The princess thinks and leaves every day

Chapter 421 But, I Can't Do It

Ye Feiwan looked at Feng Qing.

His face was even paler than when he was watching in the dormitory just now, his long eyelashes flickered and trembled slightly, he clearly called himself the aloof "Zhen", but he was always a little too cautious.

He shouldn't be like this.

At least, Feng Qing in Ye Feiwan's memory should not be like this.

He never speaks softly, especially to her.All his tenderness was once given to Qu Yan, but after marrying her, he seemed to be a different person, cold and reticent.

Now, when he also said a few soft words to her, she only felt...unbelievable and ridiculous.

Behind him, the imperial doctor and Eunuch Li looked at this side with worried eyes, while everyone waited silently.

Ye Feiwan nodded lightly: "Let's go back to the bedroom first." She didn't want so many people to wait for her.

Feng Qing's expression relaxed, she looked at her in disbelief, then turned around: "Okay."

Compared with just now, the sleeping hall has a little bit more bitterness of the medicine.

Feng Qing resumed her half-reclined position on the bed, while Ye Feiwan sat quietly beside her.Eunuch Li was guarding the door, someone had already taken the prescription prescribed by the imperial doctor to decoct the medicine.

It was very quiet in the inner bedroom.

Ye Feiwan looked down at the slightly swaying curtain beside him, unconsciously lost in thought.

Feng Qing looked at her profile, the curves were serene and beautiful, her eyebrows were like a hot spring inlaid on the Tianshan Mountain, occasionally the sun shone, and it was shimmering, but her lips were stubbornly pursed into a straight line, she didn't know what she was thinking.

His heart also twisted accordingly, just now when he saw her and other people, he was able to have a good conversation, and with him... when did he become speechless?

"I just said it outside..." Feng Qing coughed and broke the silence first, "What do you want? Or, what do you want to talk about?"

Startled by his sudden voice, Ye Feiwan raised her head and glanced at him blankly.

Feng Qing's heart skipped a beat, and her eyes suddenly came back to life like a frightened deer, without vigilance or caution, only the initial sparkle.

But in the next moment, she gradually calmed down and shook her head: "You are suffering from a cold, and the imperial doctor wants you to rest well. After a while, Eunuch Li will bring the medicine, and you can rest after drinking it..."

"Just now, what were you looking at by the palace wall?" Feng Qing suddenly interrupted her remaining words, deliberately ignoring Xie Ziqi's existence, her voice tensed.

He knows his body, so what if he really needs to rest?He played scheming, originally for this moment.

Ye Feiwan paused for a moment: "A red flower bloomed under the palace wall, and it bloomed very grandly in the cold winter. I was so happy to see it, so I leaned forward and took a few more glances."

"Well," Feng Qing responded in a low voice, he rarely noticed the scenery in the palace, and asked, "What kind of flower is it?"

Ye Feiwan replied: "It's red under the wall. I heard that it is quite common among the people. It seems that the palace people transplanted some of them into the palace to decorate the midwinter."

"You like it?" Feng Qing looked up at her and asked in a deep voice.

Ye Feiwan was taken aback for a moment, nodded instinctively and then shook his head: "I heard that the red under the wall blooms in the countryside is the most splendid. In the palace, there are red walls and green tiles everywhere, and the palace walls are also high and tight, so they only bloom. That little piece."

"But in the palace, there are special people to take care of them. They are given the best and bloom the most gorgeously. Why bother with those flowers in the countryside?" Feng Qing's voice was like a murmur.

Ye Feiwan raised her eyes in a daze, and for a moment felt that Feng Qing was not talking about flowers, but... people.

She pursed her lips, her voice was not loud, but it was clear enough for people to hear: "But these flowers are originally blooming in the countryside."

Feng Qing's eyelashes trembled, and she looked at her quietly, her face pale.

"Furthermore," Ye Feiwan smiled, "If there is someone who doesn't take care of and protect those flowers, these spoiled flowers will wither soon. And a withered ugly Flowers, how can people like them? I'm afraid they will be kicked out soon."

Feng Qing stared at her, she was always calm, and his calmness made him feel empty in his heart, and it took a long time before he said with difficulty: "When did you act like this...belittle yourself."

Back then when she rode up to him, she pointed the whip straight at him, saying that she liked him, and she still remembered it vividly, but now...

"It's not self-deprecating." Ye Feiwan was helpless, thinking of something again, and chuckled, "Did you forget that you used to say, 'If you want me to like me, unless the sun comes out from the west'? I heard that I was really sad, but then I thought about it again, you have already made it clear to me, that is, I can't listen to people, so I can still pester you."

At that time, when she heard these words, she was not a little sad, but extremely sad, and she wiped away many tears behind her back.

It's just that most people are very strange, those words that once entangled her so that she couldn't sleep all night and made her heart-wrenching, now she can say them in a calm manner.

Feng Qing's fingertips trembled: "Why didn't you tell me?" She always had a smile on her face when he was in front of him, even if she said something that hurt her today, within a few days, she would always be smiling The reappearance in front of him, as if... can never be driven away.

At the beginning, when she went to the Lengyuan to ask for a letter of reconciliation, it was the first time she took the initiative to ask to stay away from him.He never agreed and trapped her in the palace.She never said anything about leaving after that.

He thought that it would not be long before she would appear in front of him again, as usual.He would also take advantage of the situation and say "This is not an example", and release her from the cold courtyard.

But he never dared to think that the people in Leng Yuan took the initiative to look for him because of her death.

Ye Feiwan paused for a long while before softly saying: "It's all over, Feng Qing."

In the past, her joy, her obsession, and her desire to get someone in every possible way, only found out in the end that as long as she let go, both of them would be much more relaxed.

Feng Qing was stunned, go over?
He didn't want to let this go by at all.He is still in the memories of the past, but is she going to stride forward?

"Feng Qing, you don't owe me," Ye Feiwan saw his ugly expression, finally eased his tone, and said softly, "Now that I think about it, you are indeed kind of happy with me, but a lifetime is very long, only liking It's not enough. It must be a sincere love and an unforgettable concern. You and I have gone through two lives, and I have seen a lot of the past, and you should also see it."

She stood up quietly, only felt that after saying those words, she didn't feel relieved in her heart, instead, it was so heavy that she was pressed down, and it was much more difficult to breathe.She wanted to leave this dormitory and go outside for some air.

But a person came from behind and said softly: "Ye Feiwan, if I...will learn to be with you for the rest of my life, I will try my best to do what you said in the future, how about it?"

Ye Feiwan paused for a moment, without turning her head.She wanted to say that she had waited too long for his future, and that after waiting too long he would learn to love him.

But she couldn't say it, she just said gently: "But, I can't do it."

(End of this chapter)