The sky-high price of marriage: Mr. Huo's little wife

Chapter 746 My Sun
The psychiatrist patiently induced Jing Li to tell the story, but she suddenly stood up from the chair, "I'm fine, I'm fine now, I don't need to receive any more treatment..."

"Jing Li." The doctor called her softly.

Jing Li stood there anxiously, looking at the doctor.

"If you go on like this, the people around you will spend every day worrying with you. Your family, relatives, including the one you love the most, as long as they think of you, they will be unable to think about it at any time, and they will not be able to eat or sleep well..."

Jing Li's heart began to panic, is Li Jingchen worried about her every day now?
But she didn't want to recall the days without Li Jingchen, the days when she thought he was really dead...

Jing Li sat down again, supported her forehead and closed her eyes tightly, her face was full of pain, "I want to see Li Jingchen, I want to see him..."

Hearing her request, Li Jingchen was about to rush in, but was stopped by the doctor's assistant next to him, "Mr. Li, don't go in. At this time, every reaction of the patient is normal, just leave it to Dr. Xue."

But no matter what questions the doctor asked next, Jing Li cried and wanted to see Li Jingchen, she looked like a child who couldn't find her mother.

Her expression was very painful, but Li Jingchen couldn't control it in the end, and pushed open the door into the consulting room.

His appearance made Jingli seem to see the beacon light in the sea at night, and threw himself into his arms emotionally, hugging him, "You are not dead, you are really not dead, you are still with me, yes wrong?"

Li Jingchen kissed her long hair and forehead, "Jing Li, I'm here, I've always been here."

"Why did my dad do that? Why didn't he think about me before he died? Although I grew up, I was still a child in front of them. Why didn't they want their child? I don't want to blame them, but I am alone, I Envy, envy children with parents. I always tell myself that when I grow up, I don’t need to live under the wings of my parents. However, I still can’t forget how they died. I watched them burn to death , but I can do nothing, I am a sinner..."

Li Jingchen heard her crying and shouting, but did not speak.

"Later, I met my sun. He was Li Jingchen, a very righteous man who existed like a myth. But he didn't like me. I tried my best to get close to him, but he still didn't like me... People don't like me, and it really doesn't make sense for me to live alone."

"Maybe God still has pity on me. He made Li Jingchen fall in love with me. Although I get together less often with him, I am willing to wait for him. He is on a mission in Los Angeles, and I know that it is a good reason for him to be with other women." task, but I can't do it and watch them embrace each other without any reaction..."

Jing Li suddenly raised the decibel, immersed in her own world, "That's fine, but why did you let him die again? He fell into the icy sea, and he might be blown to death. Or he might be eaten by a shark, and he just walks away, will he be very lonely, very lonely?"

"After he died, I couldn't sleep every night. I always had hallucinations that he was right in front of my eyes, but I couldn't touch him. I longed for him to give me a hug, but he always ignored me. I think Could he not see me? If I went to him, could he see me? That night I also saw my parents, they looked at me kindly, but they didn't say a word. "

Surrounded by deep sorrow, Jing Li had tears in her eyes, "I really want to find them, Li Jingchen was so kind to me, and would pamper me a lot of the time, why did he die like this? Leave me alone, they all have their own happiness, I don't want to hurt Jingmei, I don't want to hurt my uncle and aunt. I don't want to send Li Jingchen away, I want to leave with him, leave this impermanent world. So, I must find Li Jingchen...he will definitely wait for me and continue to pamper me and love me."

Immediately afterwards, she began to lose her mind again, "I don't have my own sun in my life, so my life will be meaningless. I took sleeping pills, and I really saw him. I saw him hugging another woman and laughing." Very happy, as if he couldn't see me... I called his name, he seemed to really see me, took me away from this world, found a place where only us lived happily, and I I want to be like this, until I grow old... But, why do you want to save me!"

"Fortunately, Li Jingchen is still alive. He's not dead. He's really not dead. When I saw him, he passed by me with two women in his arms, but he didn't see me in his eyes. At that moment, I seemed to have lost everything again." The meaning of being alive...Jingmei told me that Li Jingchen was just on a mission, and he would be fine soon. Yes, he was on a mission, and everything he did was fake, but why didn't he tell me that he was still alive? When I took sleeping pills and went with him, he was still alive..."

Jing Li was still immersed in her own world, looking at the nameless place without any focus in her eyes, she kept asking why she didn't tell her that he was still alive...

A soft voice broke into her mind, "Jing Li, Li Jingchen has always loved you, has always loved you, and you also know that he is with those women for missions, and he also has his own love." If you are helpless, why don't you sit down and have a good talk with him? Ask him what you want to know, and he will tell you. "

Li Jingchen has always loved you, always loved you...

Jing Li leaned tiredly in Li Jingchen's arms, without saying a word.

The soft voice continued, "Your sun has not disappeared, he is still in your world, Jing Li, you should come out of those painful days, look up at your sun, he Has been shining on you, his warmth has been enveloping you..."

Jing Li raised her head slowly, and saw Li Jingchen whose eyes were full of tenderness, his whole body seemed to be emitting golden light, she really saw her sun...

"When you come into this world, you don't live for anyone, you live for yourself. Even if there are no parents in this world, you should live well without Li Jingchen, live out your value, and don't let them worry about you. "

Without her parents, not even Li Jingchen, she didn't know why she would continue to live a good life.

"Li Jingchen is by your side now, so you have to take good care of it and cherish the days when he is by your side. If you are unhappy, your sun will also be unhappy. Only when you are happy, will he be as happy as you."

Later Jing Li fell asleep, sleeping deeply in Li Jingchen's arms.

(End of this chapter)