give me years of peace

Chapter 68

"No, in this life, I will only love you alone." Jin Shaonan looked at her calmly, there was no condemnation in his eyes, but only countless tenderness.

Under the autumn sun, Du Anran looked at Jin Shaonan helplessly, why is he still so stupid, he can clearly see the ways of the world in this world, but he doesn't know anything about his own world.

Du Anran in college was innocent and simple, but after so much tempering, she had already smoothed her edges and corners. The once stubborn Du Anran had learned to compromise with life.Being with Jin Shaonan can remind her of her former self, the innocent self.But the more beautiful it was before, the more cruel it is now...

In fact, what is the difference between her now and those girls who accompany drinks at the bar, for the sake of making a living, she can sell anything.There is nothing worthy of Jin Shaonan's love for her like this...

"Jin Shaonan, don't be stupid, okay, I've been lying to you, do you know that! I pretended to be the same as before, to deceive your favor, to win your sympathy, but in fact I was using you , using your father’s power to take back Shihe! I’m not the simple woman you imagined, I’ve been using you all the time!” Du Anran said a lot in one breath, and from then on, Shaonan, you will leave me Far away, you are so good, you deserve a better girl to love, not a woman like her.

"You can't fool me." Jin Shaonan was as calm as ever, "I'll wait for the day when you change your mind. On the day I proposed to you, I could see the look in your eyes and your heart, which cannot be faked."

Yes, how much she wants to be able to feel at ease, like an ordinary person, to live a stable life, go to work on weekdays, and go out for sightseeing with her husband and children during vacations.Her wishes are so ordinary and insignificant, but just these, she will never have any more in this life...

"It's such a good show of a concubine's love, I'm on the verge of tears." Xin Zimo applauded lukewarmly, but kept looking at Du Anran, with a mocking arc on his lips.

Just when Xin Zimo was about to get close to Du Anran, Jin Shaonan blocked him and looked at Xin Zimo with hostility, but he was talking to Du Anran behind him: "Anran, this man who made you bruised and bruised, you still count on him Can I be nice to you?"

"Shaonan, even if I reject you today, I will never be with this man. I will never forget the pain he gave me, and I will never forgive him and trust him." Du Anran still has reason , she can't forget who cut her heart severely.

Xin Zimo's heart was deeply touched. It turned out that he tried to save all this, but it was of no avail at all, and she was not moved by what he said.She won't have him in her heart anymore... If he died in the water just now, wouldn't she still be able to forgive him...

The cold autumn wind blows on the body, which is piercingly cool.Du Anran, who had just come out of the water, was blown by the cold wind and sneezed heavily.She didn't want to stand in the courtyard anymore, walked desperately into the house, and closed the door of the house again with a "bang".

She soaked herself in the bathtub, but as soon as she closed her eyes, it was Xin Zimo's face.He kissed her until she had nowhere to escape...

Du Anran buried her face in the water, she wanted to wash away all the memories related to him, but all these were like brand marks, the more they washed, the deeper they were...

In the courtyard, only Xin Zimo and Jin Shaonan were left, as well as the lonely flowers and plants in the courtyard.Bai Ruyun likes to grow flowers. Although it is a rented house, she has decorated it like a flower city.

Hibiscus flowers are in full bloom, with large and large ones swaying in the wind, while small daisies are blooming all over the courtyard, with bright colors.As soon as the wind blows, the fragrance of flowers and loneliness sweeps across the sky.

Xin Zimo and Jin Shaonan had nothing to say. Xin Zimo stood in the yard for a while and then strode away. Jin Shaonan wanted Du Anran to be alone, so he just sighed and left. gone.

The courtyard, which was originally quiet, regained its former tranquility now, only the birds were chirping non-stop on the trees.

Xin Zimo's sudden return home startled Xu's mother, and she was even more surprised when she saw him drenched all over: "Master, where have you been? How did you make it like this..."

She hurriedly brought clean clothes for Xin Zimo to change, and went to put the bath water for him. She was so busy that she said, "Master, go take a bath quickly, don't catch a cold!"

Xin Zimo didn't say a word, just walked into the bathroom silently. He turned on the water to the maximum and rinsed vigorously, as if he wanted to wash away all the bad memories.

Xu's mother didn't know what happened, and she didn't dare to call Xin's mother, so she had to take the clothes Xin Zimo had changed to wash.In fact, in these years, Xin Zimo has never been happy. She has been in the Xin family for so long, and she has always been anxious in her eyes.

This child has suffered too much pressure and responsibility, and has carried too many burdens. His psychological burden is far beyond that of his peers.She could see that Xin Zimo didn't want to go home. Every time he saw Xin's mother, he felt more guilty...

This kid is too thoughtful, but he never tells anyone.Madam Xu shook her head.

When Madam Xu had washed all the clothes and prepared dinner, Xin Zimo still did not come out.Standing at the door of the bathroom, she could only hear the splashing of the water.

Afraid of something unexpected happening to Xin Zimo, she had to knock on the bathroom door: "Master, are you all right? Dinner is ready."

No response, still only the sound of water.Mama Xu had no choice but to raise her voice: "Young master, young master!"

Finally, the water stopped, and a cold response came from inside: "Understood."

Xu Ma let out a sigh of relief, and went to the restaurant to clean up the table again.At this moment, Mother Xin and Chi Xue came back talking and laughing. Chi Xue still had several pockets hanging on her arms, returning with a full load.

