medical marriage

Chapter 210 Is this the reason why you have been refusing to disclose it?
Sitting in the coffee shop with Jiang Xingxing at night, but the two of them have their own concerns, each holding a coffee cup, sitting silently.

"School will start soon." Shi Youxi was absent-mindedly stirring the coffee in the cup.

"Yes!" Jiang Xingxing also nodded dully.

"How are you and Ying Lingxuan?" Looking up at Jiang Xingxing, is this the same Jiang Xingxing she knew?
How could a person who used to be so talkative and restless become so silent now?If she doesn't speak first, are they going to sit relatively silent all night like this?

"How about what?" Jiang Xingxing finally came back to his senses, and looked at Shi Youxi intently, the corners of his lips twitched.

"Yesterday Zhi saw you crossing the road with Ying Lingxuan." Shi Youxi took a sip of his coffee, it was cold!
"Just happened to meet." Jiang Xingxing curled his lips, just happened to meet, and then "coincidentally" spent the night with him!
"Really?" Shi Youxi didn't know what to say, seeing Jiang Xingxing seemed unwilling to talk about him anymore, and she didn't want to force her to talk about Ying Lingxuan.

"What about you? You came to drink coffee with me today, so you're having trouble with Yu Ziyao again?" Jiang Xingxing is like a roundworm in her stomach, and Shi Youxi's every move can hardly escape her eyes.

"It's not really awkward! It's just that he came to me suddenly today and said he wanted to disclose our relationship." Shi Youxi sighed, his shoulders drooping weakly.

"Then what do you say?" However, even if Shi Youxi didn't answer, she knew what was going on!
If Shi Youxi agreed, it would be impossible for her to come here for coffee now!It would be strange if the two in-laws didn't find a big hotel to celebrate!

"I refused. I still want to tell my family about this matter. After all, I caused this matter. If it comes from his mouth, the matter will change." Shi Youxi lowered his eyelids, entangled his fingers, almost Twist into a twist.

"Unexpectedly, our Xi has changed! It's time to think things through!" Jiang Xingxing smiled. The former Shi Youxi didn't think so much!
She has always been a person who can say what she thinks of and do whatever she wants!
It's just that after being with Yu Ziyao, she seems to have really changed a lot!

Shi Youxi smiled wryly, he couldn't tell if Xing Xing was laughing at her or praising her!

"Stop laughing at me!"

Jiang Xingxing pursed his lips and said from the bottom of his heart: "I am not kidding you, you have really changed! You will become sentimental!"

She glanced at Jiang Xingxing, then lowered her head again.

"I don't know why, it's so out of control now, it feels like everything is wrong!"

"Because I like it, I have become concerned!"

Care is chaos!
If you don't like each other, then why do you care so much?If you don't care, why panic?
"like……"

Yes, I like it!
Just because I like it, everything has changed!

What used to be indifferent, now I care, very much!
Just because I like it, I am afraid of this and that!What scares her the most is that when she proposes a divorce, she is afraid that he will nod and agree!

"If you like it, say it bravely. Maybe everything is different from what you think? Maybe, if you like him, he also likes you? How do you know that you are not torturing each other if you keep running away?"

Although she was not sure if Yu Ziyao really liked Youxi, what was certain was that Youxi must have fallen in love with him!

"What about you? Aren't you and Ying Lingxuan tormenting each other? You obviously like him so much, and he likes you so much, but just because you think he's the one... just push him away, you don't even have a chance Not to yourself and Ying Lingxuan!"

Shi Youxi smiled wryly, would Yu Ziyao like her?
How high is this probability?Will it be higher than Mars hitting the earth?

"I'm giving both parties a chance now!" Jiang Xingxing frowned, Ying Lingxuan didn't understand her, she didn't blame him!But why doesn't even You Xi understand her?

"Xingxing, in fact, we are the same in the face of feelings! Cowardly, timid, withdrawn, afraid of being hurt, afraid that the result will run counter to what we think! We are all afraid of facing it, and we are all looking for a hundred, a thousand. , There are ten thousand reasons to deceive ourselves and each other! Because we have all been hurt, deceived, and betrayed, so when we face a relationship again, the first thing we always think of is to protect ourselves, I don’t want my feelings to be exposed in front of the other party, and I’m afraid of suffering the pain of repeating the same mistakes! You say, right?”

Jiang Xingxing looked at Shi Youxi in a daze, and had never discovered it like this at this moment. It turns out that she, Shi Youxi, can see everything!She is not confused!
"Whether they like us or not is actually not important to us! Because it is not them who are afraid to face us, but us! Even if we know that they like us, so what? Will it be the same as the last game that ended in failure?"

Shi Youxi sighed quietly: "It's better to just pretend that he doesn't like me, it's just my unilateral contribution! Only in this way, you won't feel betrayed, because he never liked me from the beginning to the end!"

