medical marriage

Chapter 149 Are you caring about me?
Yu Ziyao didn't expect to see her in the office, and couldn't help but froze for a moment.

Immediately, the sexy thin lips curled into a charming arc, a faint surprise like receiving an unexpected gift.

He walked towards her, stepping lightly for a moment.

He sat on the tea table with his arms crossed, quietly looking at her sleeping face.

It's been a long, long time since he saw her like this. After the incident in City S, he deliberately didn't look for her, and wanted to give her time to calmly think and let her reflect on her own mistakes.

But this little woman, knowing that she misunderstood him, still refuses to come to him to confess her mistake!Sometimes, he clearly felt that she was a very perceptive person, so simple that she didn't have any complicated thoughts.But most of the time, he found that he didn't understand her at all!He can't understand her, and he can't figure her out!

Could it be, as she said, the generation gap?

There is a big age difference between the two, has there really been an unbridgeable gap between them?He doesn't understand her world, she often thinks like a powerful and unconstrained style, and she yells all day long that she doesn't understand him, as if she can't understand him?
He stretched out his hand and gently touched her porcelain-like skin, but there was a trace of coolness from his fingertips.Yu Ziyao shook his head, stood up, took his coat from the hanger by the window, and covered her gently.

"Master?" Shi Youxi woke up with a start, looking at him sleepily, his memory was momentarily fragmented.

"Are you awake?" Yu Ziyao gathered the coat covering her body and raised his eyebrows. It seemed that he hadn't heard her call him that for a long time!Only then did I realize how much I missed her soft voice when she called him like that!
"I fell asleep? You came back, why didn't you wake me up?" Shi Youxi rubbed his eyes, sat up, and pulled the coat that belonged to him. cold.

"Sleep again!" Yu Ziyao stretched out his hand to smooth the hairy hair on the back for her, petting inadvertently revealed in his tone.

"Don't sleep anymore, I've come to find you something!" She shook her head, explaining her purpose.

"Well, let's talk." He sat down on the sofa opposite her, crossed his legs habitually, propped the elbow of one hand on the armrest of the sofa, and looked at her lightly.

"Are you finished?" She looked at him, thinking about how to speak better.

"En." He looked at her calmly, patiently not urging her.

"Isn't today a weekend? Are you still working overtime?" She still didn't find a suitable breakthrough to ask him about Xixi. He only rejected her once in the morning. Will he still refuse to tell her now as in the morning?
"Yeah." He still had a calm expression on his face, not in a hurry.

"Well...you don't even ask me what I need to ask you?" Shi Youxi was impatient with his "hmm" answer all the time, so he couldn't help pouting and asked displeasedly.

Seeing that she finally broke out, he smiled and asked her face: "What do you want from me?"

Only then did Shi Youxi smile with satisfaction, straightened his sitting posture, stretched out his index finger and middle finger, and said solemnly, "I came to see you for two things!"

"Oh?" Yu Ziyao became interested, and the corners of his lips raised slightly.

Seeing that his expression finally fluctuated, she began to beam with joy.

"First, I've considered what you mentioned to me on the phone, and it's not impossible to make it public, but I have one condition. If you agree, then I agree to make it public. If you don't agree, then I don't think we should It's good to make it public, if you want to get a divorce in the future..."

"Shi Youxi!" Before she finished speaking, he interrupted her with a sullen face and a warning tone.

"I just don't think anything is absolute. Although you said you would not divorce me, no one can tell what will happen in the future! Maybe one day you don't need me to ask you for a divorce, and you will get bored with me first." , feel that I am naive and immature..."

"If you don't wake up, continue to sleep!" Yu Ziyao stood up impatiently, turned and walked to the desk.

"I woke up!" She hurriedly stood up, grabbed his hand, and blocked his way: "Master, come back, listen to me!" She coquettishly whispered.

"If you're just here to assume divorce with me, then don't waste your time. As I said, I won't agree! Not now, and never in the future! Even if I really hate you as you said I won't divorce you either!" Yu Ziyao looked down at her, pursed his lips, and his eyes were sharp.

