The princess thinks and leaves every day

Chapter 146 It has nothing to do with him
Ye Feiwan never imagined that Ye Changlin...this father who always loved and protected him in his past and present lives;

I love my mother and miss my mother's lifelong father;
There are not a few days left to live.

The doctors of Ye's mansion obviously knew his body and bones, but after a while, they all rushed over with the medicine box on their backs, helped his father to the bed in the inner bed, carefully applied silver needles, and stimulated the acupoints.

The doctor said that my father had become ill due to depression, and his body had long since declined.

The doctor said that my father knew about it half a year ago, but he kept it from everyone.

The doctor also said, Dad... still has half a month to live.

It turned out that there was never such a thing as "occasionally feeling a cold" in his mouth. He just lied to everyone and wanted to leave alone.

But today, he overestimated his body, and wanted to go to worship his mother, but... fainted, his face was pale, and his figure was thin.

Dad, I'm really going to find my mother.

But obviously... In the previous life, my father died of a serious illness when he was dispatched to the south after the collapse of the Ye family. Why is it so early in this life?
Do not……

Ye Feiwan's eyelashes trembled suddenly, and she raised her head.

In her previous life, she only heard that her father fell ill and died on the way south, but since she was forced into the palace, she has never seen her father.Even if she went to see her father and brother off, only Ye Xianyu saw her, her father... never showed up.

At that time...was dad already dead?

Thinking of this, Ye Feiwan's breathing became tighter. They... concealed her?
With a sound of "squeak--", the door was slowly pushed open, and the doctor came out from the inner bedroom, seeing her hurrying to pack: "Cao Min pays homage to the princess."

Ye Feiwan waved his hand. After a long time, his voice choked slightly: "Doctor, what's wrong with my father...?"

"Master Ye is seriously ill, and now, he can only use soup and medicine to suspend his breath." The doctor said, shaking his head and sighing.

Thanks, I see.

Ye Feiwan really wanted to respond like this, but his throat tightened, his eyes were filled with inexplicable calculations, but he couldn't say anything.

The doctor didn't say anything, and left carefully with the medicine box on his back.

Ye Feiwan quietly looked at her father on the bed. Now that she had taken off her winter clothes, she realized that...he had lost so much weight, his cheeks were sunken and pale, the backs of his hands were also wrinkled, and his bones were protruding.

How can she be such an asshole!Ye Feiwan thought quietly, after such a long time, she... didn't see anything, and even thought that she could change the tragedy of her previous life.

But now...it turns out that she has always been the one being protected!
She didn't want to cry, but her eyes were sore, and she tried to keep her eyes wide open to keep the tears from falling.

"Why are you crying?" A weak voice came from the sick bed, "Aren't I still alive now?"

Ye Feiwan's body froze, and she smiled with her lips drawn together for a long time: "Father, I didn't cry." As she spoke, she laughed harder, but she couldn't hold back the trembling at the end.

"I don't want you to know because I'm afraid you'll be like this..." Seeing this, Ye Changlin sighed softly, "Now, with your appearance, how can a father leave with peace of mind?"

"Then don't leave, okay?" Ye Feiwan still tried to smile, "Father, I will go to ask the emperor, and the emperor once made me a condition, let the people from the Imperial Medical Office treat you, there are all the best ones." Doctor, you will be fine..."

Afterwards, she was a little confused.

"It's not late." Ye Changlin called her suddenly.

Ye Feiwan's eyelashes trembled, and his chaotic thoughts seemed to be injected with a burst of fresh air.

"How is Daddy's health? Daddy knows in his heart that you want me to lie on the bed like a living dead, relying on a bowl of medicine to hang my life every day?"

Ye Feiwan fell silent.

She knew that it was uncomfortable, life would be worse than death.In her previous life, she had been lying on a bed in the cold courtyard, relying on a bowl of medicine to hang herself every day.She didn't want her father to suffer like that.

"Feiwan, it can't be like this," Ye Changlin chuckled, "If I were hanged to death, I would definitely be ugly. What if your mother hates me when I get to the underworld?"

"Mother will never dislike you..." Ye Feiwan quickly shook his head.

"You, I still don't understand your mother," Ye Changlin smiled lowly, "She is the most superficial, she saw me in the first place, that's why I don't want to marry, if I change my appearance, she will definitely dislike her... "

"..." Ye Feiwan's throat was sore.

"Feiwan, now, I have lived alone in the world for more than ten years, and now I can get away from it, I am really happy from the bottom of my heart..." After speaking, his voice became softer and softer until it disappeared.

Ye Feiwan stared blankly at the bed.

Dad fell asleep.

The doctor said, Dad has been on for too long today, he is very tired, he should take a rest.

Ye Feiwan looked at his father's thin cheeks, and suddenly panic rose in his heart, like being thrown into a dry well, in despair.

