng was still a little dazed, Su's father took two steps and found that Su Heng hadn't followed: "What's wrong?"

"It's nothing." She smiled awkwardly, "Dad, I have something else to do. You should go back first and be careful on the road."

Father Su hummed, turned around to leave, after thinking about it, he turned around, raised his hand and patted her on the head lightly: "Heng, you've grown up..."

Yes, she has grown up.

What does it mean?
It means maturity, it means that we should learn to think about life, it means independence, it means that we should go to the future alone, it means responsibility, it means that we should bear the various choices we make.

, means separation, means that we are about to embark on a new life.

Every growth in life means a separation.

Su Heng looked back and saw Lu Wei'an's running back in the distance. Perhaps, she was about to be separated from this back...

Just like what Lu Weian said at the coming-of-age ceremony, spring and autumn come, time changes, and before you know it, the first semester of senior year has ended, Su Heng applied to the University of California online without a choice, and then spent a Very short winter break.

Due to the short winter vacation, Lu Weian, who was born on the sixth day of the first lunar month, finally had a birthday at school.

Although it was already the second semester of the third year of high school, it still couldn't extinguish everyone's restless hearts. It happened to be Saturday, and Lu Wei'an invited everyone out to eat and sing.

Lu Wei'an had many friends and called them a lot, but he still missed his friends from Class One and Three, so he came to call Xu Zixin and the others.

Xu Zixin said no without exception.

"Xu Zixin, you're really mean. I don't want to go on my birthday? It's understandable for Aji not to go. You really don't think of me as a buddy?"

Xu Zixin smiled awkwardly: "Recently, my mother has been very strict with me. I can't go out on Saturdays at all. How can I not treat you as a buddy?"

Lu Wei'an had no choice but to give up. When he walked out of the classroom, he happened to see Su Heng, so he stopped her: "Su Heng, it's my birthday on Saturday, and I invited everyone to have dinner and sing, and you will come with me."

Su Heng was startled, and asked softly, "Where is Xinxin!"

"She has something to do!"

"Then I too..."

Before Su Heng could finish speaking, Lu Wei'an had already snatched the conversation: "You are not conjoined twins, how can we eat you if she is not here? Go, let's have more fun with more people!"

Su Heng bit her lip, and the word "good" came out of her throat, before she recovered.

Lu Wei'an had heard it, and smiled: "Okay, you agreed, I will remember it, see you then!"

For some reason, Su Heng had the feeling of betraying Xu Zixin. She was always a little uneasy. She was afraid that she would get angry if she said it, but she was even more afraid that she would be angry if she didn’t say anything. ..."

"I'm not going!"

"I... I just met him, I..."

"You said you went?"

She nodded resignedly.

Seeing her pitiful look, Xu Zixin couldn't help laughing: "Are you afraid that I will be angry?"

She nodded again.

"It's okay, I'm angry with Yang Shiyan, not with you or with Lu Wei'an, I'm not going because I don't want to see Yang Shiyan get mad at myself, you don't have to worry about me, go ahead, have fun, you can't grow old You are playing with us, you should make more friends!" Xu Zixin touched her face and smiled.

When she said this, Su Heng felt even more sorry, even her eyes were red: "Xinxin..."

"Show me how dare you cry!" Xu Zixin's eyes widened.

Su Heng burst out laughing, raised his arms around her neck and rubbed her face: "Xinxin, you are so kind..."

"If you continue to be so obnoxious, people will suspect that there is something between us. I still want to find a handsome guy..."

Yang Shiyan would naturally attend Lu Wei'an's birthday. Sitting at the other end of the big round table, Su Heng looked at the intimacy between the two, and suddenly regretted that she shouldn't have come.

She bit the bullet and finished her meal, and wanted to go back to the dormitory first, but Lu Wei'an refused to let her go. Even Yang Shiyan took her hand and said, "Heng, don't go, it's just started." The voice I heard said, "That's how you feel, even you want to treat me like this?"

Su Heng didn't know why she stayed, whether it was because of Lu Weian's persuasion, or because of Yang Shiyan's begging eyes, but after she sat in the box of the cash drawer and was still so out of place, her regret became more and more serious.

