give me years of peace

Chapter 350 She Cried Too
After learning the lessons from the previous few times, A Lu only dared to listen to Xin Zimo's words, especially regarding Du Anran.

"Forget it then." Du Anran said.

"Miss Du, we haven't seen you for a long time, let's talk, I miss you a lot," Alu said.

Du Anran smiled: "Aren't I still in City A? But, I haven't seen you for a long time, and I miss you a lot."

"After you left, Ms. Du, Mr. Xin basically lived here. Every time I saw Mr. Xin coming back alone, I would think, it would be great if you came back with Mr. Xin one day." Ah Lu Dao, "Half a year has passed, and only yesterday did I see that you two are dating again."

"This is not my place, I will be gossiped if I live here." Du Anran smiled faintly.

"No, no one else will come here, we all regard you as the hostess here." Alu said.

"Thank you, Alu." Du Anran knew that Alu and the others were innocent, and she didn't want to tell them too many bad things.

"Miss Du, let me tell you something. When I cleaned Mr. Xin's room, I saw that he always put sleeping pills on his bedside. This has never happened before, and I dare not tell others..." Alu whispered.

Du Anran frowned, sleeping pills?
When she was with him before, she had never seen him eat such a thing.

"I don't dare to persuade Mr. Xin, although I know that taking it for a long time is not good for your health." Alu said, "Take a chance to talk to Mr. Xin, I know he listens to you."

"Why does he listen to me?" Du Anran smiled bitterly.

But Du Anran immediately turned around and left the garden, and she went to Xin Zimo's room.

Sure enough, she found a bottle of sleeping pills by Xin Zimo's bedside, and she had already taken more than half of the medicine in the bottle.She opened the other drawers in his room, but fortunately, there was nothing unusual.

Except, the diary lying quietly in his bedside drawer.

Driven by curiosity, she took his diary.Although she knew it was not good, she could find some clues about him taking sleeping pills!

The date on the first page of the diary was the day her child died, and she remembered that day clearly.

On this page, he wrote: An Ran, I'm sorry, I didn't fulfill my responsibilities as a husband and a father.

His diary is very simple, with only one sentence per page.

For example: An Ran, it has been No.30 five days since you left, I miss you very much.

An Ran, it's late at night, I still can't sleep, can you hear what I want to say to you?
An Ran, I went to the place where you live and looked at you from a distance. I don't know if it's been like this for the rest of my life.I want to hold you and see you as soon as I open my eyes.

An Ran, do you know?I love you much.

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Du Anran cried, tears dripping on his diary.She never thought that this man would miss her so much after she left.

She thought that in the eyes of a man, women were just clothes after all, and the clothes were not as good as new. He would soon adapt to life without her, and soon be able to marry and have children with other women.

But he didn't...

He guarded her day by day, and he was waiting for her to come back.

Finally, he wrote in his diary half a month ago: Forgive me for breaking my promise, I really can't be a stranger to you for the rest of my life.

Du Anran's hand holding the diary trembled slightly, and his diary was wet with tears.At first, it was just sobbing faintly, and then, she squatted down, and it became howling.

Covering her face with ten fingers, tears flowed from between her fingers, she was the only one in the quiet room like a lonely bird with broken wings.

A couple of generations throughout their lives, fighting for two ecstasy.

She never knew how much this man loved her until now.

Her eyes were already red from crying, and when she no longer had the strength to cry, she understood that she should smile.

She put his diary back where it was, but she took away the sleeping pills in his drawer.Really, she hasn't taken sleeping pills in the past four months, but he can't control himself.

Probably, how difficult it is to forget a person can only be known after experiencing it.

When Du Anran went downstairs again, she had already tidied herself up. She washed her face, and there were no traces of tears on her face.She found a coat in the closet and put it on. Although the weather was sunny, the temperature was still very low.

When she handed the sleeping pills to Alu, Alu's face was overflowing with excitement: "I knew Miss Du that you would not ignore it."

Du Anran smiled slightly: "If you see it again in the future, throw it all away."

"Okay, but I don't think there will be any more in the future!" Alu blinked. Although she was young, she didn't know everything.

Du Anran smiled, but did not speak again after all.

She went to the small river outside the villa to feed the carp for a while, the clouds were light and the wind was light, and the green hills were green.The fragrance of autumn chrysanthemums is everywhere, and the water surface is sparkling.

This small river is no longer as shallow as before. Sometimes Du Anran can see wide ripples on the water surface when he throws a stone into it.Du Anran didn't know if it was because of the fact that she was looking for a brooch here last time, but thinking of that incident, she still laughed out loud.

If the river had been as deep as it is now, she would never have found the brooch.