Shi Youxi made a swallowing movement, regretting that she had nothing to do to make him angry by mentioning divorce!It's alright now, it's clear that such a good atmosphere has been destroyed by her!It seems that I have lost the opportunity to mention the matter I wanted to ask him!

"I see! Don't be angry! I won't mention it in the future!" She shook his hand and apologized to him pitifully.

"Remember what you said!" Hearing her soft voice, Yu Ziyao couldn't even get angry. He knew that it was impossible for her not to mention it again, but he still chose to believe her without hesitation.

"Yeah!" Shi Youxi nodded vigorously, feeling that the cold air on his body was not as strong as before, she secretly breathed a sigh of relief.

"Tell me your conditions!" He followed her, returned to the sofa and sat down, but with a long arm, he pulled her into his arms and sat on his lap.

"Master, this is the office. It's not good if someone comes in and sees it!" She struggled and blushed shyly.

"No." Yu Ziyao hugged her even tighter, buried his face in her neck, and took a deep breath. He missed this smell for a long time!
"Master, don't be like this! It's so itchy!" Shi Youxi shrank his neck and stretched out his hand to push him.

"Okay, don't move, talk about business!" He suddenly raised his head, looked at her solemnly and said.

"Oh...oh!" She didn't know why, but she obediently stopped her struggling movements, and let him hold her without moving, maintaining this ambiguous movement.

"The condition is that you tell me about Xixi's condition." She bit her lip with a desperate expression, her little face almost twisted into a ball.

"Xixi? Why do you care so much about her?" Yu Ziyao felt very surprised. He thought that her condition was nothing more than not touching her, not having sex with her in advance, or something that made him stay away from her. things.

It's just that she didn't expect that she seemed to care about this Xixi beyond her own affairs.

"It's not that I care! I've only met her twice, but I just feel that it's a pity if such a young life withers like this! I just want to see if there is anything I can do to help!" She Thinking back to Xixi's pale face on the hospital bed and the bright smiling face in the amusement park last time, she seemed to be different from the same person, so she felt very sorry for her.

"How do you want to help?" Yu Ziyao didn't have any emotional fluctuations, just looked at her indifferently and asked.

"For example, helping her pay for the operation, or donating bone marrow to her, etc. Anyway, as long as I can contribute a little bit, I am willing!" Shi Youxi expressed her sincerity very seriously, fearing that he would not believe it.

"The condition of Lingxuan's family will not afford the operation fee, so you don't have to worry about money. As for bone marrow donation, you can consider it." Yu Ziyao didn't reject her directly like he did in the morning. Can't let her dispel her enthusiasm for helping Xixi.

"Really? You mean, I can donate bone marrow to Xixi?" Shi Youxi was overjoyed, and unconsciously stretched out his hand to wrap around his neck, immersed in the joy he gave her.

"It's just that you can try, but it may not be successful in matching." Yu Ziyao looked at her hopeful look, and suddenly regretted her decision. If the pairing fails, how disappointed and sad will she be?
"It's okay! If you try, you will be 50% successful, if you don't try, you will be 100% failed!" Shi Youxi was very optimistic, hugging his neck and smiling happily.

"Based on Xixi's own situation, don't have too much hope, even if there is a 1% hope, it's already pretty good!" He was different from her passionate heart, and struck him rationally and somewhat cruelly. she.

"1%?" Shi Youxi's happy dance mood suddenly fell to the bottom, he said that 1% is already very good?What is the difference between telling her directly that the pairing will fail?
"It's better to face the reality. I don't feel that the ups and downs are hard to accept." Yu Ziyao knew that she couldn't accept her words, but the facts were right in front of her eyes, and she couldn't face them with optimism!
Many family members of patients have the same idea as her. They always feel that as long as they try, they will succeed. That's why when the patient leaves, the family members can't bear the gap of the cloud falling into the quagmire. Blame the doctor and put all the blame on the doctor.

As doctors, it is their responsibility and mission to save lives and heal the wounded. No doctor would be willing to see a patient leave in his own hands. Their blow is no less severe than that of any family member!In addition to being sad, they have more deep self-blame than their family members!

But no matter how good a doctor is, it is impossible to bring everyone back from death. They also have insurmountable difficulties and patients who cannot be saved, especially surgeons like them!Their patients are all terminally ill, fighting against death every minute...

