The princess thinks and leaves every day

Chapter 233 She Has Never Cried Like This

At the door of the pitch-black Ye Mansion, stood the familiar man in Tsing Yi, holding a lantern in his hand, his whole body was moist, but... seemed to be getting thinner.

Ye Feiwan stood quietly where he was, without moving.

a long time.

Finally, the man standing at the gate of Ye Mansion came forward, and the candlelight shone on her: "Wanwan, long time no see." His voice was soft and elegant.

Ye Feiwan lowered her eyes, quietly looking at the lantern in his hand, but... dare not meet his gaze: "You...why are you here?"

"I just returned to Beijing a few days ago," Nan Mo smiled, "When I returned, I passed through Yangzhou."

Yangzhou!

Ye Feiwan looked up suddenly, where her brother was staying.

Seemingly aware of the sparkle in her eyes, Nan Mo smiled deeper, and slowly took out a letter from his cuff: "Brother Xianyu asked me to bring it to you." Speaking of this, he was a little emotional after all. .

I still remember that the year before last, the two had a drink together, but they never thought that within two years, things would have changed.

When Ye Feiwan took the letter, his fingertips felt slightly cold.

Ye Xianyu cannot enter the capital, she...it is extremely difficult to leave the capital now: "Thank you." Her voice was extremely low.

Nan Mo shook his head, thinking for a moment: "Wanwan, I saw you at the palace banquet tonight."

Ye Feiwan's eyelashes trembled slightly.

"I've heard everything about you and the prince," Nan Mo's voice hesitated, "Now, you have to go back to Ye Mansion so late, which proves the rumors are true, doesn't it?"

Rumor has it that the princess has declined and the prince has gained power, and the two have long since reconciled.

Ye Feiwan lowered her eyes and said nothing.

Nan Mo already understood, he was silent for a long time, and suddenly said: "Wanwan, if I say that I am happy in my heart, isn't it extremely despicable?"

Ye Feiwan froze, raised her eyes and looked at him with bulging eyes.

Nan Mo laughed lowly: "I remember when you were young, you were prevented from eating sweets, so you always looked at the candied haws in my hand with this look."

At that time, the longing in her eyes was about to overflow.Every now and then, he would secretly hand her candied haws.

Although... the candied haws were originally bought for her.

childhood...

Ye Feiwan's eyes were in a trance for a moment. How long had she not thought about her childhood?
"Wan Wan, you can't lie to me," Nan Mo said in a low voice, "I understand you. During the banquet, you have long since lost the no hesitation you had towards Feng Qing."

Ye Feiwan bit her lower lip tightly, and raised her eyes suddenly after a while: "Even if you really reconcile with Feng Qing, Brother Nan, it still has nothing to do with you." She half-closed her eyes, enduring the soreness in her heart.

"..." Nan Mo's hands froze, but the next moment his smile became brighter and clearer, "I knew you were so heartless," he said in a very soft voice, "I'm afraid you don't even know how to cry, just cry." Zhi opened his eyes and said 'nothing', and then waited at the door, but you rejected him like this."

In the past, she had always acted rashly, why had she...pretended to be calm like this?
"Brother Nan, did you see the carriage that brought me here just now?" Ye Feiwan smiled, "The person in the carriage is Fu Xian. He is as good-looking as Feng Qing, and I am following him now... ..."

The smile on the corners of Nan Mo's lips froze in the night: "Feiwan, why can't it be me?" After a long time, he asked, his voice blank.

Ye Feiwan was also stunned, and murmured: "Yes, why can't it be you?"

If Nan Mo had treated her so well, she must have been extremely happy in this life.

If it was Nan Mo, father would not be so worried about her before he died.

If it were Nan Mo, she wouldn't be in such a mess right now...

but……

Ye Feiwan woke up suddenly, she raised her eyes and looked at him through the flickering candlelight: "Brother Nan, even if I do it all over again, I won't choose you."

She knows better than anyone how sad it is to guard someone who doesn't love her.

How could she have the heart to let someone who was so kind to her experience suffering like her again?
"I should have known, Wan Wan, you would definitely say that," Nan Mo seemed not surprised by her words. He walked up to her and looked at her slowly, "But even so, Wan Wan, I'm still very happy that you can make up."

When she stayed beside Feng Qing, she was not at all like the unrestrained Ye Feiwan in the past.

He reached out and patted her hair like he was a child: "From now on, it will be too late to be free."

Ye Feiwan's eyes felt warm when he heard his words: "Brother Nan, why... do you like me?" She never evaded this question after all, "There are so many daughters in the capital who admire you, my son Not stunning, let alone talented, useless..."

Before she could finish her sentence, she was interrupted.

She only felt that her body was pulled by a huge force and trapped in a warm embrace.

Above the head, Nan Mo's voice seemed to be sighing: "The little girl who was by my side back then has grown up and even learned how to feel inferior."

Inferiority... Ye Feiwan was slightly taken aback.

That's right, by Feng Qing's side, she has changed too much, except... she is no longer like her.

Inexplicably, tears welled up suddenly.

Ever since she made peace with Feng Qing, she has never cried heartily, even if she wakes up from a dream in the middle of the night, she just shed tears silently.

She didn't understand why she knew she was wrong and was punished for some things, why...why didn't she let her go?
I don't know how long it took, maybe it was a long time, maybe it was only a moment, Ye Feiwan slowly straightened up.

"Nanmo..." she whispered.

"Ok?"

"Sorry." Ye Feiwan said.

"..." Nan Mo fell silent.

"I'm really sorry," Ye Feiwan raised his eyes, his eyes were already calm, "I forced you to swear in front of my father, it was serious, and I didn't like you, and I was serious."

Nan Mo's face turned slightly pale, he looked at the distance between her, and after a while he said: "I know."

"That……"

"But Wanwan, there are some things that I understand too late," Nan Mo said with a difficult voice, "If I had understood earlier..." If I had understood earlier what those inexplicable feelings were, he would still have made that decision. Sworn?
"It's late tonight, brother Xianyu's letter has also been delivered, so I can rest well." Finally, Nan Mo forced a smile, turned and left.

Ye Feiwan stared at his figure in a daze, for a long time, forced a smile.

She also drove away Big Brother Nan who was kind to her.

If you don't like it, you have to reject it completely.Just because... the most desperate thing is never not getting it, but... getting it and then losing it.

Perhaps, somewhere, it was already destined that she would be alone in this life.

Turn around and walk into Ye Mansion.

On the side, in a dark corner, a person stood quietly in the darkness, his hands clenched into fists, trembling slightly due to the force, stained with a little blood.

This woman who keeps saying she loves her, but... pushed him to someone else!

She had never cried like this in his arms.

Not once.

(End of this chapter)