But these things are like the clouds and smoke of the past, drifting away, and then dispersed...

She was standing on the railing to feed the carp, and a group of red carp scrambled to grab food, and the water surface formed circle after circle of ripples.

Xin Zimo didn't come back until noon. Seeing that Du Anran hadn't left, he was taken aback at first, and then laughed.

"I thought you were leaving." He asked the driver to drive the car into the garage, and he got off first.

"You want me to leave in such a hurry, so I'll just leave, just in time for your driver to give me a ride." Du Anran stood by the railing and said.

"I didn't drive you away. I thought you were going to lose my temper with me."

He walked to her side, he saw that she was quite gentle today, maybe she was in a good mood?

"I should lose my temper with you, why didn't you take me to play in the morning?" Du Anran raised his head and asked.

Xin Zimo listened to her question and smiled: "I saw you were sleeping soundly, so I couldn't bear to wake you up. I will make it up to you next time."

"What about the afternoon? What are your plans for the afternoon?"

"Well... There is no arrangement, it's up to you." Xin Zimo saw that Du Anran was so well-behaved today, and he was a little uncomfortable. It was Ouyang Pei who was stimulated yesterday, not her.

"The weather is so good today, why don't you go fishing here later? I see that the fish in your pond have grown fatter." Du Anran looked down while holding the railing.

"Sure! I haven't fished for a long time, but no matter how long I haven't fished, I'm definitely better than you." Xin Zimo laughed.

"How can you be better than me in everything, I don't believe you can't do it without you." Du Anran pouted.

"Of course there are things I don't know, such as... having a baby." Xin Zimo lowered his head and whispered in her ear.

Du Anran knew that this man would be brilliant if given some sunshine.She touched him with her elbow: "if you take advantage of me again, I will ignore you."

In fact, Xin Zimo regretted it when she said it, but Du Anran was probably in a good mood today, she didn't think of the lost child.

Xin Zimo didn't mention it again, he said: "Then we can compete in the afternoon, and the winner can make any request, how about it?"

"Okay, let's compete fairly!" Du Anran said.

Du Anran didn't believe that she was really inferior to Xin Zimo in everything. She learned a lot of fishing skills from her uncle when she was young.

Her father is very busy and doesn't play with her very much, so she learned a lot from her uncle.

Thinking of her uncle, she couldn't help but sigh in her heart. It's been almost a year since he passed away.

After a year of precipitation, the big right and wrong in the past slowly fell to the bottom, and all the past has become the past.

In the afternoon, it was sunny and warm in autumn, Du Anran changed into a cape and a hat.The sun shone on her body, giving her the warmth of wanting to sleep.

She likes this kind of life, very slowly.

There is no boring report making in the office, and no troubles when writing paperwork. You don't need to use any brains, just enjoy it.

The surrounding air is like the fragrance of tea spreading out, wrapped in the aroma of autumn chrysanthemum and hibiscus, refreshing.

Du Anran and Xin Zimo sat side by side. Xin Zimo had everything here. He prepared fishing rods and various things for her.

However, she just put the hook into the water, and when she saw a fish was about to take the bait, her mobile phone rang.So Du Anran had no choice but to throw the fishing rod to answer the phone, it turned out that it was Liu Wanwan who called.

"Sister An Ran, are you still used to living there?"

Liu Wanwan knew that she had moved to another city, but Du Anran never told her exactly where.Liu Wanwan didn't understand the reason at first, but she didn't know until a month later that An Ran was pregnant and the child was gone...

"I live quite well, do you have any happy event to tell me?" Du Anran asked.

Later, they were afraid that she would feel uncomfortable, so they usually only told her about happy things, and they knew that she was busy with work, so they would not bother her under normal circumstances.

"I... Sister An Ran... I plan to get married next month."

In fact, Liu Wanwan was still very hesitant, she didn't know if this matter would affect Du Anran.However, when discussing with Sun Ping yesterday, Sun Ping still encouraged her to call Du Anran.

In fact, she has been pregnant for more than a month, but she was afraid that mentioning her pregnancy would make Du Anran uncomfortable, so she kept it a secret for the time being.

"Really? I thought you would get married in the next year. It's a bit sudden. I have to prepare a big red envelope." Du Anran was really happy for Liu Wanwan.

She said that we should all be happy.Now that she has met her happiness, Du Anran wishes her sincerely.

"Thank you, Sister An Ran, Sister An Ran...Actually, I really want you to be my bridesmaid..."

Liu Wanwan's best friend in City A is Du Anran, but she left the city center after a miscarriage, and now she doesn't even know where she lives.She is really afraid that the relationship with her will gradually fade for the rest of her life...

(End of this chapter)