"Auntie, thank you very much today, thanks to your help!" Chi Xue said while laughing.

"One family doesn't talk about two families, so don't be so polite in the future." Xin's mother also smiled, "Tomorrow I will find some people to help you take care of the shop. If you choose a good day, you can open it!"

"I still have to say thank you. Without your aunt's help, I really don't know when I would be able to open the shop!" Chi Xue held Mother Xin's hand like a mother and daughter.

When Xu Ma saw them, she thought of Xin Zimo, who was silent and full of thoughts, and sighed heavily in comparison.

"Xu Ma, Xu Ma!" Xin's mother stopped her, "Is dinner ready?"

"Oh, oh, it's all ready." Xu Ma forced a smile and walked to the kitchen again.

"Xu Mama seems to have something on her mind today..." Chi Xue looked at Xu Mama's back and said suspiciously.

"Maybe it's about her son's work. She's been annoyed recently, but I told Zimo that I will definitely help her son arrange a good job." Mother Xin didn't care.

"Maybe!" Chi Xue changed out of her slippers after entering the door, but accidentally saw Xin Zimo's shoes on the shoe rack, "Auntie, is brother Zimo back?"

Xin's mother threw the big and small bags on the sofa: "Impossible, your Brother Zimo won't come back until seven o'clock in the evening."

Just when Chi Xue thought she was wrong, Xin Zimo walked out of the bathroom wrapped in a towel after taking a shower.He didn't even bother to say hello, he went straight upstairs to his room.

"Zimo!" Mother Xin saw him and hurriedly called him back, "Why are you back so early today?"

Xin Zimo didn't answer, as if he didn't hear what Xin's mother said.

It wasn't until Xin Zimo closed the door that Xin's mother curled her lips unhappily: "It's true that the bigger you are, the less sensible you are!"

"Auntie, Brother Zimo seems to have something on his mind..."

"What's on his mind? It's probably because of some difficult problems in one of the company's projects."

"Oh, maybe. Shall I call Brother Zimo down for dinner?"

"No, after a while, when he gets better, you send him up." Mother Xin smiled at Chi Xue.

"I..." Chi Xue lowered her head, "Well, I'll send it to Brother Zimo later."

"Xiaoxue, there is a saying that goes well, you get the moon first if you are close to the water. Do you understand what I mean?" Mother Xin fondled Chi Xue's hair, "No matter how many flowers and plants Zimo has outside, you are them Incomparable."

"But..." Chi Xue had great concerns, "But I'm not good enough for Brother Zimo, he's too good...and I...have nothing..."

"Who said that? Once the store opens, you can live the life you want with your own efforts. Who dares to say that you are not. Besides, you have studied in the UK for many years. You need to be talented and have a good appearance. If you have a personality, it's really hard to find someone with a lantern." Xin's mother is very satisfied with Chi Xue, or in other words, she has never forgotten the kindness that Chi's family gave to Xin's family many years ago.

Chi Xue stopped talking, but there was always a knot in her heart, and that was Du Anran.

She will never forget that night in Du's villa, he yelled at her, and he regarded those wedding photos as treasures.Maybe others can't see his kindness to Du Anran, but only see his killing of the Du family, but everything is clearly in her eyes.

During the dinner, Xin Zimo did not come down. Chi Xue ate for a while, and seemed to remember something: "Oh, Auntie, look at my memory, last time you asked me to go to Du's villa to pick some precious sapphire chrysanthemums and rouge Some snow, I seem to have forgotten."

"Look at you, you must be too busy these days. You must pick some of the best plants in a few days and put them on the opening ceremony. They will definitely add a lot of glory."

"Are the Du family's sapphire chrysanthemums and Rouge Dianxue really so beautiful?" Chi Xue was dubious.

"It is said that Bai Ruyun liked it very much back then. Du Yuanheng entrusted someone to find it specially. It took a lot of effort and a lot of money. The key point is that these two kinds of flowers are very hard to find, especially the flower seeds of Bai Ruyun. It is one in a million. When it comes to Bai Ruyun, the thing I admire the most is probably the gardening of flowers and plants." Mother Xin said indifferently.

"Then I really want to open my eyes." Chi Xue said with a smile.

"I heard that the Du family doesn't have a few plants in total. They haven't been taken care of for so long, and I don't know if the flowers are still alive."

"But...the shop can't get away these few days, I'm afraid I really don't have time to move the flowers." Chi Xue looked regretful, "I'll find a few workers to help move it tomorrow, just because I'm afraid someone will break the flower pot carelessly .”

"That's not easy, anyway, your aunt is idle, I'll help you go there tomorrow." Mother Xin smiled and took it.

"Then I can rest assured!" Chi Xue was very happy.

"Come on, eat more, and remember to deliver food to Zimo later." Xin's mother kept picking up vegetables for Chi Xue.

"Okay, I'll remember, thank you auntie."

"Why are you polite, this child..." Mother Xin smiled dotingly.

It was a cool night, and it was all dark early.After Mama Xu cleared the table, Chi Xue specially cooked some special dishes by herself.After so many days of observation, she already knew what Xin Zimo liked to eat and what he didn't like to eat.

There may be setbacks on the road of love, but she thought, if you don't try hard, how can you easily end...

(End of this chapter)