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Chapter 611 Lin Xia's Mother's Letter
Holding the letter tightly with her fingers, Lin Xia was in a daze.

Then, she found a lawn and sat down slowly.

Pulling out the letter from the envelope, her hands trembled slightly, her mood a little complicated.

My mother, whom I haven't seen since I was born, suddenly writes to her now.This is so sudden...

So, what will be written in the letter?

Spreading out the neatly folded letter paper, Lin Xia started to read after being mentally prepared.

Looking down, I saw it read:

Xia Xia:

My daughter, please forgive me for not doing a little bit of motherly responsibility since you were born, please forgive me for leaving you selfishly.

I don't know what mood you will feel when you read this letter, but I hope you can continue to read it patiently.

I think you must be wondering why I left your father and the Lin family back then.All I can say about me and your father is that it was a mistake from the start.

That year, because of my family's request, I returned to my hometown village after graduating from university.

After returning to my hometown, I worked as a rural teacher.Although the days are poor, they are extremely fulfilling.

I thought life would go on like this.However, this is not the case.

That day, when I came home, I found my parents (that is, your grandparents) having a cordial conversation with the matchmaker.

I went over to ask, only to know that my marriage has been set.

I later found out that my betrothed was a man who hadn't been to school.And that person is your father.

After knowing all this, I strongly rejected this marriage.To be honest, as a former college student with a higher education, I strongly dislike your father.

The education received is different, and the three views are different, so I don't think your father will be suitable for me.

At the same time, my self-esteem, my pride, would not allow me to accept an uneducated man.

So, I avoided, I cried, and I told my family that I didn't want to marry.

However, rural thinking is conservative.Since the families of both parties have agreed, it means that the marriage is already nailed to the iron plate.

If the marriage is divorced, the husband and wife's family will be laughed at by all the villagers.

I don't want to marry your father, but there is no other way.Everyone advised me, family members, neighbors...

So, what else can I do?

So, later, with unwillingness and hatred, I married your father.

From my impression, your father seems to be a good man.However, probably because I have too much resentment in my heart, so I didn't see the kindness in him at all.

Ever since you were born, he and I have been arguing all the time.I always hate that I don't have a common topic with your father, and I hate why his family let a matchmaker talk about marriage.I also hated myself, hated my compromise at the time.

Life, for me, seems to have no hope.

Resentment and depression nearly broke me.Finally, on that night, I made the biggest decision of my life.

On that rainy night, after I left you the silver ring necklace, I quietly left the Lin family, and that feudal and old-fashioned village.

Later, I went to another city and met my current husband Luo Feng (this is his Chinese name).

I had planned to never marry again in my life.However, his elegance, thoughtfulness and kindness finally moved me.After getting married, I went to the United States with him and have been living there until now.

Xia Xia, as a mother, I am really sorry for you.

So, I have been repenting from the beginning to the end.

I know your father has gone to heaven, so child, please allow me to take care of you... please allow me to do a little bit of motherhood for the second half of my life.

Xia Xia, during this time, that child An Cheng will be by your side.

If you want to come to the United States, he can arrange it for you at any time.

your mother handwritten
(End of this chapter)