medical marriage

Chapter 171

People who may appear in front of her at any time every day, suddenly no longer appear, she is so disappointed.It was as if her heart had been taken to the United States by him, and her entire chest felt empty!
Shi Youxi felt that she couldn't get used to it all of a sudden, she was used to the feeling of having him in this city, even if they were not together all the time, not every day...

Sometimes she would even avoid living in his house...

But that feeling is different!
This feeling is even more confusing than breaking up with Nan'an Yanggang!

At least at that time, she would not miss Nan Anyang as much as she misses Yu Ziyao now!And during the time when she broke up with Nan Anyang, Yu Ziyao walked into her life, maybe at some point, he had quietly replaced Nan Anyang's position in her heart!
She couldn't even tell whether her feelings for Yu Ziyao were a kind of liking or just a habit!She felt at a loss about her emotions, but she also became uneasy.

"Shi Youxi, you are done for! Yu Ziyao has only been away for four days, and you are falling in love!" Jiang Xingxing pinched her nose and made fun of her distraught appearance, listless in everything she did.

"It shouldn't be lovesickness! It's just become a habit!" She found a reasonable explanation for the overflowing thoughts in her heart, only in this way, she would feel more at ease.

"Honestly, have you fallen in love with Yu Ziyao?" Jiang Xingxing restrained his hippie smile and asked seriously.

"Like him?" Shi Youxi no longer firmly denied it as before, but seriously thought about this question with a trace of doubt.

Jiang Xingxing has said more than once that she has fallen in love with Yu Ziyao, although she has always refused to admit this statement before.But now, she can no longer ignore how much she cares about him, and how much he affects her!
Could it be that what she is showing now is no longer just a simple habit, but a deeper liking?Did she really like Yu Ziyao?
"Wherever there is him, any place can be a home. By his side, you can always feel a constant sense of security. Even if he doesn't speak, you will never ignore his existence! Your gaze will always be involuntary Follow him, if he frowns, you will reflect on what you did wrong, and if he smiles, you will feel like you have the whole world! See him talking to other female animals, even if it is only Kittens and puppies, you will be jealous! When you can’t see him, all you think about is him, you miss him when you eat, you miss him when you sleep, you miss him when you walk...you miss him in everything! His figure is always with you came to mind..."

Shi Youxi rolled her eyes, but didn't deny anything.

Although she is not as exaggerated as Jiang Xingxing said, she does meet several requirements!If what Jiang Xingxing said was deep love, then she should have fallen in love with him a little bit!
Shi Youxi opened a gap in his heart, and because of this discovery, he felt a little secret joy and fear.

just a tiny bit...

Lightly like it!

What if you really like it?Want to let him know?Or just hide it in your heart and secretly like it?What about him?Had he begun to like her a little too?

But, would he like her like this?

"Xing Xing, if you say that I really like him, then what should I do?" Shi Youxi really hates the current self, always thinking about the past and the future, afraid of this and that!If you can show one-tenth of the decisiveness and resoluteness when you fell in love with Nan Anyang, why would you worry about these unknown things now?

If you like it, you like it, if you don't like it, you don't like it, what should you do?

If you really like it, go and confess to him, if he can accept it, that's the best!If he can't accept it, then she's fine, right?Anyway, whether she likes him or not, she is his wife, what's the difference?
When a voice shouted to herself like this, she thought about it carefully:
Do not……

It seems to be different!
If she fell in love with him, everything would be different!

"What should I do? I like it if I like it! It's not a shame to like Yu Ziyao, are you still afraid that he will laugh at you?" Jiang Xingxing rolled his eyes: "Like someone... oh no, I like my husband, so it's not a big deal, okay? There's nothing to hesitate about!"

She knew that there was nothing wrong with Jiang Xingxing's words. It was indeed not something to be ashamed of, nor should it be, to fall in love with her husband!It's one thing to just fall in love, but it's another thing to tell the other party what's in your heart, because she can't see through his thoughts at all!

……

As expected, Yu Ziyao would call her whenever he was free.

Every call always made her excited and happy, but she could always hear tiredness and hoarseness in his voice.Many times, before he could say a few words, someone would call him over there.

His itinerary and phone calls seemed so rushed that he couldn't stop for a moment.

Shi Youxi began to feel sorry for him, no matter how much she missed him, she would never take the initiative to call him, for fear of disturbing him.

