Love in Hancheng

Chapter 59 How much strength do I need to leave you (1)
I never met my grandpa and grandma when I was young, because they passed away very early. Grandpa was sick because of a sudden illness, and grandma exhausted herself in order to let my father read good books to get ahead.

At that time, I didn't know anything, or I was already used to the life without grandparents, so my understanding of grandparents was vague.

Of course, I don't know what kind of illness my grandfather got and left, including when my father talked about it, he didn't seem to be very detailed, and he looked a little regretful.

I think, based on father's feelings for mother, if he knew that one day he would leave mother so early, perhaps, as early as the beginning of acquaintance, the two of them would not have come together.

Because in my memory, my father is cheerful, bright, gentle like a spring breeze, with a touch of elegance and humility. In my eyes, my father is a typical scholar-type man. He may not have earth-shattering abilities, but he is absolutely He is devoted to his mother, and the spring rain of love is silent, cherishing and satisfying.

Such a father is not willing to leave his mother, let alone suffer any hardship for him.

Therefore, whenever my mother said to hide those expensive medicines, I also agreed.

I always thought that my mother wanted to marry me to a rich man because she had suffered and suffered enough because of money, but unexpectedly, my mother still had such difficulties.

I can't imagine what it would be like if the child in my stomach inherited such a disease. I just felt a sharp throbbing pain in my heart, wishing I could recover from the disease.

With me like this, how should I approach Han Dongcheng? I'm a little confused.

"Why are you in a daze?"

My mother walked in, looked at me, with concern and blame on her face, and brought the food to me.

"have you eaten?"

I looked at my mother's careful look. In the past, I might have felt a little flattered by my mother's care, but now I suddenly understand something. Maybe my mother has been caring for me in her way.

I can't imagine that if I knew six years ago that I might suffer from the same disease as my father, would I still be able to live a happy life like this, pursue love persistently, and love Han Dongcheng without hesitation.

I'm afraid, I will collapse.

My mother wants me to grow up like a normal child, but she is working hard to pave the way for my future, so she chose Ji Mingchuan first, is that so?
"I bought a lot and we ate together."

Mom quickly arranged the food. Although she was not eager to prepare for it, she was more distressed and cared for than before.

If it was before, I would definitely think it was because I was pregnant, but now I don't think so.

"Mom, Ji Mingchuan has gone back?"

When I asked this question, I saw a slight hesitation on my mother's face. After she glanced at me, she picked up the lunch box and started eating, as if she didn't care.

It was only when I was about to finish eating that my mother said:

"He still has a lot of facts to deal with, so he's going back first. Ji Mingchuan is really nice, considerate, and a responsible man."

I didn't say anything, my mother pondered for a moment, and said:

"The company in Dongcheng was acquired by Ji Mingchuan!"

My face froze, and I was a little surprised. Why did Han Dongcheng hand over the company to Ji Mingchuan? Is it because he had no choice but to do so, or because he thought Ji Mingchuan was trustworthy.

Seeing the surprise on my face, my mother said:

"If Dongcheng can't be released tomorrow, maybe he is really finished."

Before, my mother didn't treat Han Dongcheng with such an attitude and tone. She looks indifferent and ruthless now, because her love for me makes her selfish not to think about what Han Dongcheng feels.

"No, Dongcheng will not be finished. Ji Mingchuan said that things are not as terrible as what I saw and heard. Dongcheng will definitely come out."

My chest heaved a little because of the excitement, and my mother saw that I was emotional, so I didn't continue this topic.

"It's not that mom doesn't support you being with Dong Cheng, but it's just that the current situation is on the cusp. Even if Dong Cheng comes out tomorrow, I'm afraid life will be difficult in the future. How can he take care of you and the child?"

My mother's face looked cold, and I was a little angry, even though I knew she cared about me.

"Dongcheng can take good care of us. As long as I have the ability to work, as long as he lives well and I live well, raising a child is not a problem."

When I said that, a look of pain flashed across my mother's face, obviously because my words stimulated her nerves, she looked at me, hesitated to speak, and did not continue.

Because she is also worried, is it impossible for me to live so well?Because she is also worried, if Han Dongcheng has no money, can't he take care of me?