"But in this world, is there anyone who hasn't been hurt by love? If everyone thinks so, who will love?" Jiang Xingxing smiled wryly, and every word Youxi said went deep into her heart, hitting the nail on the head allow!

"There will always be selfish people, and selfless people! Only selfish people like us are sitting here, drinking bitter coffee, and telling ourselves that the reason for the bitterness now is the bitterness of coffee!" Shi Youxi laughed at himself smiling and stirring the coffee.

"Come on, let's have a toast for us two selfish people!" Jiang Xingxing raised his coffee cup and smiled brightly.

Shi Youxi took a deep breath and exhaled: "Well, cheers!"

Be selfish!
"What's going on between you and that Wei Zhizeng?" Jiang Xingxing suddenly remembered that when she was in Hong Kong, she had posted a photo with Wei Zhizeng in her circle of friends.

"What's going on? Old friend!" Shi Youxi shrugged and replied indifferently.

"Don't you know, he likes..."

Shi Youxi was startled for a moment, then pretended to be stupid and asked, "What does he like?"

"It's nothing!" Jiang Xingxing shook her head, what happened that night happened when Youxi was drunk, so she probably didn't hear what they said in the box that night!

However, it’s okay not to know!Can reduce some troubles!

"By the way, when are you going to tell your parents and your sister about your affair with Yu Ziyao?" Jiang Xingxing changed the topic.

"I don't know, I'm quite scared!" Shi Youxi shook his head, always feeling that the time was wrong, always feeling that the timing was wrong.

In fact, even she herself didn't know what kind of opportunity she was waiting for, and what kind of time she was waiting for, was the best moment to confess!
"What are you afraid of? Are you afraid that your parents will object? Or are you afraid that your sister will blame you?" Jiang Xingxing really couldn't figure out what she had to hide!
"You also know that when I agreed to marry him, it was purely for revenge on Dai Mina and Nan Anyang, purely to hit them! I never thought that I would really live with him, but I didn't expect that things would come to an end Today is this step. Now, I am afraid that I will never end this life with him. I always feel that I and him... will end at any time! If this is the case, it is better not to tell them, lest they feel sorry for me !"

"Is this why you have been refusing to disclose it?" Jiang Xingxing widened his eyes in disbelief.

"Before I thought that I would end with him after using him! Later, I was afraid that my sister would not forgive me, and I always felt that I had robbed her. I dare not tell them! Now, I..."

Sighing, now, she can no longer tell the real reason!

"Now, you like him, and you don't want to leave him, do you?" She could deeply understand that Shi Youxi's embarrassment of wanting to love but not daring to love, this feeling like a thorn in her throat, isn't it exactly what she is doing right now. Feeling tortured?

"If I say, if he is willing to divorce me now, I will stay away from him without hesitation for a second, do you believe it?" Shi Youxi tilted his head slightly, squinting at her with provocative eyes.

"Trust!" Jiang Xingxing smiled, without the slightest hesitation: "If you leave now, you can rein in the precipice! Is that what you think?"

"The roundworms in my stomach are nothing more than that!" Shi Youxi also laughed, so in this world, Xing Xing is the person who knows her best!

"Don't forget, we are fellow patients with the same disease!" Jiang Xingxing sighed for a long time, shook his head and smiled wryly at himself.

"I really want to have a good drink!" Shi Youxi said helplessly, pouted.

"Then go have a drink!" Jiang Xingxing said and stood up, she had already thought about it!
How pretentious is it to sit in a coffee shop and drink coffee at such a moment?You should just sit in the bar, get drunk and worry!

Shi Youxi hurriedly held her back, shaking her head frequently: "No way! If I want to drink, something will happen! And I promised Yu Ziyao that I won't drink again!"

"Shi Youxi, is this your ambition?" Jiang Xingxing grabbed her and forcefully pulled her up: "When you are in a bad mood, you should go to the bar! What are you doing in this coffee shop? Do you drink coffee to heal your injuries?"

"I don't go to the bar! Every time I drink, something will happen!" Shi Youxi pouted her buttocks and calmed down.

What a cheap mouth, why don't you have a drink!Well now, let the misfortune come out of your mouth!
"Where do you go if you don't drink alcohol?" Jiang Xingxing asked.

"Otherwise, open a room and move two boxes up, and at worst, just lie down on the spot when you get drunk, and nothing will happen!" Shi Youxi thought for a while, and thought of a way to get the best of both worlds.

"But there's no atmosphere like this..."

"Are you going? If you don't, I'll go home and sleep!" Shi Youxi threatened.

No fish, shrimp is also good!

"Go!" Jiang Xingxing nodded happily with a willful mentality.

(End of this chapter)