medical marriage
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Chapter 155 He is just a person, a mortal
When Shi Youxi and Jiang Xingxing came back after treating the injuries on their faces, there were not a lot of people in the waiting area.Even the maternity husband is gone, probably because the operation is completed and he has been transferred to the general ward!
"Is the mother and child safe?" Shi Youxi asked Ying Lingxuan.
"Well, luckily you saved your life, your slap was not in vain!" Ying Lingxuan looked at Shi Youxi's swollen face, "What did the doctor say?"
"It's okay, it will fade away by itself." Shi Youxi shook his head and smiled at him comfortingly.
Hearing that the mother and her child were fine, she smiled happily and narrowed her eyes, but she moved the part of her mouth where her teeth were broken by the slap just now, and the pain caused tears to flow from her eyes.
"You! I don't know whether to praise you for being kind or call you stupid!" Jiang Xingxing sighed, and could only be nervous.
Shi Youxi smiled sweetly at her, whether she was stupid or kind, she knew that she had done her part in saving a life!
Maybe just a tiny bit, but...
This is enough!
After waiting for more than an hour, the door of the operating room opened and closed, and several people came in and out, but Xixi was never seen coming out.Mother Ying also returned to the waiting area after waking up. Several people looked at the door of the operating room with solemn expressions, praying that Xixi would come out safely!
Two hours and 15 minutes later, when the door of the operating room opened again, everyone finally saw Yu Ziyao walking out wearing a mask and sterile surgical clothes.
Everyone rushed to meet him, Ying Lingxuan was so nervous that his whole body was tense, looking at Yu Ziyao with fear and anticipation in his eyes.
Yu Ziyao nodded towards him. Although he didn't directly give a positive answer, everyone was unanimously relieved.
"It's not life-threatening at the moment." Yu Ziyao said lightly, set his gaze on Shi Youxi's left cheek, and frowned.
When everyone was overjoyed by his words, he had already walked in front of Shi Youxi, reached out and touched her cheek lightly: "What's going on?"
"It's okay, I bumped into it accidentally." Shi Youxi shook his head and smiled at him.
"Who hit it?" With such obvious five-fingerprints, does she think he is blind, or is he blind?
"Uh..." Shi Youxi laughed awkwardly, touched his cheek that was still throbbing with pain, is it so obvious?
"Follow me back to the office." He glanced at her and ordered displeasedly.
"Oh." Shi Youxi didn't dare to disobey him, and obediently followed behind him against everyone's suspicious eyes.
"Director Yu, thank you!" Mother Ying was the first to react, and when she thanked Yu Ziyao, he had already walked to the end of the corridor.
"Youxi and Director Yu seem familiar?" Ying Lingxuan turned to ask Jiang Xingxing.
"Yeah." Jiang Xingxing glanced at him, nodded with a smile.
And not just acquaintances!If you say it, I'm afraid to scare you to death!She was secretly happy in her heart, but she didn't explain much.
Everyone waited for another ten minutes before Xixi was pushed out of the operating room by the nurse and transferred to the intensive care unit.
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"Who hit it?" Yu Ziyao asked displeasedly with ice cubes wrapped in a towel to help her cold compress.
Shi Youxi had no choice but to tell him what happened at the door of the operating room, and Yu Ziyao frowned.Shi Youxi didn't know whether he was angry or was blaming her for being nosy, she didn't dare to ask for fear of being scolded by him.
"In the future, if you encounter such a thing, use your brain." He pursed his lips and said in a cold voice.
"Master, don't you think I shouldn't intervene?" Shi Youxi bit her lips aggrievedly, it's fine if he doesn't support her, but should she still be blamed?
Yu Ziyao looked at her, didn't speak, but exerted a little more strength in his hand, the pain made Shi Youxi yell "Wow", and he snorted coldly.
"I didn't do anything wrong! Even if I encounter such a thing next time, I will still do it!" Shi Youxi was wronged and refused to accept. She didn't think there was anything wrong with what she did, even though she suffered a little injury, But what she got back was two lives!This price is worth it!
The more she thought about it, the angrier she became, she pushed his hand away, angrily preventing him from giving her any more cold compresses.
Yu Ziyao looked at her childlike stubbornness, and frowned a little more.
But without saying anything, he stretched out his hand to help her compress the wound.
Seeing his calm appearance, Shi Youxi felt like a clown who lost his temper against a wall. It was him who was angry, but the person on the other side didn't feel it at all!
"You are unfeeling and indifferent, is it the right way for me to follow you?" Shi Youxi felt even more like a fire burning in his chest, so he couldn't help standing up and avoiding him far away.