My mother avoided my sight and didn't say much, but I showed an angry look on purpose.

"I'm full. If mom wants to persuade me, there's no need."

My words made my mother’s eyes rippling with hesitation. I almost thought she would tell the truth, but she showed a faint and indifferent smile on her face and said: "Mom is not trying to persuade you. Mom just wants to say, don’t listen to the old man." In other words, sooner or later it will be you who suffers."

My mother looked stern and indifferent, just like before. When she knew that I liked Han Dongcheng, she not only disapproved, but killed her.

In the past, I would definitely be angry, but now even though I am angry on my face, I can't help but think in my heart, I am really suffering from such a genetic disease, and there is no cure for it ?
Seeing that my face was not good, my mother didn't say any more, turned around and walked out.

I relaxed all of a sudden, feeling powerless as if I wanted to cry but had no tears, I moved my limbs in disbelief, and after confirming that there was nothing wrong with me, I cheered myself up from the bottom of my heart.

The phone rang, and the caller ID was Land Rover.

I answered without much hesitation, and the voice from Lu Hubao was full of doubts and dissatisfaction.

"This doesn't look like your style. Something happened to Han Dongcheng, and you are nowhere to hide, even the phone is turned off?"

Lu Hubao's straightforward accusation left me speechless. If I knew that Han Dongcheng sent me to the United States under such circumstances, I would never agree to it anyway.

"What do you want to say to me?"

Every time, I can get some different information from Lu Hubao. Even if he doesn't call me, I may call him. It is impossible for me to watch Han Dongcheng fall into such a situation and stand by.

"Where are the people?"

Lu Hubao didn't answer my question, but spoke casually, appearing to be careless. Obviously, what was a big deal to me might not be a big deal to him.

"Can you help me?"

I was too lazy to beat around the bush with Lu Hubao, before Lu Hubao wanted to say anything, I had already said: "As long as you help me this time, you can ask me to do anything!"

What I said was somewhat urgent, how could Lu Hubao not hear it, he really pondered for a while when he heard it, and then said what I expected.

"Be my girlfriend!"

I didn't speak, I didn't refuse, and I didn't agree. Such a request seemed naive and outrageous to me before, but at this moment, I don't have time to think about whether the conditions proposed by Lu Hubao are naive or outrageous.

"As long as you really help me, this request~"

Before I finished speaking, Lu Hubao cut off:

"For Han Dongcheng, are you willing to do anything?"

Lu Hubao's voice was high-pitched, obviously there was some taste in it, I didn't say anything, I was afraid that he would give up helping me because of his taste.

"What's the point of having such a girlfriend?"

Lu Hubao said viciously, obviously his self-esteem had been hit, and his dismissive tone seemed arrogant.

"Then you can make other requests."

It's better not to be Lu Hubao's girlfriend, as long as I can do what he asks, even if it's difficult, it's nothing.

But Lu Hubao didn't answer right away. When I thought he wouldn't be interested in other requests, I heard him say indifferently: "Your Han Dongcheng is very capable, so I don't need my help!"

I thought Lu Hubao was using a sarcastic tone, so I couldn't help becoming anxious.

"What I'm saying is true."

However, Lu Hubao seemed uninterested, and said with a hint of teasing: "I heard that Han Dongcheng invited many people, even some important figures in the capital. If he dares to play such a big game, he should know what it will be." If I help him, it's tantamount to embarrassing myself, do you think I'm that stupid?"

I couldn't help but get angry.

"After talking for a long time, are you calling to amuse me?"

I asked rhetorically in the same sarcastic tone, wishing I could hang up the phone immediately, but I heard Lu Hubao say: "I just want to persuade you, don't let Han Dongcheng play so big, he can't afford it!"

Lu Hubao seemed to be afraid that I didn't understand enough and reminded:
"If he stops here, he still has a chance to stand up. If he insists on going his own way, he may die without a burial. Does he think he can bring down my uncle with his ability?"

Lu Hubao's words made me understand that Han Dongcheng was taking the risk, and my heart was raised high.

"If you don't want him to be smashed to pieces, just stop. Maybe I can help you a little if I am like this."