While looking forward to his call, when she received his call, she would still talk to him: "In the future, you don't need to take special time to call me, use the time of calling me to snooze for a while!"

During the period when Yu Ziyao went to the United States, she was very glad that she did not suffer from lovesickness, but felt that she was about to suffer from schizophrenia!
However, he would always answer her with two words: "Fool!" But he would still call her when he was free at work.

Shi Youxi felt that the longer she was with him, the more she could feel his nature of being cold on the outside and hot on the inside.

What he brought her was substantial happiness and joy, just like a couple who have lived together for a long time.Every move shows respect for each other, care and pampering for her.

It's not like a couple in love. When the love is burning in the heat, in the end, because they can't accept the remaining indifference, they can only choose the cold ending of parting ways.

She likes Yu Ziyao like Yu Ziyao. Even if he can't give her love, he still treats her very well.

He has always kept his original promise: Even if he doesn't love her, he will definitely give her everything Mrs. Yu should have!
For the current situation, she is still very satisfied!
And what she thinks the most is: when he comes back this time, she will stop making trouble, and live a good life with him!
Like it or not, just go with the flow!
……

On the weekend night, Shi Youxi and Song Qingyun had dinner together.

The relationship between her and this mother-in-law seems to have become closer after Yu Ziyao left, and getting along is natural!
Song Qingyun is a very approachable person and easy to get along with.Although she is the wife of the chairman of the Yu family, she has no airs at all, she is gentle, kind, and enthusiastic, and she is very kind to her.

One of the words she often said is: "I have always been looking forward to having a daughter, but I never thought that God would send me such a daughter-in-law like a daughter! This makes me happier than having a daughter myself!"

Shi Youxi felt very touched, her mother had never said such sentimental words to her!And always pissing her off, saying it was picked up in the trash can, not her own...

Uh uh, this disparity in treatment!

So, instead of spending time with her cheap mother, she and Song Qingyun often eat together, drink afternoon tea, and go shopping...

"Did Ziyao say when he will return to China?" Song Qingyun sometimes really felt that her son was not as close as her daughter-in-law!

Since he was sensible, he has never been close to a mother like her.No matter what he does, he is very assertive and responsible, and never discusses with her or asks for advice!
"He said it's coming soon, Xixi's operation is very successful so far, and the situation is better than expected!" Calculating the time, it has been almost a month since he left like this!But the news from over there always makes people happy, because Xixi's body is getting better!
"You really don't want to go to America to see him?" Song Qingyun encouraged her a lot, but Youxi was extremely calm!
I really don't know if she has too much confidence in herself?Or do you have too much confidence in Ziyao?

"No, he's so busy, I'll only get in the way if I go!" Shi Youxi shook her head, she actually understood what Song Qingyun meant.

More than a month ago, after Wei Lan said harshly that she would take Yu Ziyao away from her, she seemed to have really started to act!Not only did she often go to play with Song Qingyun, go shopping, and go to see shows in Milan...

More like a daughter-in-law than her actual daughter-in-law!Even she never concealed her affection for Yu Ziyao, she so blatantly expressed her love for Yu Ziyao to Song Qingyun, Song Qingyun tried to dissuade her, but she ignored it and still went her own way.

Sometimes even if Shi Youxi is present, Wei Lan never hides her affection for Song Qingyun.

Shi Youxi knew that Wei Lan wanted to catch both sides, and now that Yu Ziyao was not in the country, Wei Lan wanted to please Song Qingyun first.In this way, I want to be with Yu Ziyao in the future, and Song Qingyun, a super powerful backing and helper.

Moreover, according to reliable sources from Jiang Xingxing, Weilan went to the United States three times in the past month or so. The longest trip lasted a week, and the shortest trip lasted three or four days.

She is not stupid, she naturally knows that Weilan can't just go to the United States for fun, and she goes there so often, she is clearly looking for Yu Ziyao.

She is willing to believe in Yu Ziyao!

After experiencing Xu Nianwei, her vigilance against Wei Lan has been relaxed a lot for no reason!Because I feel that Yu Ziyao is not the kind of person who will mess around, and I believe he is a person with mature thinking and prudent behavior.

If she couldn't even resist such a temptation, how could she guard against other temptations in the future?
"It's summer vacation anyway! Maybe we can come back with him then!" Song Qingyun shook her head, she actually wanted to say that Weilan went to America to find Ziyao again.

Shi Youxi smiled and said nothing more.

Seeing this, Song Qingyun couldn't say anything more, she couldn't blame her for being too big, for not valuing her husband so much, right?But it seems that there is nothing wrong with people trusting their husbands!
Alas, after all, it seems that she is the only one questioning her son's character...

After dinner, the two decided to go to the movies.

"Should I ask my uncle to go with me?" Shi Youxi felt a little bit sorry, it seemed that it was not good for her to occupy someone's wife like this?
"No, your uncle is so busy that he almost doesn't have time to rest normally! During the peak holiday season, another company went public, and now I can't see him every night before going to bed!" Song Qingyun was very sad , not because he was worried because he couldn't see her husband, but because he was so busy, how could his body bear it!

"You have to pay attention to your health!" Shi Youxi frowned and said with concern.

"There's no way around it! He's like a reined horse now, he can't help himself! The responsibility on his shoulders is heavy!" Song Qingyun sighed, and patted Shi Youxi on the back of the hand.

Shi Youxi didn't know what to say, on the one hand, she had never shouldered such a heavy burden.The family protected her very well, and she never knew the hardships of life.On the other hand, she remembered that Yu Ziyao had intentionally let her join the Yu family.

She felt that there was another reason why he didn't say it. He hoped that she could replace him and help his father's career!

He has such high attainments in medical skills, with those hands, he can save so many lives.If such a medical genius is allowed to give up his career as a doctor and come back to take over the family business, Shi Youxi would think it would be a waste of money!

She really didn't want him to give up his current career, because she remembered that everyone around him said that he liked his current career!

If she can, she hopes to help him solve his problems, and hopes that he can always do what he likes to do!
If possible, Yushi...

She can think about it!

……

During the summer vacation, she thought over and over again, and felt that Yu Ziyao was right.

When she entered Yushi, she could train herself on the one hand, and on the other hand, she could deepen and learn her management ability in the future.She also hopes that in the future, she can help Yu Ziyao's father share some burden, or help Yu Ziyao continue to fulfill his dream.

People always need a goal to live. Since the previous goal can no longer be achieved, then she will find a new goal!She is already a person with a family, and she can no longer live a life as she used to, she has to live responsibly!
As an intern, she applied to Yushi Group as an intern clerk.Yu's is a big company, working here is much more difficult than she imagined.

The salary of an intern is not high, but they are as busy as a spinning top every day, and they can't stop at all!Endless printing of documents, endless copying of materials, endless arrangement of meeting minutes...

It turns out that office workers seem to work from [-] to [-], which seems to be very relaxed, but it is not!
Especially for a big company like Yu's, the things to do and the things to learn are far beyond her imagination!
She didn't tell anyone about her going to Yu's, including her parents, or Yu Ziyao's parents.

And only Jiang Xingxing knew that she had joined the Yu Clan, and she only joined the Yu Clan as an intern!
Jiang Xingxing kept saying that she was crazy and masochistic!Putting aside the seat of the proprietress and not sitting, but going to be an intern clerk!She just smiled back, and suddenly found that Yu Ziyao could understand many of her thoughts, but Jiang Xingxing no longer understood!

Most of the time, she doesn't even need to say anything, just with a look, he can read her thoughts and what she wants to say!But Jiang Xingxing, who claims to know her best, seems to no longer understand her that much!Is she changed?
Every two or three days, she would go back to Yu Ziyao's house, clean the room, and take care of his flowers and plants.She originally thought that a person like her who couldn't even keep a cactus alive would definitely keep all his potted plants.But God is pitiful, after she called his grandpa from time to time to ask him for advice, and went online to collect a lot of knowledge about flower and plant care that she had never touched before, she was able to support him!

Putting down her bag, she cleaned every corner of the downstairs carefully as usual, watered every potted plant, and then went upstairs to clean his bedroom.

Yu Ziyao is a person who loves cleanliness very much. Although he is not so serious about cleanliness, he will always clean his home spotlessly, and organize it in an orderly manner.

Shi Youxi used to be a person who didn't stick to the spring water, but he gradually became more comfortable with housework!
After cleaning the room, she was so tired that she lay down on his bed, looking at the gray ceiling, the tone of this room was too deep!The space is already big, but the decoration is too simple, it looks even more empty!Just like his character, he was too restrained and blunt, and he didn't know how to get close to him!
Just when she was about to fall asleep, Jiang Xingxing called and asked her to have dinner with her.

After making an appointment with Jiang Xingxing, she went out.

"Did you know? Weilan went to America again!" When Jiang Xingxing said this, he was even more angry than Shi Youxi.

"Really?" Shi Youxi seemed much calmer, and just smiled back without expressing much.

"Aren't you nervous at all? Don't you think she goes to America too often? How long has it been since she came back last time? Four days?" Jiang Xingxing squinted at her, is it true that the emperor is not in a hurry to kill the eunuch?
"This is her personal freedom! We have no right to interfere with her, don't let her go, do we?" Shi Youxi shrugged innocently, what does Wei Lan have to do with her?What right does she have to control where she goes and what she does?
Even if she knew that Wei Lan was going to America to find Yu Ziyao, so what?What can she do?

Wei Lan seems to be much more difficult than Xu Nianwei!

"Why did your heart become so big all of a sudden? You are too worried about Yu Ziyao, right? Wei Lan knows to go to the United States every few days to find him, but you don't go even once! And he calls you Phone, you still told him not to call, are you stupid? Do you want to wait for him to be snatched away before you come and cry all over the world looking for time-turning machines and regret medicine?" Jiang Xingxing said to her There was a lot of shouting and scolding.

"Xing Xing, I believe him, he is not that kind of person." Shi Youxi smiled and patted Jiang Xing Xing's hand, in turn comforting her.

"I really think you're stupid! Is it because the scar is healed and the pain is forgotten?" Jiang Xingxing wanted to remind her not to forget the lesson learned from Nan'anyang.

"He's different from Nan'anyang, didn't you tell me that?" Shi Youxi was stunned for a moment, and when she thought of Nan'anyang, she still couldn't stop her heartache.

"Even if it's different, you should take precautions, and you can't just let him be so defenseless! I suddenly found out that you used to take precautions against Xu Nianwei, what an inspirational act!" Jiang Xingxing pursed her lips, when she said Yu Ziyao is different, just to let Shi Youxi let go of the past and heal his heartache!
She didn't mean that she could ignore everything in this way, who is Yu Ziyao!Can it be worse than Nan Anyang?Among the women around him, which one is worse than Shi Youxi?
Faced with the temptation of all kinds of charms, even if Yu Ziyao is a god, he can't sit still 100% of the time!
"I see." Shi Youxi nodded, she didn't say anything, but it didn't mean she wasn't worried!

It's just that I want to try to change my attitude to deal with the way the two get along. I let him go because I trust him, and she just wants to go a longer road in the future!
The life of being on guard at all times is too tense, and after a long time, it is inevitable that you will be exhausted!

"Too lazy to talk about you!" Jiang Xingxing snorted angrily.

"Don't talk about me, how are you and Ying Lingxuan doing?" Shi Youxi changed the topic, since Yu Ziyao went to the United States, and after Weilan chased after her to the United States, every conversation between her and Jiang Xingxing ended in a bad mood And the end of the scattered.

Although she knew that Jiang Xingxing was worried about her, worried about her, and didn't want to see her suffer another betrayal, but she was willing to bet!

I am willing to gamble for Yu Ziyao!
I also want to take advantage of this time to calm myself down and settle down whether my feelings for him are just habits or likes!
"How about it? I have never been able to be with him, what can we do? Besides, you don't know the inseparable relationship between him and Xixi! Do you want me to be the one between them? The third party, is he going to snatch him away from Xixi?" Jiang Xingxing took a sip of coffee in a hurry, and his urgent and fast speech revealed her mood at this time.

"You like him, don't you?" Shi Youxi looked at her, suddenly feeling a little sympathetic to her.

"It doesn't matter whether you like it or not. The important thing is that I don't like this kind of relationship that is too complicated! I will bless him and Xixi!" Jiang Xingxing pursed his lips and looked at the cup swaying in circles with lowered eyelids. Ripples of coffee.

Shi Youxi sighed, in this situation, she really couldn't say anything against her will to support Xingxing's courage to let go of her love.

Just like Xingxing said, they all know the relationship between Xixi and Ying Lingxuan.

Although they knew that Ying Lingxuan didn't like Xixi, and they just took care of her as if she was an inescapable responsibility, but even so, they would definitely not be able to take Ying Lingxuan away from Xixi. Come!
No matter how much Xing Xing likes Ying Lingxuan, even if he loves Ying Lingxuan deeply...

　I'm sorry, dears, I've been delayed due to something today... Today is still [-] words more~~~ Don't worry!

　　
　
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