"Master...how could you be so...so..." She couldn't tell why he was so cold-blooded and heartless. As a doctor, how could he be so ruthless in hitting other people's confidence?

Yu Ziyao knew what she was thinking and what she hadn't said, but he just smiled and didn't argue for himself.

"So, what you mean is that Xixi's disease is hopeless at all, isn't it?" Shi Youxi stood up abruptly and looked at him angrily. Just now he was telling her to try bone marrow donation. Is it all just to entertain her?
"It's not that there is no hope, but hope is too slim!" Yu Ziyao didn't pull her back, and put his empty hands on his lap lightly. He sighed and said helplessly.

"Even if it's a slim hope, it's a hope after all! Why give up without trying? Maybe it's that slim hope, a chance to save Xixi?" Shi Youxi was very excited, she I feel that I can't understand Yu Ziyao's thinking. As a doctor, how can he give up on patients like this?

"And then?" Yu Ziyao raised his face slightly, looking at her with a half-smile.

"Then you should try your best to save her instead of giving up on her! Even a kitten or puppy is a living life, let alone a person! She is still so young, how can you bear to let her Just leave like this?" The more Shi Youxi talked, the more angry he became, and the more he talked, the more he felt that Yu Ziyao was too heartless, how could such a doctor become such a god-like figure in Li Shanshan's mouth!

"So, do you think that if Xixi leaves one day, it's because I didn't try my best to save her, and that's why she left this world at such a young age?" Yu Ziyao clasped his hands, Wrapping her fingers again and again, she further analyzed her words.

"I...not..." That's not the case!That's not what she meant...

Shi Youxi shook his head, how could this happen?She was just angry at his indifferent tone, not blaming him for Xixi's matter!Why is the meaning heard from his words so stinging?That's not what she meant at all!
"I'm going to eat, you can sleep here for a while." Yu Ziyao said to Shi Youxi without turning his head while taking off his overalls.

"Master, I really didn't mean that just now!" Shi Youxi frowned, trying to explain what he meant.

"I know." Yu Ziyao looked back at her, and responded lightly.

"Oh." Shi Youxi nodded sadly, not knowing what to say.

"Would you like to go eat something with me?" Yu Ziyao hung up his clothes, walked back to her, and asked with no expression on his face.

"No, I'm full at noon!" She shook her head, without any appetite.

"Okay." Yu Ziyao didn't force her either.

"It's already 03:30, do you have lunch or dinner?" Shi Youxi asked suspiciously when he remembered that the time was wrong.

"Lunch." Yu Ziyao answered her question while walking towards the door.

"My God! Is your stomach made of iron? Why don't you take good care of yourself? You only think of having lunch when everyone else should have dinner. What if you have a stomach problem?" Shi Youxi couldn't help feeling distressed Getting up from him, she followed his footsteps unconsciously, and followed closely behind him.

"It's hot outside." He was forced to stop by her questioning, turned around and looked at her to remind him.

"I know!" She gave him an inexplicable look, when is it not hot this summer?

"Huh?" He raised his hand and put the tip of his index finger on her forehead, but looked at her with a smile.

"I... I just suddenly feel... hungry!" Shi Youxi reacted a little slower, looked at him awkwardly, blinked, and made excuses indiscriminately.

"Are you caring about me? Do you feel sorry for me?" Yu Ziyao felt that he was in an extremely good mood now, and the gloom just now was swept away.

"Don't be so sentimental! How can you tell that I care about you and love you?" Shi Youxi's face became hot, and people passing by in the aisle were all looking at her and Yu Ziyao, and heard a sentence from time to time, "This The relationship between the young couple is really good!"
Shi Youxi hurriedly pulled Yu Ziyao up and ran out.

Yu Ziyao followed behind her without any resistance, and looked at the long hair flying behind her, which seemed to be drifting past his heart, but left traces of traces on it.

No matter whether she really cares about him, loves him, or his own wishful thinking, he knows that she has already begun to affect his mood, and can already tie his heart...

　I just want to say a word: Everyone who reads the text, leave a sentence for each person... I want to know if I will be drowned~~~ Come on, take a wave, dears!

　　
　
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