The princess thinks and leaves every day

Chapter 416 Her Kind Words Are A Knife in His Heart
With Ye Feiwan's words, the small room in Lengyuan became dead silent.

Feng Qing's hand was still touching her hair, and his fingertips trembled slightly, but he returned to normal in an instant, and did not move at all.

But at some point, there was a gust of wind outside the window, and the window next to the bed was blown open with a "snap", splashing fine dust.

Ye Feiwan turned his eyes and looked out. Outside the window was the old crooked tree with some snow still falling on the branches.

——Just like what she saw before she died in her previous life.

"Are you talking nonsense again?" Feng Qing's consciousness was also awakened by the sound of the window being smashed open. He stood there quietly, withdrew his hand for a while, lowered his eyes and said softly, "It's still early, if you still have thoughts , you can go to Shuo Lake to have a look tonight."

Ye Feiwan sat up slowly, and looked away from the window: "Feng Qing, I never knew that you would deceive yourself and others."

He is always confident and confident no matter what he does.

Feng Qing's eyelashes trembled slightly, she stared at her for a moment, and then slowly stepped forward to sit beside her: "The water on Shuo Lake is connected to the moat, it is running water, and has never been frozen. I heard that there will be a painting boat tonight. If you like it..."

"Feng Qing." Ye Feiwan interrupted him.

Feng Qing paused, then continued: "Qu Yan came to me just now, and I didn't want to respond, you pushed me out, it's not too late, no wonder I..."

"Why did you follow me?" Ye Feiwan asked in a low voice.

Feng Qing's face turned pale as paper, and he turned his head to look at her, his eyes were filled with panic and bewilderment.

"Feng Qing," Ye Feiwan smiled, and met his gaze, "When did you have the memory of your previous life?" Her tone was exceptionally calm.

Feng Qing looked at her, the shocking words of the past and present in the eyes of others, but between the two of them, it seemed very ordinary, as if they were talking about the good weather today.

"At the beginning, when you wanted to leave Beijing, you fell at the gate of the city." He didn't talk to him anymore, and responded softly.

Ye Feiwan was startled for a moment, squinting his eyes and pondering for a moment. It was all two years ago. The relationship between them obviously only lasted for a few years, but it felt like a long time.

"So you recovered so early." Ye Feiwan tilted his head and smiled, "I fell off the city wall at that time, I was in a mess, right?"

Feng Qing's Adam's apple tightened, and his eyes were red.

He didn't understand how she could say that thing so frankly, it was a thorn in his heart, every time he thought about it, he would feel worse than death, but she said... embarrassment?
"I was the one who had the memories of my past life on the night of our engagement," Ye Feiwan said proactively. At that time when they were engaged, she drugged him in order to regenerate heresy. She had memories of her previous life, "At that time, I breathed out from the cold courtyard, opened my eyes again, and went back to that night."

Feng Qing's throat tightened, and his voice became much hoarse: "So, at that time, you only thought about destroying this in-law? Tell everyone that you repented? Later, after you found out that things cannot be changed, you made an agreement with me. The contract of 'After I win the power, I will leave'?"

Thinking about it now, everything she did at that time seemed to work.

No wonder she was so gentle to him the night before, she would blush when she saw him, but after a night, she spoke sarcastically, as if she was a different person, even if she got married later, she only wanted to get along with him.

"That's right," Ye Feiwan couldn't help laughing when he thought about the situation at that time, "I thought that as long as we prevented you and I from getting married, we would be able to stop repeating the mistakes of the previous life, but I didn't expect... "

She turned her head to look at Feng Qing, but her eyes were sore for some reason: "Fate is too powerful, Feng Qing."

They got married again, and even though there was a discrepancy with the previous life due to various reasons, the giant wheel of history still rolled forward unchanged.

Feng Qing stared at her in a daze, and gently opened his lips for a long time: "It's not fate that is strong, it's not late, it's the fate between you and me."

"Are we destined?" Ye Feiwan asked back.

Feng Qing's fingertips trembled, and she stretched out her hand unconsciously, holding her hand until she felt that she was really in his palm and felt her temperature, and finally she was relieved: "We have always had a lot of love. Fate, past life, present life, can always be husband and wife, can always reunite after a long absence..."

Ye Feiwan looked down at Feng Qing holding his hand, the back of his hand was pale and cold, not as calm as he showed.

"Feng Qing, do you know what it was like to stay here in my previous life?"

The hand that held her trembled.

"I've been holding back a lot of words, but I don't know who to tell them to," she smiled, as if telling someone else's story, "When I was in Lengyuan, I was still expecting you to come Look at me, but later, I don't look forward to it..."

"I've seen yours..." Feng Qing interrupted her, but the words stopped abruptly.

He has seen her, but no matter his pride, no matter how confident he is because he is loved, he has never said a single good word to her.

"Later, when I caught wind and cold, you sent the imperial physician and sent extremely valuable medicinal materials, Feng Qing, you know, it could have been cured."

Feng Qing grabbed her hand and froze. He always thought it was his fault, that he caused her to become depressed and contracted tuberculosis, and that he caused her to die.

"It's because I don't want to live anymore," Ye Feiwan pulled out his hand and put it on the back of his hand, "I didn't read the prescriptions prescribed by the imperial doctor, and I poured out all the medicines brought by Shaoyao. So, you don't have to Blaming myself is my own choice."

Feng Qing looked at her hands, but her heart was in dull pain like being hit by big rocks.

At this moment, she was still apologizing for him.

But he would rather that she blamed him than the relief at this moment.

"By the way, how is Shaoyao?" Ye Feiwan suddenly thought of something and asked.

Feng Qing's voice was hoarse: "She later married Gao Feng."

"That's good," Ye Feiwan smiled, finally letting go of one thing on his mind.

"You only ask Shaoyao..." Feng Qing looked at her, the corners of her eyes were dyed red, "What about me... Feiwan?"

"Huh?" Ye Feiwan was startled, and then said clearly, "Those past and present lives are just my wishful thinking entangled with your memories, that is, I forced you to marry that marriage. I thought they were husband and wife, and they could always raise eyebrows and have deep love between husband and wife, but I just forgot, how can you force such an illusory thing like love?"

Feng Qing was startled, he thought that when she recovered, love would follow.

In the past, she walked to him time and time again with full of love, but now she said that love is an illusory thing.

Seeing that he was silent, Ye Feiwan pondered for a moment and then said: "Look, you never loved me in your previous life. In this life, before you recover the memory of your previous life, you are extremely disgusted with me. Emotional matters, no matter when You are very clear. How could you suddenly change your mind about me because of the memory of your previous life?"

"Feng Qing, don't bury your in-laws for the sake of responsibility and the dignity of the royal family anymore, and make the two of you suffer for the rest of your life."

(End of this chapter)