Lu Wei'an went to get the wine, she was sitting next to Yang Shiyan, and on the other side was Lu Wei'an's classmate, looking at her now with a smile: "We met, you must not remember, right?"

Su Heng glanced at the strange face for a while, then nodded awkwardly.

"Before you played the cello and made a big splash in the school, you and Zhou Shijia came to the school and happened to meet us, and Lu Wei'an and I were going to play ball." He smiled and leaned over, "To be honest, we are all the same From school, I haven't seen you before, I almost want to chase you!"

Yang Shiyan couldn't stand it anymore, and glared at him: "Mouse, what are you talking about, don't think about our Ah Heng!"

"Hey, why are you like your Lu Wei'an, defending her so much!"

Yang Shiyan's smile faltered, and then she pushed him: "I want you to take care of it!"

Su Heng felt a little out of breath, and was about to go to the bathroom, but before he could say anything, the door of the box was opened, and Lu Wei'an came back with a bunch of wine, and brought another person, Zhou Shijia.

Zhou Shijia smiled and waved to everyone: "Sorry for being late!" After finishing speaking, he glanced at the dark box, strode over, pushed the mouse away, sat next to Su Heng, and smiled: "I Just sit here!"

The place was a bit crowded, Su Heng's shoulders were all gathered, she didn't know why Zhou Shijia would come here, thinking of what happened at the hibiscus tree last autumn, she was very panicked, afraid that Zhou Shijia would say something out of his mouth .

Sing and drink.

Su Heng sat in the corner and watched them play, tried to get up several times but failed, the mouse even brought a glass of wine for her to drink, she couldn't refuse and took a sip.

She will never forget the taste of the first sip of beer, it was bitter and astringent, a bit like the taste of crush.

She frowned, the mouse wanted to let her drink, a hand suddenly reached out and snatched the wine glass from her hand: "I drank it for her."

"Hey... Black Knight!" The mouse chuckled, "That's not okay, you have to drink what you should drink!"

The mouse poured another cup and wanted to pass it to Su Heng, but Su Heng was in a dilemma, it didn't matter if he took it or not, just as he was about to take it, another hand stretched out to take it away.

She looked up, this time it was Lu Wei'an.

He drank it all in one gulp, and then patted the mouse: "You drink too much, go play somewhere else!"

Su Heng pursed his lips and looked at him, he drank too fast just now, some wine slipped from the corner of his mouth and from his neck, it was inexplicably sexy.Her heart froze, and just about to look away, he had already looked over and smiled: "Don't pay attention to him, that's just how he is."

He went to another place again, but she couldn't help but follow his figure until Zhou Shijia snorted softly: "We've gone so far, still watching..."

Su Heng's face turned red suddenly, without saying a word, he got up and left.

Zhou Shijia didn't expect that this would make her angry, so he hurriedly followed her, and finally caught up with her in the corridor outside the box: "Is it not possible to be angry?"

"I'm going to the bathroom!" Su Heng gritted his teeth and said.

Zhou Shijia grinned and followed slowly.

The mirror in the bathroom was very clean, clearly reflecting Su Heng's flushed cheeks.

She took a deep breath, turned around and went out. She didn't expect to see Zhou Shijia leaning against the bathroom door as soon as she went out. She was startled: "Why are you here?"

"Can't you see?" He smiled, "I'm waiting for you."

Su Heng didn't want to pay attention to him, just passed him and left.He just swayed behind her all the time: "Is that why you like him so much?"

This sentence really succeeded in making Su Heng stop: "You..." She looked around, but fortunately, there was no one she knew.

"What's so good about him? It's worth you liking him so much?" Zhou Shijia probably had too much to drink, and she tilted her head slightly. Even in the dim light of the corridor, she could still see his flushed cheeks.

"You drank too much," she said. "These things have nothing to do with you. Please stop talking about them."

"Why doesn't it matter? It has something to do with me, it has a lot to do with it." Zhou Shijia took two steps towards her and looked down at her.

She bit her lip: "Zhou Shijia, please, don't talk about it, at least please forget about that matter, and pretend you don't know, can't you?"

"Why didn't you ask me? What does this have to do with me?" He took another step closer and put his hand on her shoulder, "Su Heng, don't you know?"

"I don't know, I'm going back first." She turned to run, but he grabbed her arm to stop her.

(End of this chapter)