The rich and powerful: the first lady of Mo Shao

Chapter 147 Cold words, is that you?

She, never heard of it again!

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At ten o'clock in the evening, Leng Yan was searching for the latest news about Xiao Jingnan with his laptop in the bedroom.

The salvage team searched the surface of the river for several days, but only found a white sneaker. The media speculated that Xiao Jingnan's body had sunk to the bottom of the river. There were many headlines on the Internet, "Xiao Nanshen saved people from death, no bones left", "New Era Idol The fall of the super male god" and the offensive news that denounced her for harming others and herself.

She watched her Weibo area full of curses, and her words were even more violent than after the drug scandal was exposed.

"Give me back the Goddess Xiao! Give me back the Goddess Xiao! I strongly demand that the scandalous girl die to apologize!"

"You're the most scumbag girl I've ever seen. She pulls my male god into various shows, cheats our loyal fans' feelings, but secretly acts like a scumbag, hooks up with a financial backer and wants to use her belly to get her position. Miscarriage is simply heaven. Open your eyes, I curse you for never having a child."

"Isn't the backstage really tough? After the accident, why didn't the benefactor come out and admit it? He was abandoned! Do you think that with a white lotus face, you can deceive the public? The public's eyes are sharp, I've seen through you a long time ago~ Mom is a scheming lady!"

"You are such a good-for-nothing scum, calling you a dirty mouth! My good life is in your hands, you don't want to live a happy life! You have to cover yourself tightly when you go out, otherwise I'll see you once and hit you once."

"..."

Leng Yan stopped holding the mouse and stared at the screen, but couldn't see anything clearly.

She didn't want to cry, she didn't want to cry at all, but when she thought about it in her heart, her body often reacted in the opposite direction. Tears were already in circles in her eyes. It flowed back, but at the moment of sucking it in, it choked, tears spurted out from the sockets of the eyes, and spilled on the keyboard.

Finally, she couldn't help it, and in this empty room, she let herself go and burst into tears.

Looking back on her journey in this circle, it seems that it has always been bumpy. Before she climbed too high, she was pulled down one after another, and now the scandals entangled in her forced her There is no way out.

She finally understood that this circle is not about getting in when she wants, let alone getting out when she wants.

Sometimes, she really wishes she was a snail, she could have a shell to shrink herself, and avoid the indiscriminate bombardment of her from the outside world.

Or, like a hedgehog, nobody can hurt her.

But she has neither a shell nor a thorn. In fact, she is more like a soft persimmon, anyone can pinch it casually.

Thinking of the time when she fell into the water, it was because she chased Zhao Xiaomin that the subsequent series of things happened.

But when her miscarriage was exposed, Zhao Xiaomin quickly became the victim and received all kinds of sympathy from the public.Everyone agreed that she was maliciously pushed into the water because Zhao Xiaomin found out that she was pregnant. Coerced into a scapegoat.

For a while, she became a scheming girl, a vicious girl in the public's mouth, and successfully helped Zhao Xiaomin to "rehabilitate".

Should she hate Zhao Xiaomin?Of course not, she asked for all of this, but if she was asked to make a new choice now, she still couldn't ignore Zhao Xiaomin's death that night.

Therefore, she can't blame others, she wants to keep the child, and she wants to save the person. Although the consequences are unpredictable, she will bear it after all.

It's just that there is one more person, a man, which she didn't expect at all.

What weighs on her is the public's criticism and abuse, and what weighs on her heart is indeed a debt that may be hard to let go.

Love and hate are a scar given by the other party. No matter how deep the wound is, it can eventually repair itself with the passage of time, but the debt is like a thorn in the heart. The heart and flesh became one, and it grew into a tumor, which became a mental "terminal disease" and there was no cure.

She remembered what Xiao Jingnan said jokingly before, "Don't forget about me! Otherwise my fans will surround you and beat you up."

She will never forget, in this life, she will never forget.

……

He fell asleep on the keyboard in a daze, and when he woke up, he found himself lying on the bed in the bedroom. He sat up in a startled start, stretched out his hand and turned on the desk lamp in the room, looked around, and found that She was alone in the room.

She climbed out of bed, tiptoed to the bedroom door, gently opened the door, and glanced at the study next door, and found that the study door was different from usual, it was tightly locked.

So... he didn't come back at night?

But she was lying on the table in the bedroom, how did she climb onto the bed?
Is it...

She clutched her chest, cold sweat creeping up her forehead, her body froze for a moment, she felt a gust of wind coming from her back, her five fingers were tightly clenched, hanging down by her side, not daring to turn her head.

A slight air current hit the back of her neck, she lowered her head very low, her eyes fixed on the upper of her shoe, her legs trembled like they were following a vibrator.

"Go away, go away—" she murmured in her heart.

A pair of hands suddenly landed on her shoulders, and she let out an "ah" in fright, and immediately knelt down, put her hands on top of her head, and buried her face in her knees, "I have no grievances with you, don't come to me...don't Come find me..."

The figure behind her circled around her eyes, and a pair of leather shoes fell into her slightly squinted eyes. She was stunned for a few seconds, then suddenly realized something, and slowly raised her face, "You...you're back?"

As if he didn't hear her, he went straight to the bedroom, and she quickly got up from the ground and walked in behind him.

She was standing behind Mo Qing, just about to ask him where he went that night, when Mo Qing turned around suddenly, and handed her a card, "This is to compensate you, don't come here anymore."

"Compensation?" Leng Yan was startled by the word.

She hadn't realized the meaning of Mo Qing's words, but Mo Qing explained calmly: "Child."

child?Shaking his head coldly, "I don't need it."

If she accepts it, won't she really respond to the hot discussion on the Internet, and she wants to use her child to take the position?
The child was her own, and the miscarriage was her own fault. All of this has nothing to do with this man, the only thing that matters is that this child has half of the man's genes.

"If you want to have a good time, then accept it." Mo Qing held her hanging hand and forced it into her palm.

She opened her mouth, but couldn't even utter a word of rebuttal.

Threatening her again?But she was powerless against his threats every time.

She squeezed the card in her hand, watched him turn and leave, and giggled a few times.

Mo Qing, who was walking on the aisle, heard her laugh like self-deprecating, lowered his eyes for a few seconds, as if sighing helplessly, but opened his eyes after a few seconds, with a faint bitter smile looming in his eyes.

It's better to laugh than to cry, he thought.

Just a few hours ago, when he came back, he found her crying, lying on the keyboard, as if trapped in a nightmare, sobbing and crying, and kept calling a name, Xiao Jingnan.

Hearing her call another man's name from her mouth would make his heart throb a little bit, but now he has no right to be jealous!
Thinking of the past, he often heard Leng Yan calling his name in his sleep, over and over again, obviously with eagerness, but at that time, he couldn't hear it, he thought, she must hate him so much, so That voice must have been resentful.

But now, when she heard her calling another man's name, and the tone was so similar to when she called him before, he realized that maybe, he was wrong from the beginning, and made her a scapegoat. In the end, I found out that I was a big joke.

"Let him go, let yourself go too!" He thought of Qin Suyun's words, which turned out to be somewhat reasonable, but because it was said by the woman, he couldn't forgive her.

He hated a few people in his life, but hated them not thoroughly, loved a few people, but found that in the end it was all his own wishful thinking.

His mother, his sister, and the people he likes all turned to others, and he couldn't tolerate betrayal, especially if the betrayed was someone he cared about.

If he could be more ruthless, would he rather be broken than broken, would he be more comfortable?

He thought about it before, but he couldn't do it after all. Compared with watching them suffer, he found that his pain was no less than theirs.

So, let him suffer alone!

……

Before opening her eyes in the morning, Leng Yan heard the sound of footsteps walking and objects colliding downstairs. She hurriedly got up, and before she had time to change her clothes, she glanced downstairs, but saw a group of people in work clothes. The man moved the sofa, tables and chairs, and Secretary Zhang standing in the center of the living room was giving instructions.

Is this moving?

She ran back to the bedroom, changed her clothes, washed up hastily, and went downstairs with her bag.

Seeing Leng Yan, Secretary Zhang smiled and came over to say hello, "Ms. Leng, good morning!"

"What is this for?" Leng Yan looked at the people who were coming and going, and asked curiously.

"The chairman wants to renovate the house. He will go abroad soon, so I will be responsible for the house decoration." Secretary Zhang reported as a routine.

What's the point of decorating a house for no reason?She was so puzzled in her heart, but she didn't ask again, "I'm leaving first." She smiled at Secretary Zhang subtly, pulled the bag strap that had slipped off her shoulder to her shoulder, turned around and walked out of the Mo residence.

When she reached the Baiyue intersection, she found several people around her looking at her intentionally or unintentionally. She smiled awkwardly, took out a pair of large sunglasses from her bag and put them on her face.When she passed by the school gate, she saw her head teacher Yang Yun head-on. Yang Yun probably didn't see her. Turning sideways, eyes moved across the road.

"Let's talk again when we have time!"

Yang Yun said goodbye to the female teacher with a smile, passed by her, and when her footsteps fell behind her, she breathed heavily and was about to leave when she heard Yang Yun's voice floating, "Leng Yan, is it you?"

(End of this chapter)