give me years of peace

Chapter 399 Her Choice
Xin Zimo felt inexplicably irritated. He hated this feeling very much. He didn't like others to force him.

Du Anran understands Xin Zimo's thoughts. It's not that she doesn't know the Chi family's kindness to the Xin family. Xin Zimo probably doesn't really want Chi Xue to die.

But now, the hospital can't find a suitable blood source at all.

Cui Hao really didn't lie to them. If she didn't save her, Chi Xue might really be overwhelmed.

"Mr. Cui, please sign..." The little nurse tremblingly handed Cui Hao the paper and pen.

Cui Hao refused to sign. He couldn't count how many documents he had signed this morning.

"Boss Xin, Du..."

Cui Hao still wanted to speak, but Du Anran interrupted him: "You must know the reason why I didn't save Chi Xue. Drawing a little blood is not a big deal to me, but I just want to say that she owes Chi Xue It’s not a pity to pay for mine with my life.”

Du Anran's voice was not loud, but it sounded like a fatal blow to Cui Hao.

He can understand Du Anran's mood. From the perspective of a father, he is still reluctant to part with his child, not to mention that as a mother, Du Anran once lost her child so painfully...

"Miss Du, I don't know what I can tell you to agree to Chi Xue, but she is my wife, and I will keep begging you until you agree..." Cui Hao lowered his head.

Du Anran's chest was in pain, and the autumn sun dazzled her eyes.

If Xin Zimo hadn't grabbed her hand, she wondered if she would not be able to face this sudden situation.

The choice between morality and conscience, how should she choose...

"Mr. Cui, please sign it..." The little nurse was still urging Cui Hao.

The little nurse didn't know what happened, she still had panic on her face.She glanced at Du Anran from time to time, and at Cui Hao from time to time.

She saw Du Anran's face was confused, Xin Zimo's face was livid, and Cui Hao's was filled with endless pain and grief.

The little nurse didn't dare to interrupt easily, but Cui Hao refused to sign, so she had no way to explain.

"Cui Hao, I can donate blood to Chi Xue, not because of her, but because of you and the child." Du Anran said softly.

After all, she compromised, she didn't dare to have too much hope for Chi Xue, and she also knew that it was impossible for Xin Zimo to be so cruel to Chi Xue, because after all, it was Xin's mother's fault.

But, only this time.

"Cui Hao, remember what you said, take Chi Xue away, I don't want to see her again." Du Anran said.

Her voice drifted into Cui Hao's ears, as light as a gentle wind, but it gave Cui Hao quite a shock.

He nodded and agreed: "I will do what I say."

Du Anran looked up at Xin Zimo and said, "Zimo..."

Xin Zimo frowned. Although she had a lot of reluctance, he would respect the decision she made.

She smiled at him, not too confused, just like the maple leaves in late autumn, gorgeous and intoxicating.

"Mr. Cui..." the little nurse spoke again.

Du Anran interrupted her: "No need to rush, my blood type is suitable, I can donate blood."

The little nurse was stunned for a moment, and then happily said: "That's great, miss, you come up with me, this is all right, Miss Chi is saved!"

Du Anran nodded to Xin Zimo, motioning for him to let go, but Xin Zimo refused to let go: "I'll accompany you up."

Du Anran had no choice but to follow him: "That's fine."

Xin Zimo and Du Anran walked towards the hospital together, and Cui Hao's pale face turned red, as if he had suffered a serious illness.

He was sitting slumped on the ground. Seeing that Xin Zimo had left, his brothers came up to support him and shouted, "Brother Cui."

Cui Hao waved his hand: "Do you think I'm worth it?"

"As long as it's what you think is right, there's nothing worth it or not," someone said.

Cui Hao wiped the sweat off his face, and looked up at the sky: "I hope I'm right."

Du Anran followed the little nurse upstairs, because there was no elevator and the stairs here were quite remote, Du Anran was unavoidably a little scared.

She didn't like places like hospitals, but this corridor was still very dark.

But fortunately, Xin Zimo kept holding her hand, so that she wouldn't panic like that.

Last year, she donated blood to Chi Xue once, and this year, for the second time.Things in the world seem to be reincarnated, but she never thought that she and Xin Zimo could still be together.

When we arrived at the blood drawing room, the scene there made Du Anran's heart tremble slightly, it seemed familiar.

How could Xin Zimo not feel her trembling, he grabbed her hand and said softly: "An Ran, you can still go back on your word..."

Du Anran smiled slightly: "Since you have promised others, how can you go back on it. Just like you, you will walk with me in the future after you promise, and you can't go back on it."

He secretly squeezed her hand: "Yes, how can you go back on what you promised... I will walk with you all the way in this life."

"Then I'll go..." Du Anran let go of his hand.

Xin Zimo nodded.

Du Anran followed the little nurse into the blood drawing room, and when the needle pierced her arm, she gritted her teeth.