Lu Hubao's voice was a little low, as if he was unwilling and had to do so, so I didn't say much. Obviously, if I didn't miss Han Dongcheng in my heart, maybe Han Dongcheng's life and death had nothing to do with him. Not to mention it.

"Do you know where Han Dongcheng is?"

The tone of my inquiry was calm, and my heart was already flustered. Not to mention the ancient adage and reality that the people do not fight with officials, from what I have seen, I know that the roots of Huo Lingsha's father must be deeply rooted in the city. , not to mention having a backer like the Lu family.

"I'll take you there, if you persuade him, maybe there will be a turnaround!"

With Lu Hubao's answer, he obviously already knew where Han Dongcheng was now.

"No, just tell me where he is, and I'll just go find him!"

Many days of longing and worry made me firm up my determination to see Han Dongcheng, especially at this moment, I was afraid that if I went to see him later, I would never see Han Dongcheng again.

"He's not in this city now. If you want to see him, I'm afraid it won't be that easy."

After Lu Hubao reminded me of this fact, he made me understand why Ji Mingchuan didn't agree with me going to see Han Dongcheng. In fact, it was because I had no way to meet Han Dongcheng.

"Then trouble you."

Seeing that apart from Lu Hubao, I have no other way to see Han Dongcheng again, only to compromise.

Lu Hubao asked me for my address in a muffled voice, and quickly hung up the phone.

After my mother came to visit me again, I quietly dressed and left the hospital quickly. When I got downstairs, Lu Hubao just rushed over. Seeing me, Lu Hubao showed surprise and worry on his face.

"Why are you in the hospital? What's wrong?"

Faced with such unabashed care from Lu Hubao, I naturally cannot answer truthfully.

"I was just too tired, passed out, and lost some nutrient solution."

After I said that, Lu Hubao's face relaxed a little, and he said in a sour voice: "I really don't see anything that women like about Han Dongcheng."

I naturally ignored Lu Hubao, but after getting in the car, I urged him to drive immediately.

Lu Hubao didn't speak anymore, and drove the car at a high speed with a cold face. I felt uncomfortable in my stomach, and I couldn't help but want to retch, but I resisted not talking. Yes, if it's too late, I'm afraid it will be too late, my dad won't let me interfere with this matter, otherwise a phone call might take care of it."

I listened and expressed my sincere gratitude and understanding.

"Then drive faster, I'm fine."

Seeing my resolute look, Lu Hubao stopped talking and the car accelerated again. I sat in the car and let the cool wind blow outside the window. The noise and impetuosity in the night seemed to have nothing to do with me. My only concern was Only Han Dongcheng, Han Dongcheng.

Land Rover’s driving skills are very good, and its ability to rampage is even higher. Of course, it’s all traffic lights. When running all the way to the highway, it didn’t take much time. I endured the discomfort in my stomach and let him go faster and faster.

Lu Hubao didn't say much along the way, maybe he saw that my complexion was not very good, so he chose to keep silent, but after seeing that I was a little drowsy, he simply drove the car to the side, got out of the car and took it from the back. He threw the coat on me and ordered: "Go to sleep if you are sleepy."

I wasn't sleepy, but seeing that Lu Hubao was sincerely concerned, I didn't say much. I put on my coat and closed my eyes. My mind was full of Han Dongcheng, urging Lu Hubao to continue driving faster.

When we arrived at the destination, it was already two o'clock at night. At first glance, the building in front of us, which looked like an iron wall, clearly showed the place where Han Dongcheng entered. It was definitely not where ordinary people could come and go freely. A majestic and dead feeling, like a sleeping beast, cannot be disturbed.

"If I can't guess wrong, he should be here. When the sun rises, it may be too late. Let's go."

I don't need Lu Hubao's explanation, I also want to see Han Dongcheng a moment earlier, my heart was shocked, and when I got up and was about to leave, I only felt a blank in my mind, a feeling of dizziness, and I couldn't reach the strange numb feeling on the back of my neck and calf. Stimulated, when I sat down straight, my face turned pale, my hands were already trembling, and even my heartbeat seemed to stop at this moment.

