The princess thinks and leaves every day

Chapter 428 Cause and Effect
The wind in the winter night is cold, and it hurts when it blows on people's faces.

The palace lanterns in the distance were quietly burning, lighting up the small piece of dim yellow, which was very peaceful.

Ye Feiwan looked down at the blue bricks under his feet, and said, let her go.

Feng Qing's grip on her wrist tightened, and he let go of her wrist in a hurry, acting as if he was gripping her, causing her fingers to freeze.

Ye Feiwan's hands were free, and soon they were hidden under the wide sleeves embroidered with cloud patterns. After a while, she looked up at Feng Qing, and softly said again: "Feng Qing, let me go."

Feng Qing froze, and said blankly: "I've already..." The voice stopped abruptly.

He stared at her blankly, his throat seemed to be blocked by something, the pain was tight, he opened his mouth, and finally squeezed out a word: "What?"

Ye Feiwan looked at him quietly, feeling a little sore in his heart, but still smiled slightly, and then said softly: "Let me go, I don't want to stay in the palace anymore."

After talking about it, she finally bowed her head.

After all, Feng Qing was someone she really loved, and if she had some cruel words, she couldn't say them, so she didn't say them, as long as the two sides were safe, it was enough.

Listening to her words, Feng Qing felt her ears swell and ache. Her words echoed over and over again, and she couldn't hear them clearly.

After a long time, he asked in a hoarse voice: "But because I was so anxious to find you tonight, I disturbed your listening to the book? If you want to listen to the book in the future, please send someone to the Hall of Mental Cultivation to let me know. I won't bother you." ..."

"Feng Qing..."

"Forget it. If you don't want to say it, don't say it. It's too troublesome. I will wait outside when I find you, and come out after you hear it. I won't go in and disturb you..." Feng Qing interrupted her, The voice was low and chaotic.

Ye Feiwan blinked, feeling her eyes became hotter and hotter: "Feng Qing, you don't need to be like this!" Her voice became louder.

Feng Qing's voice stopped abruptly.

Gao Feng behind hurriedly waved away the people following him, consciously retreating to a distance and waiting respectfully.

The torch suddenly disappeared, and the surrounding area became dark in an instant.

Ye Feiwan pursed her lips, calmed down her turbulent thoughts, and suddenly said after a long time: "Feng Qing, do you love me?"

Feng Qing was startled, and opened her lips just as she was about to make a sound.

"It's not liking, let alone possessiveness, but love." Ye Feiwan looked at him quietly, her eyes were like jade, so bright that no one dared to look directly at him, "Do you love me?" She asked again.

This time, Feng Qing fell silent, he stood there blankly, he liked Ye Feiwan, he wanted to keep her by his side forever, he didn't even want her to leave his side an inch.but love...

No one told him what love is.

From childhood to adulthood, he was used to being alone, his father copied his mother's clan, and he was lucky enough to survive.Mother said she loved her father, but if this is love, is love so cheap and easily destroyed?

He used to have some pity for Qu Yansheng, but if it was love, how could he just watch her marry into the palace?And Ye Feiwan... Just thinking of her wearing a wedding dress to marry someone else, he couldn't stop his bloodthirst.

"You see, you shouldn't come up." Ye Feiwan smiled, and turned to look at the palace lantern in the distance. "Feng Qing, I used to be able to answer this question firmly. But now, if you ask me , I can’t even come up.”

Feng Qing's face was as pale as death, he turned to look at her: "What?"

Does she...don't love him?

Ye Feiwan never looked at him, and his eyes fell on the palace lantern, and his eyes were on the towering palace wall, looking at the dark but vast night sky: "Feng Qing, in the previous life in the Lengyuan, I said to myself, even if you behave Even if I didn't care about me at all, I would also like to walk out of the cold courtyard and return to your side, but I didn't wait and died there. In this life, you told me that you wanted to see me very much in your previous life, and you cared about me..."

Feng Qing opened her mouth: "Feiwan..."

"Feng Qing, if I didn't have this life, I would really be dead," Ye Feiwan smiled, "The reason why you keep me in the palace now is because I am the same kind of person as you, who have both experienced the past and the present. , and how much responsibility you have for me, maybe... you also like me a little bit. However, we have experienced too much, and it is easy to get tired, and all kinds of love and love are very naive and superficial, so ..."

Ye Feiwan turned her head and looked at Feng Qing peacefully, with a calm smile on her lips: "Let me go."

Feng Qing looked at her straight, as if he didn't know her, his eyes were full of fear.

Ye Feiwan continued: "I will not leave the capital, and I will still stay in the capital. If you feel depressed about the past life, you can tell me. In the future...you and I have let go, maybe we can do a little bit more together." To old friends..."

She lied, even if she couldn't leave Beijing, once she left the palace, she would never be friends with Feng Qing again.

She can't.

The blood on Feng Qing's lips was completely drawn away, and he walked slowly to her for a long time, and grabbed her wrist again, his fingertips were cold, and his expression gradually calmed down: "I'm afraid I just interrupted your reading, but now you still have to listen to the book." You are angry with me, it is cold outside, go back to the palace first today, tomorrow I will invite some storytellers and opera singers to the palace to have fun."

"Feng Qing..."

"Go back!" Feng Qing's voice was suddenly serious, and his lips trembled slightly.

Ye Feiwan's long eyelashes trembled slightly, and after a long silence, he finally nodded slowly: "Okay."

Feng Qing never entered the Jiuhua Palace, but stood at the door, watched her come in and left.

The palace people in the Jiuhua Palace were still kneeling on the ground and trembling. They had never seen the anger when the emperor came up just now, but the anger was mixed with panic, which made people feel terrified.

"Get up first." Ye Feiwan asked everyone to get up, and then went back to bed.

There are some things that she can't think about, and if she thinks about them, her heart will hurt.

Feng Qing asked her why she was not allowed to be cured by the imperial physician in her previous life, she could have been cured.But Feng Qing didn't know, because she lost her father, Ye family, and even him at that time, her heart was ashamed, and she had nothing to worry about.

If she knew in her previous life that he cared about her and that he liked her somewhat, she would definitely... be willing to live.

But she didn't know it until she died.If she didn't have this life, she... would really be dead.

This night, the night is very gloomy.

Ye Feiwan lay quietly on the bed, and barely fell asleep in the middle of the night.

When I woke up the next day, the sky was late and a little gloomy, but there were still a few rays of sunshine.

Just after washing, Suyun couldn't hold back her excitement and said: "Girl, there are a lot of singers and storytellers in the palace today, they come in row by row, like a long dragon, it's very lively."

Ye Feiwan smiled, his head was still a little dizzy after staying up all night, so he didn't speak, and sat quietly in the palace.

Until noon, Eunuch Li brought many people to come, holding a Chinese dress embroidered with phoenix patterns: "Miss Ye, the emperor has built a platform in the back garden, please go."

(End of this chapter)