Thinking of his indifferent eyes when he faced everyone's eagerly expecting eyes when he left the operating room just now; thinking of his careless negativity when facing Xixi's treatment, and his gratitude to her for saving others today. His inexplicable angry attitude made her feel that his heart was carved out of ice!
Yu Ziyao sat on the sofa without moving, but looked up at her slightly, "Unfeeling? Indifferent?" Unexpectedly, his image in her heart turned out to be like this!
"Isn't it? Have you ever cared about Xixi's illness? Everyone says you are very powerful, you can definitely save Xixi!" Shi Youxi shouted at him excitedly, when she hurt the wound, she He frowned, but did not show any weakness.
"So, do you think it's because I didn't put my mind to it and deliberately didn't save her?" Yu Ziyao clenched the ice cube in his hand and looked at her coldly.
"I..." Shi Youxi was dumb, she didn't mean that, it didn't mean that he deliberately didn't save her!It's just that he didn't think hard enough, and didn't try his best to save Xixi.
"Okay, I see, you go out!" Yu Ziyao pursed his thin lips, threw the ice in his hand into the trash can, stood up and walked behind the desk.
Shi Youxi looked at him, she knew he had misunderstood her, but she didn't know how to explain her real thoughts.Biting his lip, he turned and left his office.
When she went out, she saw Chen Shuai leaning against the door. She froze for a moment, then nodded to him as a greeting.Then, he passed him and walked outside.
"Do you have time?" Chen Shuai chased after him, walked beside Shi Youxi, and asked solemnly, changing his usual idle manner.
"En." Shi Youxi hesitated for a moment, but finally nodded.
"Go and sit in the garden next to you!" Chen Shuai said, pointing to the garden not far away.
"Okay." She followed his footsteps, guessing that he should have heard what she just said in Yu Ziyao's office.I just don't understand, what did he come to her to say for Yu Ziyao?
"In your heart, is Ziyao really a person who is indifferent to others, not responsible for patients, heartless and indifferent?" Chen Shuai asked after sitting down on a bench with her, turning to look at her.
"That's not what I meant! I didn't say he was not responsible for his patients! I just think he shouldn't be so indifferent to Xixi's illness..." Shi Youxi shook her head. Thinking about it now, what she said just now seemed to be a bit serious.
If he is really as she said, a heartless and indifferent person, how could he just call the hospital in the middle of the night or on vacation, no matter how busy he is or how tired he is, Will they arrive at the first time?
"That's just because you don't know Ziyao! He never ignores any patient. On the contrary, he attaches great importance to each patient! On them, he not only has the responsibility and mission of being a doctor, but also devotes himself to Your own feelings. Do you know? As a doctor, especially a critical surgeon like Ziyao, what he faces the most? It is life and death! Every operation is a battle between him and the god of death. When one operation was successful, he would be flattered by the patient's family members, and he would be very grateful. When one operation failed, he would be charged with not saving the life, and would be treated like a murderer by the patient's family members. Sometimes, he will succeed without his hard work! Some diseases can be cured without his efforts, just like cancer, just like Xixi’s disease. No matter how powerful Ziyao is, there will still be When you're helpless..."
When he said this, Chen Shuai paused for a moment, looking helplessly and distressed into the distance.
It was also the first time that Shi Youxi learned about another Yu Ziyao that she didn't know from others. She had never looked at him from such an angle, and never understood him from this angle.
In her heart, he has always been a god-like existence, omnipotent and omnipotent!There are only things he doesn't want to do, nothing he can't do!But she overlooked one point, he is just a person, a mortal!There are also times when he can't do it, when he can't do what he wants!
The shock of Chen Shuai's words in her heart was like the power of an atomic bomb, which exploded a large block of blocked positions, and his image gradually became clearer in her heart.
At this moment, Shi Youxi knew that she had wrongly blamed Yu Ziyao, she stood in the wrong position, and looked at Yu Ziyao from the wrong angle.She looked at Xixi with the mentality of the patient's family that Chen Shuai said, and she never thought about Yu Ziyao's helplessness and his mood at all!
"Ziyao is a doctor. It is his responsibility and mission to save the dying and heal the wounded. However, no doctor would be willing to watch a patient leave in his own hands. When watching a life being taken away by death under his nose Let's go, the blow he has suffered is no lighter than that of any family member! In addition to being sad, he has more deep self-blame and guilt than his family members! He will feel that he is useless and failed to save the patient. , but he is a man and not a god!"
Chen Shuai looked at Shi Youxi, from her eyes full of regret and compassion, he knew that she understood what he meant, and also knew that she had understood how deeply she misunderstood Yu Ziyao. It seems that he did not say anything in vain These words!
"I'm sorry, I misunderstood him!" Shi Youxi was annoyed.
"The person you should apologize to is not me, but Ziyao." Chen Shuai smiled and patted her on the shoulder. She is really a good girl who knows her mistakes and understands the general situation: "He is standing in a high position, so it is inevitable that he will always give up. It is being looked up to by others, but unable to stand at the same angle with him and see things from the same perspective! As for you, you are his wife. Many times, what you can see is a side that others cannot see. Do you understand?"
Shi Youxi seems to understand, he is standing tall, can she reach his height?Will the side she sees be invisible to others?
All along, apart from being his wife, she seems to have nothing different from other people, right?
Chen Shuai stood up, "I still have something to ask him for advice, so let's go first! Do you want to go together?"
"Thank you! You go first, I want to sit down for a while!" Shi Youxi stood up, looked at him gratefully and said.
She hasn't figured out how to face him, how to apologize when she sees him...
"Don't be so polite with me! Treat him well, as long as you put your heart into it, he is not as difficult to understand as he appears on the surface!" Chen Shuai shook his head and said earnestly.
"En." Shi Youxi nodded.
"Let's have dinner together next time!" Chen Shuai waved at her, turned and left.
After Chen Shuai left, she sat down again, resting her chin and looking at a certain point in the distance, lost in thought.
Shi Youxi knew that she should go back and apologize to him. He was obviously angry when she said such harsh words to him just now, and even drove her away!If she went back to look for him now, would he block the door and refuse to see her?
It's normal to be blocked from the door, right?
If it were him talking about her, she probably wouldn't be able to forgive him so easily!
Taking a deep breath, forget it, even if she was really blocked from the door, she would have to apologize to him!A mistake is a mistake, and no excuse can cover up the wrong fact!
After making up her mind, she nodded vigorously and trotted towards his office.
The phone in her pocket rang, she took it out, it was Jiang Xingxing calling.
"What's the matter, Xing Xing?" Shi Youxi was a little out of breath while running.
"Xixi is awake, do you want to come and see her?" Jiang Xingxing asked happily.
"Really? Okay, I'll come right over!" Shi Youxi hesitated for a moment, then turned his heels and changed direction.
It's better to go and see Xixi first, and apologize to him later!He is angry now, let him calm down first, so that she won't be thrown out by him before she starts talking!
Shi Youxi rushed to Xixi's ward, and she had been transferred from the intensive care unit to the general ward.Although he was still wearing an oxygen mask, his face was still pale and he couldn't speak, but he could open his eyes and look at them.
Everyone seemed very happy, and Shi Youxi was glad that Xixi came back safely.Otherwise, Ying Lingxuan and the others felt an unspeakably heavy and sad mood.
After Xixi fell asleep, they all walked to the lounge next to them. Everyone felt much more relaxed than before, and there were smiles on their faces.
"It would be great if I met Director Yu sooner! Maybe, Xixi's condition won't be as long as it is now." Mother Ying sighed, full of regret and regret.
"Mom, the former director Wang has done his best." Ying Lingxuan comforted his mother. Although he was very lucky to meet such a skilled doctor as Yu Ziyao, he couldn't just deny the credit of the previous director Wang.
"Director Yu is not only good at technology, but he also worked so hard to find bone marrow for us, and also consulted with doctors in large hospitals in the United States about Xixi's illness. There are really few doctors who will do their best like him! No matter what happens in the future In this way, I will never forget what he has done to our family!" Mother Ying sighed with emotion, although Xixi's current condition is not optimistic, it is still obvious compared to when he was transferred to Dr. Yu before. It's much better!
"He... helped Xixi find the bone marrow?" Shi Youxi felt his heart was blown apart again, did everyone agree today?Shall we slap her in the face together?
"Yeah! But because Xixi's own situation is quite special, finding the right bone marrow is like going to heaven. But Director Yu didn't give up. He also told us, don't get discouraged so easily, maybe there will be a miracle !" Ying Lingxuan's admiration for Yu Ziyao can be seen from his eyes and words when he mentioned Yu Ziyao.
"He also believes in miracles?" Shi Youxi felt that this was more like a miracle!People like him actually believe in miracles!She suddenly felt that under Yu Ziyao's indifferent appearance, what kind of unknown side was hidden inside?
