prosperous medical woman

Chapter 178 The Pain of the Causal Cycle

"Wait a minute..." The weak voice seemed to see hope, and it whispered in the dark corner, begging Bai Li and the others not to leave.

Lin Xuanzhi put the Shark Bead in the direction of the sound, and saw a protruding stone in a dark corner, behind the stone was a figure.

"Wanyan!" Bai Li exclaimed in surprise, and immediately ran to Mo Wanqiu's side.

Lu Guanyan leaned weakly on the stone, sweating profusely when she saw the corner of Bai Li's mouth smiling, as if she saw hope.Bai Li watched, and then noticed her swollen belly and legs with red blood stains.

"This is!"

Lu Guanyan nodded to Bai Li. "This is Lou Cheng's child."

Bai Li knelt down in surprise, and touched Lu Guanyan's stomach with her hand, no, the child is in danger!

Lu Guanyan grabbed Bai Li's arm with one hand, and looked at her pleadingly, "Please, save my child! Please."

No matter what Lou Cheng's child said, Bai Li should be rescued, but...

Bai Li shrank her hands in fear, she still remembered the death caused by her mistakes in modern times, the guilt in her heart came like a flood, Bai Li looked at Lu Guanyan and didn't know what to do.She didn't dare to do anything to save her...

"Please..." Lu Guanyan grabbed Bai Li's hand and accidentally rolled over and fell to the side.

"Wan Yan!" How could it be!Bai Li knew right away that Lu Guanyan had misunderstood her. How could she be such a petite person? The relationship with Lu Guanyan was more than deep. When she first came to the outside world, she met Lu Guanyan. Her face was cold and her heart was warm for her help. Bai Li kept it in her heart.How could she remember Lu Guanyan's hatred!Bai Li shook her head and denied, there were some things she couldn't say, who would believe that she was from another world!

"I know... I didn't treat you very well before, but the child is very innocent... I beg you, save him, he is Loucheng's only child! I beg you!" Tears pleaded with Bai Li, she was clearly hostile to Bai Li in the wandering village, she was so afraid that Bai Li would not save her child.The one stop in Jiangcheng made her lose Lou Cheng. She understood that there was only Bai Li in Lou Cheng's heart. No matter what she did, Lou Cheng only had Bai Li in her heart. As a woman, she should hate and blame Bai Li. Escaping from the dead, Lou Cheng's old subordinates all died in order to protect her, so they fled to this deep mountain and old forest.

It is far away from the outside world, so it is perfect to raise a baby here. She has prepared everything and waited for the arrival of this child, but she did not expect that an accident made her unable to clean up the mess.

The light outside the cave made her all vigilant, she thought she was going to die, and the enemy came and she and her child could not be saved.But it turned out to be Bai Li, was it the destiny destined by the heavens?One is the woman my husband misses so much, but I have no choice but to ask a rival in love for help, how sad it is.But as a mother, no matter how hard she wants to protect her child's life, even if she dies, it doesn't matter.

"No! It's not like that!" Bai Li grabbed Lu Guanyan's shoulders and forced her to relax and take a deep breath. At this moment, she couldn't get excited, the blood between her legs was getting more and more, and time was running out.

"Save the child...save the child..." Lu Guanyan gradually closed her eyes, but she was still thinking about saving her own child, and she held onto Bai Li with her pale hand.

Save her... She is powerless!
"A Li!" Lin Xuanzhi worriedly held Bai Li's shoulder and gave her infinite strength.

Bai Li closed her eyes in pain, she really wanted to help but she couldn't, really couldn't. "Ah Xuan, what should I do, what should I do!" Bai Li looked at Lin Xuanzhi helplessly, and the scenes on the operating table were still lingering in her mind.At that time, she was wearing a white coat, and the operating table was covered with blood. She was standing on the operating table dumbly with tools, and the nurse was yelling something that she couldn't hear clearly. The negligence turned into the death of one big and one small, full of guilt.

The moment she walked out of the ward, she was insulted and cast aside. The family members of the pregnant woman kept rushing towards her to kill her, and asked her to return her life. The pregnant mother cried and sat on the ground and kept calling the pregnant woman's name. She remembered the chaotic scene very clearly. , There was no blood on her hands, because she was wearing gloves, but why did she see so much blood on her hands, one life...not two lives because she died, gone, disappeared.

Later, as an obstetrician, she didn't even have the courage to save pregnant women.

"A Li..." Lin Xuanzhi hugged Bai Li tightly.

Lin Xuanzhi's call brought Bai Li back to his senses.Tears filled the eyes, big particles dripped down, crystal clear tears fell on the back of Bai Li's Lin Xuanzhi's hand, and slipped down all at once.

"Ah Xuan... I can't do it..."

"But Ah Li, if you can't do it, you have to do it even more. You have to overcome the demon in your heart, right? Lu Guanyan's belly is Lou Cheng's child. You know Lou Cheng's death best. Do you want to look at him? Did the only child die just like that? Now only you can save this child. No matter what happened before, it is the past. You are Bai Li, the apprentice of the genius doctor, and you are no longer the Bai Li of the past! You are more Believe in yourself!"

Bai Li looked at Lin Xuanzhi dully and murmured: "Believe in yourself..."

"Yes, you have to believe in yourself."

Bai Li glanced at Lu Guanyan, she was already unconscious and lying on the ground extremely weak.Struggling, agonizingly struggling inside, to save or not to save.Bai Li just took a step and then retracted, and the scenes of the past appeared in Bai Li's mind one by one.Fear made Bai Li dare not take another step.

Lin Xuanzhi looked at Bai Li's painful appearance. He didn't know Bai Li's past, but he saw the pain in her heart.Lin Xuanzhi hugged Bai Li and gave her full energy.

"The Baili I know is not like this. She dares to act, love, hate, and even conquer the world. She will not be afraid of the illness in her heart. She will definitely overcome it. This is Lou Cheng's child, we owe this child There are too many, the father of the child is dead, do you want to watch the mother of the child and the child die too?"

"No...no..." Bai Li kept shaking her head, no, she can't watch the child die, Lou Cheng died for her, this is Lou Cheng's child.Thinking of Lou Cheng's child, Bai Li immediately gained courage and motivation.

right!What A Xuan said was right, she wanted to overcome the fear in her heart.Why did she come to this world? Isn't it to save this life of the child and the pregnant woman? This is what Bai Li owes them.If this is the case now, how will she face that child and pregnant woman!
"I want to save the child." Bai Li said tremblingly.

(End of this chapter)