After trying again unwillingly, I realized that I was slumped in the passenger seat, unable to move, my heart contracted a little bit, I closed my eyes, and was silent for a while.

"Don't be afraid, I know the head here, he will definitely sell me this face."

Seeing me sitting there motionless, Lu Hubao thought I was afraid, but his frowning was sincere concern and encouragement.

"I'm afraid everyone is resting at this time, let's go there later."

When I found that I seemed to be struggling even to speak, my heart sank a little bit. Maybe death is not so close, maybe I still need a few years of torture before I can wither a little bit, but at this moment, I feel better than death. It was even more terrifying than before.

"Or, you go over there to find out the situation first, and I'll go over there."

When I said that, a hint of suspicion flashed across Lu Hubao's face, but he quickly accepted my opinion, closed the car door, turned around and walked over.

In the middle of the night, I sat quietly in the car and waited for Lu Hubao to come back early.

But an hour later, after I gradually recovered my body, Lu Hubao still didn't come back. I wanted to go in, but was blocked by the dedicated guard at the door.

"Without a special pass, no one else is allowed to enter."

The doorman’s words were cold and heartless, so I had to go back to the car and wait for Landing Hubao. No one answered the calls I made. Until the last time the phone was turned off, there was still no message. I stood anxiously at the door of the car and walked back and forth. , Even in the cool summer, when a gust of wind blows, it still feels a little cold. This night is so long and terrible for me.

The sky gradually turned gray, and when I was watching the door blankly, and was about to persuade the guard to let me in for the fourth time, a car slowly stopped beside me with the windows open, and I quickly I saw who was sitting inside.

"Why are you here?"

Ji Mingchuan's face looked serious, and naturally he didn't expect to see me here at this time, frowning and looking at me up and down, showing more self-evident concern.

"Why did you come here?"

I ignored Ji Mingchuan's questioning and seriousness, but looked at Ji Mingchuan excitedly, wondering what his purpose for coming here was in surprise.

"So it was Lu Hubao you were looking for? He accompanied you here?"

Ji Mingchuan glanced at the car behind me, and the questioning words made me understand why he seemed to be here.

"Lu Hubao can help me."

I opened my mouth to be honest, but Ji Mingchuan looked at me and said with more concern: "You are pregnant now, and when your body can't bear the toss, if there are any problems, I think Han Dongcheng will be worried when he comes back, and even more so." Blame me for not taking good care of you."

When Ji Mingchuan said this, his handsome face was slightly gloomy. Seeing that I didn't care, he seemed to ponder for a moment before making up his mind, and then said: "You don't need to worry about Dongcheng's affairs, let alone ask Lu Hubao to come. Help, that will only backfire, I just got the news that he will be fine, someone will protect him, you can just wait at home with peace of mind."

Ji Mingchuan's words unintentionally gave me a reassurance. My originally heavy heart seemed to be swept away from the haze that lay in my heart at once, and my face became more radiant.

"Really? Dongcheng is really going to be fine?"

Seeing how excited I was, almost reaching out to hold him, Ji Mingchuan showed a gentle smile on his face.

"What did I lie to you for? If you guess right, you can pick him up later."

When he said this, his eyes were extraordinarily gentle, and there was a touch of pity in his eyes when he looked at me. If I was insensitive, I might not be able to see that pity.

My heart suddenly seemed to be pricked by a needle. I laughed and deliberately concealed my emotions.

"In this case, I have nothing to worry about. I won't wait here for him to come out, otherwise he will definitely be angry when he sees me."

When I said that, a slight surprise flashed across Ji Mingchuan's face, probably because he didn't expect that I would not want to see Han Dongcheng in the first place.

"Also, I don't want him to know that I'm pregnant, I want to surprise him, please keep it secret for me!"

I didn't dare to look at Ji Mingchuan's eyes that seemed to be able to see my soul for too long. I smiled, shrugged, and performed extremely relaxed. After getting into the car, I stuck my head out and said to Ji Mingchuan: "You If you see Lu Hubao, let him come out earlier."

Ji Mingchuan's eyes flashed faint doubts and probes, as if he could see through my evasion, and his brows were slightly frowned, as if he didn't agree with my relaxed and comfortable situation at this time.

(End of this chapter)