Will there be a childish side too?
"What's your relationship with Director Yu?" Ying Lingxuan recalled the scene at the door of the operating room just now, because he was too nervous just now, so he didn't pay much attention to this matter at that time.Looking back now, it seems that it is not as simple as just knowing each other, right?
"Uh..." Shi Youxi suddenly felt embarrassed, so he said it to her!
"He seems to care about you." Ying Lingxuan felt that there was an indescribable feeling between them. Yu Ziyao was able to see her in the crowd at a glance, which showed that her existence was a kind of kindness to him. Influence!
"My face is swollen into a pig's head, can I not attract people's attention?" Shi Youxi felt a black line on his forehead, and hurriedly turned his eyes to Jiang Xingxing for help, but the latter just shrugged at her, and Shi Youxi kept going straight in his heart. Call her disrespectful.
"By the way, is it better now? Is it still hurting?" Ying Lingxuan successfully shifted his attention to the redness and swelling on her face, and asked with concern.
"It's okay, it doesn't hurt anymore!" Shi Youxi shook her head, now she wanted to go to Yu Ziyao and apologize to him.
Shi Youxi left Xixi's ward, and she couldn't wait to find Yu Ziyao.When the elevator went down to the fifth floor, it stopped for a moment, and a few people walked in.
"Hello!" Someone greeted her, and Shi Youxi recognized that he was the husband of the previous woman.
"Hello!" Shi Youxi greeted him with a smile.
"Is your face okay?" The man was concerned about the wound on her face.
"It's okay, you don't have to worry about it!" Shi Youxi comforted him.
"My wife wants to see you very much. She wants to say thank you to you personally." The man looked at her sincerely and said in a begging tone.
"You're welcome, as long as their mother and child are safe!" Shi Youxi hurriedly shook her head, a little embarrassed.
"Miss, you are so kind. There are not many good people like you in this world!" The man admired her from the bottom of his heart. If it wasn't for her, his wife and children wouldn't know if they would have survived the operating room!
"Don't say that!" Shi Youxi felt that everyone in the elevator was looking at her, and couldn't help but blush.
After saying goodbye to the man, she came to Yu Ziyao's office. His assistant was coming out of his office. When she saw her, she was taken aback.
"Miss Shi? Are you here to find Director Yu?"
"Yes, is he there?" Shi Youxi nodded.
"Director Yu just went out, so I guess he hasn't gone far." The assistant leaned forward to look in the direction of the elevator, but after not seeing Yu Ziyao, he turned and said to Shi Youxi.
"Oh, okay, thank you!" After Shi Youxi hurriedly thanked him, he trotted to the elevator.
After getting off the elevator, Shi Youxi saw Yu Ziyao's car at a glance.
Just about to run over, she frowned when she saw the person in the passenger seat, and subconsciously hid herself behind a car.
Why is Xu Nianwei in his car?
Shi Youxi watched his car leave in front of his eyes, he didn't come out until he couldn't see it, and looked at the direction he left, feeling very uncomfortable.
He couldn't be because she misunderstood him. After her words hurt him, he felt that Xu Nianwei was good, and felt that Xu Nianwei was more suitable for him, so...
So he went back to find Xu Nianwei, right?
This conjecture made her feel uncomfortable for no reason, so uncomfortable that she regretted why she didn't rush over just now, and rushed over to ask him what it means to be with Xu Nianwei!
Shi Youxi took out his mobile phone and called him.
"Hello?" Yu Ziyao's usual indifferent tone, even though she was used to it, sounded so sad at this moment, as if she was deliberately alienating her.
"Where are you?" She never thought that one day, like those housewives, she would pretend to make a phone call because she suspected that her husband was cheating.
But she did it anyway!
"Something." Yu Ziyao said briefly, without any intention of explaining to her.
"Who are you with?" She hoped that he could take the initiative to tell her what he was going to do with Xu Nianwei, as long as he told her, she would choose to believe him!
"No." Yu Ziyao ruined all her hopes, his short word was like pouring a basin of water over her head, she smiled bitterly.
"Oh, that's okay, I'm hanging up!" She said and hung up the phone.
Xu Nianwei looked at Yu Ziyao, the carriage was very quiet, so quiet that she heard their conversation clearly, including that he lied to Shi Youxi!
"I never thought that you would have a day of lying!" Xu Nianwei laughed sarcastically.
Without saying a word, Yu Ziyao put the mobile phone in the storage compartment beside him.
He didn't tell her, not because he had any shady relationship with Xu Nianwei, but because he didn't want her to think wildly!
(End of this chapter)
When Shi Youxi and Jiang Xingxing came back after treating the injuries on their faces, there were not a lot of people in the waiting area.Even the maternity husband is gone, probably because the operation is completed and he has been transferred to the general ward!
"Is the mother and child safe?" Shi Youxi asked Ying Lingxuan.
"Well, luckily you saved your life, your slap was not in vain!" Ying Lingxuan looked at Shi Youxi's swollen face, "What did the doctor say?"
"It's okay, it will fade away by itself." Shi Youxi shook his head and smiled at him comfortingly.
Hearing that the mother and her child were fine, she smiled happily and narrowed her eyes, but she moved the part of her mouth where her teeth were broken by the slap just now, and the pain caused tears to flow from her eyes.
"You! I don't know whether to praise you for being kind or call you stupid!" Jiang Xingxing sighed, and could only be nervous.
Shi Youxi smiled sweetly at her, whether she was stupid or kind, she knew that she had done her part in saving a life!
Maybe just a tiny bit, but...
This is enough!
After waiting for more than an hour, the door of the operating room opened and closed, and several people came in and out, but Xixi was never seen coming out.Mother Ying also returned to the waiting area after waking up. Several people looked at the door of the operating room with solemn expressions, praying that Xixi would come out safely!
Two hours and 15 minutes later, when the door of the operating room opened again, everyone finally saw Yu Ziyao walking out wearing a mask and sterile surgical clothes.
Everyone rushed to meet him, Ying Lingxuan was so nervous that his whole body was tense, looking at Yu Ziyao with fear and anticipation in his eyes.
Yu Ziyao nodded towards him. Although he didn't directly give a positive answer, everyone was unanimously relieved.
"It's not life-threatening at the moment." Yu Ziyao said lightly, set his gaze on Shi Youxi's left cheek, and frowned.
When everyone was overjoyed by his words, he had already walked in front of Shi Youxi, reached out and touched her cheek lightly: "What's going on?"
"It's okay, I bumped into it accidentally." Shi Youxi shook his head and smiled at him.
"Who hit it?" With such obvious five-fingerprints, does she think he is blind, or is he blind?
"Uh..." Shi Youxi laughed awkwardly, touched his cheek that was still throbbing with pain, is it so obvious?
"Follow me back to the office." He glanced at her and ordered displeasedly.
"Oh." Shi Youxi didn't dare to disobey him, and obediently followed behind him against everyone's suspicious eyes.
"Director Yu, thank you!" Mother Ying was the first to react, and when she thanked Yu Ziyao, he had already walked to the end of the corridor.
"Youxi and Director Yu seem familiar?" Ying Lingxuan turned to ask Jiang Xingxing.
"Yeah." Jiang Xingxing glanced at him, nodded with a smile.
And not just acquaintances!If you say it, I'm afraid to scare you to death!She was secretly happy in her heart, but she didn't explain much.
Everyone waited for another ten minutes before Xixi was pushed out of the operating room by the nurse and transferred to the intensive care unit.
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"Who hit it?" Yu Ziyao asked displeasedly with ice cubes wrapped in a towel to help her cold compress.
Shi Youxi had no choice but to tell him what happened at the door of the operating room, and Yu Ziyao frowned.Shi Youxi didn't know whether he was angry or was blaming her for being nosy, she didn't dare to ask for fear of being scolded by him.
"In the future, if you encounter such a thing, use your brain." He pursed his lips and said in a cold voice.
"Master, don't you think I shouldn't intervene?" Shi Youxi bit her lips aggrievedly, it's fine if he doesn't support her, but should she still be blamed?
Yu Ziyao looked at her, didn't speak, but exerted a little more strength in his hand, the pain made Shi Youxi yell "Wow", and he snorted coldly.
"I didn't do anything wrong! Even if I encounter such a thing next time, I will still do it!" Shi Youxi was wronged and refused to accept. She didn't think there was anything wrong with what she did, even though she suffered a little injury, But what she got back was two lives!This price is worth it!
The more she thought about it, the angrier she became, she pushed his hand away, angrily preventing him from giving her any more cold compresses.
Yu Ziyao looked at her childlike stubbornness, and frowned a little more.
But without saying anything, he stretched out his hand to help her compress the wound.
Seeing his calm appearance, Shi Youxi felt like a clown who lost his temper against a wall. It was him who was angry, but the person on the other side didn't feel it at all!
"You are unfeeling and indifferent, is it the right way for me to follow you?" Shi Youxi felt even more like a fire burning in his chest, so he couldn't help standing up and avoiding him far away.
Thinking of his indifferent eyes when he faced everyone's eagerly expecting eyes when he left the operating room just now; thinking of his careless negativity when facing Xixi's treatment, and his gratitude to her for saving others today. His inexplicable angry attitude made her feel that his heart was carved out of ice!
Yu Ziyao sat on the sofa without moving, but looked up at her slightly, "Unfeeling? Indifferent?" Unexpectedly, his image in her heart turned out to be like this!
"Isn't it? Have you ever cared about Xixi's illness? Everyone says you are very powerful, you can definitely save Xixi!" Shi Youxi shouted at him excitedly, when she hurt the wound, she He frowned, but did not show any weakness.
"So, do you think it's because I didn't put my mind to it and deliberately didn't save her?" Yu Ziyao clenched the ice cube in his hand and looked at her coldly.
"I..." Shi Youxi was dumb, she didn't mean that, it didn't mean that he deliberately didn't save her!It's just that he didn't think hard enough, and didn't try his best to save Xixi.
"Okay, I see, you go out!" Yu Ziyao pursed his thin lips, threw the ice in his hand into the trash can, stood up and walked behind the desk.
Shi Youxi looked at him, she knew he had misunderstood her, but she didn't know how to explain her real thoughts.Biting his lip, he turned and left his office.
When she went out, she saw Chen Shuai leaning against the door. She froze for a moment, then nodded to him as a greeting.Then, he passed him and walked outside.
"Do you have time?" Chen Shuai chased after him, walked beside Shi Youxi, and asked solemnly, changing his usual idle manner.
"En." Shi Youxi hesitated for a moment, but finally nodded.
"Go and sit in the garden next to you!" Chen Shuai said, pointing to the garden not far away.
"Okay." She followed his footsteps, guessing that he should have heard what she just said in Yu Ziyao's office.I just don't understand, what did he come to her to say for Yu Ziyao?
"In your heart, is Ziyao really a person who is indifferent to others, not responsible for patients, heartless and indifferent?" Chen Shuai asked after sitting down on a bench with her, turning to look at her.
"That's not what I meant! I didn't say he was not responsible for his patients! I just think he shouldn't be so indifferent to Xixi's illness..." Shi Youxi shook her head. Thinking about it now, what she said just now seemed to be a bit serious.
If he is really as she said, a heartless and indifferent person, how could he just call the hospital in the middle of the night or on vacation, no matter how busy he is or how tired he is, Will they arrive at the first time?
"That's just because you don't know Ziyao! He never ignores any patient. On the contrary, he attaches great importance to each patient! On them, he not only has the responsibility and mission of being a doctor, but also devotes himself to Your own feelings. Do you know? As a doctor, especially a critical surgeon like Ziyao, what he faces the most? It is life and death! Every operation is a battle between him and the god of death. When one operation was successful, he would be flattered by the patient's family members, and he would be very grateful. When one operation failed, he would be charged with not saving the life, and would be treated like a murderer by the patient's family members. Sometimes, he will succeed without his hard work! Some diseases can be cured without his efforts, just like cancer, just like Xixi’s disease. No matter how powerful Ziyao is, there will still be When you're helpless..."
When he said this, Chen Shuai paused for a moment, looking helplessly and distressed into the distance.
It was also the first time that Shi Youxi learned about another Yu Ziyao that she didn't know from others. She had never looked at him from such an angle, and never understood him from this angle.
In her heart, he has always been a god-like existence, omnipotent and omnipotent!There are only things he doesn't want to do, nothing he can't do!But she overlooked one point, he is just a person, a mortal!There are also times when he can't do it, when he can't do what he wants!
The shock of Chen Shuai's words in her heart was like the power of an atomic bomb, which exploded a large block of blocked positions, and his image gradually became clearer in her heart.
At this moment, Shi Youxi knew that she had wrongly blamed Yu Ziyao, she stood in the wrong position, and looked at Yu Ziyao from the wrong angle.She looked at Xixi with the mentality of the patient's family that Chen Shuai said, and she never thought about Yu Ziyao's helplessness and his mood at all!
"Ziyao is a doctor. It is his responsibility and mission to save the dying and heal the wounded. However, no doctor would be willing to watch a patient leave in his own hands. When watching a life being taken away by death under his nose Let's go, the blow he has suffered is no lighter than that of any family member! In addition to being sad, he has more deep self-blame and guilt than his family members! He will feel that he is useless and failed to save the patient. , but he is a man and not a god!"
Chen Shuai looked at Shi Youxi, from her eyes full of regret and compassion, he knew that she understood what he meant, and also knew that she had understood how deeply she misunderstood Yu Ziyao. It seems that he did not say anything in vain These words!
"I'm sorry, I misunderstood him!" Shi Youxi was annoyed.
"The person you should apologize to is not me, but Ziyao." Chen Shuai smiled and patted her on the shoulder. She is really a good girl who knows her mistakes and understands the general situation: "He is standing in a high position, so it is inevitable that he will always give up. It is being looked up to by others, but unable to stand at the same angle with him and see things from the same perspective! As for you, you are his wife. Many times, what you can see is a side that others cannot see. Do you understand?"
Shi Youxi seems to understand, he is standing tall, can she reach his height?Will the side she sees be invisible to others?
All along, apart from being his wife, she seems to have nothing different from other people, right?
Chen Shuai stood up, "I still have something to ask him for advice, so let's go first! Do you want to go together?"
"Thank you! You go first, I want to sit down for a while!" Shi Youxi stood up, looked at him gratefully and said.
She hasn't figured out how to face him, how to apologize when she sees him...
"Don't be so polite with me! Treat him well, as long as you put your heart into it, he is not as difficult to understand as he appears on the surface!" Chen Shuai shook his head and said earnestly.
"En." Shi Youxi nodded.
"Let's have dinner together next time!" Chen Shuai waved at her, turned and left.
After Chen Shuai left, she sat down again, resting her chin and looking at a certain point in the distance, lost in thought.
Shi Youxi knew that she should go back and apologize to him. He was obviously angry when she said such harsh words to him just now, and even drove her away!If she went back to look for him now, would he block the door and refuse to see her?
It's normal to be blocked from the door, right?
If it were him talking about her, she probably wouldn't be able to forgive him so easily!
Taking a deep breath, forget it, even if she was really blocked from the door, she would have to apologize to him!A mistake is a mistake, and no excuse can cover up the wrong fact!
After making up her mind, she nodded vigorously and trotted towards his office.
The phone in her pocket rang, she took it out, it was Jiang Xingxing calling.
"What's the matter, Xing Xing?" Shi Youxi was a little out of breath while running.
"Xixi is awake, do you want to come and see her?" Jiang Xingxing asked happily.
"Really? Okay, I'll come right over!" Shi Youxi hesitated for a moment, then turned his heels and changed direction.
It's better to go and see Xixi first, and apologize to him later!He is angry now, let him calm down first, so that she won't be thrown out by him before she starts talking!
Shi Youxi rushed to Xixi's ward, and she had been transferred from the intensive care unit to the general ward.Although he was still wearing an oxygen mask, his face was still pale and he couldn't speak, but he could open his eyes and look at them.
Everyone seemed very happy, and Shi Youxi was glad that Xixi came back safely.Otherwise, Ying Lingxuan and the others felt an unspeakably heavy and sad mood.
After Xixi fell asleep, they all walked to the lounge next to them. Everyone felt much more relaxed than before, and there were smiles on their faces.
"It would be great if I met Director Yu sooner! Maybe, Xixi's condition won't be as long as it is now." Mother Ying sighed, full of regret and regret.
"Mom, the former director Wang has done his best." Ying Lingxuan comforted his mother. Although he was very lucky to meet such a skilled doctor as Yu Ziyao, he couldn't just deny the credit of the previous director Wang.
"Director Yu is not only good at technology, but he also worked so hard to find bone marrow for us, and also consulted with doctors in large hospitals in the United States about Xixi's illness. There are really few doctors who will do their best like him! No matter what happens in the future In this way, I will never forget what he has done to our family!" Mother Ying sighed with emotion, although Xixi's current condition is not optimistic, it is still obvious compared to when he was transferred to Dr. Yu before. It's much better!
"He... helped Xixi find the bone marrow?" Shi Youxi felt his heart was blown apart again, did everyone agree today?Shall we slap her in the face together?
"Yeah! But because Xixi's own situation is quite special, finding the right bone marrow is like going to heaven. But Director Yu didn't give up. He also told us, don't get discouraged so easily, maybe there will be a miracle !" Ying Lingxuan's admiration for Yu Ziyao can be seen from his eyes and words when he mentioned Yu Ziyao.
"He also believes in miracles?" Shi Youxi felt that this was more like a miracle!People like him actually believe in miracles!She suddenly felt that under Yu Ziyao's indifferent appearance, what kind of unknown side was hidden inside?
Will there be a childish side too?
"What's your relationship with Director Yu?" Ying Lingxuan recalled the scene at the door of the operating room just now, because he was too nervous just now, so he didn't pay much attention to this matter at that time.Looking back now, it seems that it is not as simple as just knowing each other, right?
"Uh..." Shi Youxi suddenly felt embarrassed, so he said it to her!
"He seems to care about you." Ying Lingxuan felt that there was an indescribable feeling between them. Yu Ziyao was able to see her in the crowd at a glance, which showed that her existence was a kind of kindness to him. Influence!
"My face is swollen into a pig's head, can I not attract people's attention?" Shi Youxi felt a black line on his forehead, and hurriedly turned his eyes to Jiang Xingxing for help, but the latter just shrugged at her, and Shi Youxi kept going straight in his heart. Call her disrespectful.
"By the way, is it better now? Is it still hurting?" Ying Lingxuan successfully shifted his attention to the redness and swelling on her face, and asked with concern.
"It's okay, it doesn't hurt anymore!" Shi Youxi shook her head, now she wanted to go to Yu Ziyao and apologize to him.
Shi Youxi left Xixi's ward, and she couldn't wait to find Yu Ziyao.When the elevator went down to the fifth floor, it stopped for a moment, and a few people walked in.
"Hello!" Someone greeted her, and Shi Youxi recognized that he was the husband of the previous woman.
"Hello!" Shi Youxi greeted him with a smile.
"Is your face okay?" The man was concerned about the wound on her face.
"It's okay, you don't have to worry about it!" Shi Youxi comforted him.
"My wife wants to see you very much. She wants to say thank you to you personally." The man looked at her sincerely and said in a begging tone.
"You're welcome, as long as their mother and child are safe!" Shi Youxi hurriedly shook her head, a little embarrassed.
"Miss, you are so kind. There are not many good people like you in this world!" The man admired her from the bottom of his heart. If it wasn't for her, his wife and children wouldn't know if they would have survived the operating room!
"Don't say that!" Shi Youxi felt that everyone in the elevator was looking at her, and couldn't help but blush.
After saying goodbye to the man, she came to Yu Ziyao's office. His assistant was coming out of his office. When she saw her, she was taken aback.
"Miss Shi? Are you here to find Director Yu?"
"Yes, is he there?" Shi Youxi nodded.
"Director Yu just went out, so I guess he hasn't gone far." The assistant leaned forward to look in the direction of the elevator, but after not seeing Yu Ziyao, he turned and said to Shi Youxi.
"Oh, okay, thank you!" After Shi Youxi hurriedly thanked him, he trotted to the elevator.
After getting off the elevator, Shi Youxi saw Yu Ziyao's car at a glance.
Just about to run over, she frowned when she saw the person in the passenger seat, and subconsciously hid herself behind a car.
Why is Xu Nianwei in his car?
Shi Youxi watched his car leave in front of his eyes, he didn't come out until he couldn't see it, and looked at the direction he left, feeling very uncomfortable.
He couldn't be because she misunderstood him. After her words hurt him, he felt that Xu Nianwei was good, and felt that Xu Nianwei was more suitable for him, so...
So he went back to find Xu Nianwei, right?
This conjecture made her feel uncomfortable for no reason, so uncomfortable that she regretted why she didn't rush over just now, and rushed over to ask him what it means to be with Xu Nianwei!
Shi Youxi took out his mobile phone and called him.
"Hello?" Yu Ziyao's usual indifferent tone, even though she was used to it, sounded so sad at this moment, as if she was deliberately alienating her.
"Where are you?" She never thought that one day, like those housewives, she would pretend to make a phone call because she suspected that her husband was cheating.
But she did it anyway!
"Something." Yu Ziyao said briefly, without any intention of explaining to her.
"Who are you with?" She hoped that he could take the initiative to tell her what he was going to do with Xu Nianwei, as long as he told her, she would choose to believe him!
"No." Yu Ziyao ruined all her hopes, his short word was like pouring a basin of water over her head, she smiled bitterly.
"Oh, that's okay, I'm hanging up!" She said and hung up the phone.
Xu Nianwei looked at Yu Ziyao, the carriage was very quiet, so quiet that she heard their conversation clearly, including that he lied to Shi Youxi!
"I never thought that you would have a day of lying!" Xu Nianwei laughed sarcastically.
Without saying a word, Yu Ziyao put the mobile phone in the storage compartment beside him.
He didn't tell her, not because he had any shady relationship with Xu Nianwei, but because he didn't want her to think wildly!
(End of this chapter)
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