Xin Zimo stood outside the blood draw room, and the past vividly came to mind.What he owed her in the past, he will spend his whole life slowly making up for it. In this life, she is his only everything.

He has been guarding outside the blood draw room, his eyes are deep, and the light penetrating through the glass stretches his shadow very long...

It wasn't until the door of the blood drawing room opened again, and the moment Du Anran came out, that he rushed over eagerly.

Du Anran was pressing the needle hole with an alcohol cotton ball, and a little nurse was behind her helping her to hold the coat.

Xin Zimo took Du Anran's coat, put it on for her, and put his arms around her shoulders.

"Does it hurt?" he asked.

"It doesn't hurt, just a mosquito bite." Du Anran pretended to be calm.

In fact, she has been afraid of those needles and instruments since she was a child. It is a lie to say that there is no pain. She is quite afraid of pain.

"This is the last time." Xin Zimo said.

Du Anran also nodded: "In the future, I won't be willing to bear this hardship by myself."

Xin Zimo hugged Du Anran and planned to go downstairs, but Cui Hao had already come up when he was walking in the corridor.

Seeing that Du Anran had finished donating blood, he expressed his gratitude: "Miss Du, I have wronged you, thank you."

Du Anran shook his head: "Just remember what you said."

"Definitely." Cui Hao said.

Du Anran finally saw a trace of relief on Cui Hao's face, his hanging heart finally fell down!Du Anran's feelings are a bit complicated at this time, she thinks that Cui Hao is just a pitiful person.

"Let's go." Xin Zimo said to Du Anran, he no longer wanted to stay in this place.

Du Anran suddenly wanted to see Chi Xue's child, she hesitated for a moment, then said to Cui Hao: "Can I...can you see your child?"

Xin Zimo was stunned for a moment, but what followed immediately was heart-wrenching discomfort.

Cui Hao was also taken aback, but immediately nodded: "Yes, of course."

Du Anran followed Cui Hao, and Xin Zimo silently accompanied Du Anran.

When seeing the sweet smile of the baby in the incubator, Du Anran also smiled.

All the unhappiness of this day is like being blown away by the wind, and the rain is over.The baby's smile is so pure and beautiful, like a clear pearl, shining with dazzling luster.

Du Anran hasn't touched a baby for a long time. She once touched her belly and imagined what her child would look like in the future, but that child finally left her...

Thinking of this, the corners of Du Anran's curved lips dropped again, and her eyes were filled with disappointment again.

Xin Zimo knew very well what Du Anran was thinking at this moment, his heart was not hurting, he didn't even know the existence of that child.

He is an unqualified husband, and even more so, an unqualified father.

At this moment, he could only put his arms around Du Anran's waist, and he wanted to tell her that from now on, there will be no such ups and downs.

Du Anran felt the warmth of his big hand. She rested her head on Xin Zimo's shoulder. The baby in the incubator was still smiling. Although her eyes hadn't opened yet, she was as small as a kitten. .

"His hand is moving!" Du Anran pointed at the little guy.

Xin Zimo also smiled: "He is waving to you!"

The disappointment on Du Anran's face gradually dissipated. Perhaps, she will have a lovely child in the future.

After standing for a while, Du Anran reluctantly left.

While sitting in Xin Zimo's car, she became taciturn again, not knowing what to say.

"An Ran, let's have a baby too..." Xin Zimo said when the car drove halfway.

Du Anran was looking into the distance, she bit her lip, then lowered her head silently.

"I'm really afraid that I won't be able to fulfill my responsibilities as a mother." She said quietly.

For that child, she was not wrong.When I was pregnant with that child, I was admitted to the hospital because I failed to take care of myself several times.

She is not a qualified mother either. Now, she is afraid, she is afraid that she will not be able to take good care of a child.

"I was not by your side before, but not now, An Ran, we want a child of our own, I will love him, and use my strength in this life to protect you mother and child."

"Let's go with fate..." Du Anran said calmly, looking out of the window.

After all, it's only been half a year since she lost that child, and she still can't get used to the arrival of another child, or in other words, she's not ready yet.

Xin Zimo will not force her, since she said to follow the fate, he will listen to her.If she doesn't want children for the rest of her life, he will listen to her.

When Xin Zimo sent Du Anran back to the rented house, Du Anran picked up her phone and found that her phone had been blown up.

Most of them are from Feng Jing, he must be concerned about why she didn't come to work.

Du Anran didn't answer the call either, he packed his things and planned to walk to Zhongye.Anyway, she lived not far from Zhongye, so it would definitely be inconvenient for Xin Zimo to send her there.

Xin Zimo can do whatever she wants, she doesn't want to disclose his relationship with her now, so he just waits.They had already obtained the certificate, so what else could he not wait for?

Du Anran hurried to Zhongye's office building, and apologized to Feng Jing as soon as he got up.

(End of this chapter)