medical marriage

Chapter 495 You like children too?

"Yes, you are right! From the very beginning, I have no intention of divorcing you!" Ying Lingxuan confessed without hesitation, even if he said "get married today and divorce tomorrow", it was just a stopgap measure!

It was nothing more than coaxing her into the ring and following his plan!
"I was tricked by you step by step!" Jiang Xingxing pursed his lips, feeling very wronged.

"The process is not important." