The rich and powerful: the first lady of Mo Shao

Chapter 153 Mo Qing's Letter
Three months later, she decided to leave the city, because Xiao Jingnan had already appeared in front of the media, she didn't want to have any entanglement with him, and she didn't want to harm anyone anymore.

In the cabin, she met Qin Suyun. In fact, she had vaguely guessed that this woman was probably Mo Qing's mother.

Before she could open her mouth to ask, Qin Suyun explained the ins and outs of the matter.

She is indeed Mo Qing's biological mother. After marrying Mo Qing's father, she fell in love with Shi Ronghai, the chairman of Xingteng Company, which was not as large and powerful as Tianchuang at the time, and abandoned her for the so-called love. She gave birth to her own pair of dragon and phoenix fetuses.

Over the years, Mo Qing hated her terribly.

Therefore, she could only silently watch him from behind, be proud of him seeing him doing well in the mall, and be happy for him seeing that he has someone she loves.

"Aunt Qin, you're wrong, he doesn't love me." The cold words interrupted what she thought was the truth.

"You don't know him," Qin Suyun shook his head and denied, "He is a person who doesn't show his feelings, maybe it's because I abandoned him back then that made him sensitive and suspicious, so that all these years, he has always been around him. No other girl has appeared, you are the first girl to appear beside him, I have never seen him look at a girl so intently and earnestly, I believe and firmly believe that he loves you, it is a pity that you are destined No share."

not fated?

What fate?From the beginning to the end, the relationship between them was an out-and-out relationship that was destined not to be favored by others. No one would understand how she was abused by him back then.

But she just fell in love with such a mentally abnormal sadist amidst his bit by bit of abuse. She is really sick, and there is no cure.

"Aunt Qin, some things are not what you see, in fact..." She wanted to deny Qin Suyun's analysis, but Qin Suyun took out a stack of letters from her bag.

She was startled for a moment, isn't that what she threw into the mailbox back then?
He didn't lose it.

"Dear senior... dear Mo Qing... dear person..."

She liked to call her that, of course only in letters, because he would never know who she was.

Looking through her letters back then, she just thought she was ridiculous and ignorant, but at the end of the letters, it was a reply letter from him.

A letter that was never sent.

Dear girl:
It has been 6 years, you have changed, I have also changed, and I dare not love you anymore, I think you will hate me more and more!

This is also good, whenever you grit your teeth and hate me, my heart will feel a little more comfortable.

You don't smile at me anymore, like you did back then, laughing foolishly and naively, of course, all this is caused by me.

Seeing you cry, I am impatient. Although you don't say a word, you use your crying to accuse me. This makes me feel a little bit guilty, but after thinking about it, I feel that you You deserve it, the road is your choice, and you have to go on even crying.

I was so cruel, but I never realized it.

I thought that torturing you like this would make my heart happy, but you will never know that every time I see your obedient and obedient expression, I am not happy at all.

Sometimes, I will fantasize that we can get along like ordinary couples, hug you, kiss you, and love from the bottom of our hearts.

Of course, this shameless thought only appeared for a dozen seconds, and it would be quickly wiped out.

In the past two years, I was tired. After you got drunk before graduation, you accused me strongly and unwillingly. I suddenly realized that I was too tired. I wanted to end this unclear relationship between us. .

But when I saw you appearing in front of me again, desperate and pitiful, at that moment, I didn't know why I was so proud, maybe I felt that I could finally use you with dignity and for granted.

Why after letting you go, I have the idea of ​​keeping you again!I attribute all this to novelty, because in this way, I can be irresponsible.

But all of this seems unreasonable, because from the beginning until now, I have no intention of being responsible to you, but when I found out that you were pregnant, for the first time in my life, I had the idea of ​​wanting to be responsible.

I originally thought that after pregnancy, you would kill the child immediately, but what you did was beyond my expectation. You didn't. I can see from your eyes that you love this child very much.

I took it for granted that it was because of me.

However, you have never looked at me like you looked at your gradually swollen belly. I think, maybe I am being sentimental.

I thought that things would go on smoothly as I expected, but God didn’t do what I wanted, maybe God thinks that the sins I have done to you in this life are too deep to tolerate our children.

After your accident, I have been conflicted about whether I should see you or not.

But the overwhelming scandals made me hesitate. I would think of the time when you were helpless and desperate during the drug incident, so I finally decided not to go.

I thought, maybe you don't want to see me.

I thought, maybe someone is more suitable for you than me.

But something happened to the person who suits you. I don't want you to be helpless, but I can't let you rely on me, so I used a lot of tricks that rich people often use, and gave you a card, which can at least guarantee you for the rest of your life. No worries about food and clothing.

I think our fate is probably over. I once hurt you so badly, and completely killed all the possibility of falling in love.

However, I still want to say something to you, I love you, and I am glad to think that you don't know, and you will never know.

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(End of this chapter)