The princess thinks and leaves every day

Chapter 404 What If I Don't Like You Anymore?

The night is cold and silent, only the candlelight is bright.

Ye Feiwan leaned quietly in Feng Qing's arms, and could hear his powerful heartbeat, beating again and again.

"You...why are you back again?" She spoke slowly, her voice sounded buzzing because of being trapped in his arms.

"..." Feng Qing held her hand for a while, and remained silent for a long time.

Ye Feiwan pursed her lips, and didn't ask any more questions, but was too tightly strangled by his arm, she moved to break free.

"I came back because of..." Feng Qing tightened his hands as if afraid of her struggling, and said almost quickly, "If I didn't come back, you wouldn't take the initiative to find me, would you, Feiwan?"

In the past, that Fei Yang girl who rode horses and whipped her whip in the capital, that daughter of the Ye family who was always chasing after him, had long been... unwilling to chase after him anymore.

He didn't dare to go far, didn't dare to leave, he was afraid that if he left a little further away, she would retreat even further when he turned his head, and he would never see her again.

"..." Ye Feiwan didn't say anything, nor did he deny it.

But she knew in her heart that she would not go to find Feng Qing, she still had feelings for Feng Qing, but that feeling was mixed with fear and avoidance, like "once bitten by a snake, ten years afraid of well ropes".

"You can't lie to me," Feng Qing gently placed his chin on the top of her head, and the hot air sprayed between her breaths fell finely on her hair, "You won't look for me, you will only sentence me to death in your heart , and even after a long time, you will think about how to leave the palace, and then, like those two years, you will leave without a trace, not letting anyone find you."

As if he had grasped her thoughts clearly, he recounted her thoughts in detail, even speaking of leaving, his arms became more and more forceful, as if he was embedding her into his flesh and blood.

Ye Feiwan's eyelashes trembled slightly, she never thought that Feng Qing would understand her so well.

She didn't have the courage to take the initiative. Once she felt that the other party was retreating, she would only retreat more than him, and even completely withdraw from each other's lives.

"Let go of me first." Ye Feiwan frowned, and her voice was a bit rough.

Feng Qing didn't move: "I don't want to let go."

"Feng Qing."

"Why do you always want me to let go?" Feng Qing's voice was tense, and she resisted the ringing in her ears.

Ye Feiwan froze.

"If I let you go, will you continue to look at those portraits? Tell me that there are so many stunning beauties in Beijing? Do you still want to fill the harem for me and make me a concubine?" Feng Qing He loosened his strength a little, still holding her in his arms, staring downcast at her brows and eyes, "Ye Feiwan, I have rejected many offers from the court..."

As he said, he stretched out his hand and gently brushed her somewhat messy hair back: "I can't answer you, so you can't treat me like this."

Ye Feiwan only felt a slight itch from the hair disturbing her ears, and the roots of her ears moved. After a while, she said, "Feng Qing, have you ever thought that maybe the ministers are right."

Love, love, who can maintain this life unchanged?But power is firmly in his hands.

Just like her, when she was young and dreamy, she really thought that she would love Feng Qing forever, but after so many things, she didn't even dare to remember the memories, so she could only choose to forget.

"I'm not Feng Rong." Feng Qing understood what she meant almost immediately, her voice hoarse, "I will never be him either. If you mind the throne, the prince in the prince's mansion is about to enter the school, and it won't take long Year……"

"Feng Qing..." Ye Feiwan interrupted him.

Feng Qing lowered his eyes and looked into her eyes, there was no hint of a joke in his eyes.

"If..." Ye Feiwan hesitated for a moment, raised his head to meet his gaze, said in a soft but clear voice, "If I don't like you anymore, if my heart is not with you Here it is, if I choose a concubine for you, is it serious?"

Ben's hand trembling violently around her.

Feng Qing stared blankly at the woman's red lips opening and closing, but there seemed to be sharp voices ringing in his ears, piercing his eyes sorely, and his heart felt like thousands of knives had been gouged out.

I don't like it, her heart is not with him anymore...

"Then where is your heart?" He asked in a daze.

Ye Feiwan didn't seem to expect him to ask such a question, so he paused: "I don't..." Know.

It's just that I didn't say the last word, and it was interrupted by Feng Qing. He looked at her: "Your heart has always been with me in the past, where did you put it?"

"Feng Qing..."

"Don't put it in someone else's place," Feng Qing murmured, as if he couldn't hear anything, and looked down at her, "I will find it, as long as you don't put it in someone else's place..."

He reached out and hugged her gently: "I'm sorry, Feiwan, I'm sorry, but you can't let me go."

Ye Feiwan leaned in his arms, his strength was not strong, and she never struggled.

The sound of his heartbeat was still in her ears, and for a moment she really wanted to ask where his heart was, but she opened her mouth but didn't ask.

There was a sound of "pop", and the wind outside suddenly blew open the unbolted window. The window was installed on the window frame, making a small sound.

The portraits in front of the dressing table were blown into chaos by the wind, rustling, and then scattered.

After Ye Feiwan's meal, she straightened up from Feng Qing's arms and walked towards the window. After closing the window, a portrait was blown to her hand.

She turned her eyes and saw only a pair of familiar eyebrows and eyes that looked like Qu Yan.

His head swelled slightly, and the hairpin injury in his lower abdomen began to ache again.

Ye Feiwan couldn't help stretching out his hand to rub his temple, but before she could touch it, a big hand stretched out from behind him.

"It hurts again?" Feng Qing's hoarse voice rang in his ears.

Ye Feiwan didn't make a sound, just felt the big hands on her temples rubbing them slowly, and she finally felt more comfortable: "Okay." She whispered, avoiding Feng Qing's hand, and walked towards the bed , "It's getting late, it's time to rest."

Feng Qing's fingers froze, and she looked at the portrait that fell to the side.

Ruyan Liu.

Even if she doesn't remember those past events, but her heart seems to grow deep in her bones.

Just like in the previous life... After Liu Ruyan fell into the water, the rift between the two suddenly arose.

At that time, she said that she no longer wanted to pretend to be in love with him in front of him, and she didn't want to lie to herself that he liked her a little bit knowing that he had another woman in his heart. She didn't want to like him anymore.

After that, she took the initiative to go to the cold courtyard.

Gao Feng said that he had heard Shao Yao mention that the reason why she took the initiative to go was because...it wasn't that he abandoned her, but that she was tired of him!
bored.

At that time, when he heard these two words, his heart was full of anger, so he let her go.But she couldn't hold back her drunkenness several times and went to the cold courtyard, but she rarely saw him.

He thought he was proud, since she hadn't seen her, why should he go again?She likes him so much, she will come to him to confess her mistake one day.

But it never occurred to him that in just one year, it was... a farewell.

Feng Qing bowed his head, glanced at the woman who was already walking towards the bed, picked up the portrait, and threw it in a ball in a corner.

Since this is a knot in her heart, he will not ignore it.

Now, he can still hug her, so why bother with being proud?

(End of this chapter)