first countess

Chapter 59
Nuo Yan smiled wryly and shook his head, so what if they knew, they couldn't go back, they really couldn't go back, many things happened as they happened, and no one would ever forget them forever.

It's not that she didn't have illusions in the past, he would come to find her, but with the passage of time and the growth of age, the heart of a girl has long been smoothed out. Although love exists, it has long been blocked. If you don't take out the key, you won't be able to open it again.

"Nuoyan, you can't escape like this. I think you should also know some things about him these years. How imaginative you two are, whether it's doing things or other things, it often gives me the illusion that you are deliberately imitating and Follow in the other person's footsteps."

Qianqian waited for a long time, only waiting for the denial of the promise, sighed heavily in her heart, and further pointed out that the promise was that not touching it was the best way, but she ignored that if she didn't untangle this knot, she would never get over it in the future. Kan, she didn't want to see the promise of regret and pain in the future.

"Sister Jun, when I separated from him, he chose to be active in the entertainment circle, which has already explained a lot of things. Over the years, all those heartaches and heartbeats have disappeared from my world. I don't want To recall those memories that should not belong to me."

Whether you say she is cowardly or cowardly, she is just afraid, afraid of being exposed to the sun, then she really has no reason to deceive herself. If she loses that trace of obsession and support, she will I don't know how long I can hold on.

The word love really hurts people, especially the purest love at the beginning. If you deliberately don't think about it, it will always pop up in your mind sometimes involuntarily, so many times, the promise is to make yourself become more and more Busy, to suppress emotions that are long gone.

Qianqian stared at Nuo Yan firmly, her big clear eyes lost the look of the past, not even the pretended emotions, as if she had lost focus and became more and more distracted.

"Promise, no matter what, I want you to see him. I just said, not only selfishness, but also the responsibility to go, and the position you are in now also means that you can't lose your position. .”

"So, you must go!" In the end, Qianqian directly made a decision. She said that she made a random promise to make her own decision. She just wanted to test it out, but she didn't expect her to be so determined. The attitude of the staff came to the fore.

Nuo Yan raised his head in surprise, looking at Qianqian's irresistible expression, his eyes were completely incomprehensible: "Sister Jun, you know, I really don't want to see you, don't force me."

"Nuoyan, is it me forcing you or you forcing yourself? Do you understand what you think in your heart? In the final analysis, we are all the same, but we are just players in the game."

"I am in the middle of the game, so I can't see the people and things around me clearly. How did you know that he was only approaching you for a pure purpose? How can you be sure that he really lied to you?"

"Even I, an outsider, can see clearly, but you, an insider, are getting more and more trapped." Qianqian seemed to be accusing, but also seemed to be laughing at herself, but no one knew what she was blaming herself. Still the promise in front of you.

But the only thing that is certain is that Qianqian is mocking herself at the moment, so why isn't she trapped in the ending.It's not that she doesn't want to jump out, but that she can't jump out at all, and now the promise is different, she still has a choice, but she doesn't even know where the choice is.

"Sister Jun, I actually don't know what I'm thinking, I'm just scared, scared." After closing her eyes fiercely, she tried to squeeze out this sentence, but it was full of bitterness.

(End of this chapter)