Outside, it was getting dark.

Ye Feiwan turned her head in a daze. After a long time, she got up and walked towards the door.

"Miss...Princess," the maid at the door hurriedly said, "Are you leaving? The carriage is waiting outside."

"Yeah." Ye Feiwan nodded.

The carriage was indeed at the door, and the snow on the ground creaked.

"Go back to the palace." She whispered.

The carriage was very luxurious, and the groom had already lit the stove, which was very warm inside.

Ye Feiwan sat alone in the room, and after some time, the groom's voice came: "Princess, we're here..."

Ye Feiwan responded in a low voice, opened the car curtain and said: "By the way, you are here..." Waiting for me.

The last few words were not spoken.

Ye Feiwan looked at the figures who hurried out of the palace, their white robes fluttering, as if they were in a hurry.

Her figure was outstanding, even Bai Xue beside her was a bit inferior.

Feng Qing.

Ye Feiwan stood at the gate of the palace, looking at him quietly. For the first time, he wanted to ignore the grievances of the past and present, and wanted to express the fear in his heart.

"Feng Qing..." she called him.

Feng Qing paused, and when she looked at her, she frowned unconsciously, her face was very pale: "What happened?"

"It's dad..."

Before Ye Feiwan finished speaking, he was interrupted.

"My lord, your horse." At the door, the guard led his bloody horse respectfully.

"Some urgent matters happened today, I might not be able to go back to Ye Mansion with you."

Leaving those words behind, Feng Qing hastily bypassed her and flew onto the horse, his movements flowing and smooth, which was really beautiful.

Ye Feiwan was startled, and turned her head to look at the back of Feng Qing leaving in a hurry, her wide sleeves fluttering in the cold wind, she was still handsome and extraordinary, like a banished fairy, but she felt...he was getting farther and farther away from her.

He couldn't feel her fear at all.

Back in the backyard, Ye Feiwan only quickly packed some clothes, and wanted to do this in a hurry.

"Miss, where are you going?" Shao Yao couldn't intervene, almost crying in a hurry.

Ye Feiwan stood at the door and smiled at her: "Shaoyao, if someone asks, they say that I will go back to Yefu for a while."

Although... Maybe no one cares about her whereabouts.

It was only when Ye Feiwan reached the gate of the palace that Ye Feiwan realized that the carriage that brought her back had long since disappeared.

The sky was gloomy, and sporadic snow particles began to float again.

Ye Feiwan paused, clutched the small bundle in his hand, got up and walked along the base of the wall.

She has been enduring, but now the night is dark, walking alone in the dark, after all, she can't bear it anymore.

Breathing became heavy, her body swayed slightly, she held the package with her hand against the wall, and covered her eyes with the other hand, tears fell down quickly.

Silent cry.

Originally, she thought that if God wanted her to be reborn, she would be able to change her fate against the sky, but it was just an illusion after all.

"Woo--" On the official road beside him, a carriage stopped slowly, and the car curtain was lifted, revealing a stunning face.

"I see which girl didn't come home in the middle of the night, could it be you, a girl without salt?" The man's voice was playful and teasing, with a bit of flamboyant flair.

Ye Feiwan froze, wiped her eyes heavily, then walked forward.

"What's the matter? Protect yourself like a jade for Feng Qing?" A person came down from the carriage lightly, and Ye Feiwan only felt a black shadow flashing in front of her eyes. , The reflected person's eyes hurt slightly.

The embarrassment that was concealed, there was nowhere to hide.

"..." Fu Xian also seemed to have paused, half-closed his eyes, looked down at the woman in front of him, "Crying?"

"Young Master Fu Xian read it wrong." Ye Feiwan took a breath and said coldly, then clutched the package in his hand, and was about to leave.

"Where are you going?" His wrist was suddenly grabbed.

"It's none of your business."

"I'm sending you off." Fu Xian said lazily.

"Need not……"

Before Ye Fei could finish speaking, he was dragged to the carriage.

The winter night was very cold, Ye Feiwan only realized at this moment that the carriage was so warm.

"Where are you going?" Fu Xianfu asked again.

"Ye Mansion," Ye Feiwan leaned against the car wall, his voice hoarse, and finally added, "Thank you."

The carriage quickly headed towards Ye Mansion.

"What's the matter? Arguing with Feng Qing and running away from home?" The carriage gradually stopped, and Ye's mansion had arrived.Before getting out of the car, Ye Feiwan gloated at Fu Xian's words.

"..." His fingers were slightly stiff, and Ye Feiwan finally said coldly: "It has nothing to do with him." After saying that, he got off the carriage directly.

At the gate of Ye Mansion, the scarlet carriage stopped for a long time before leaving...

(End of this chapter)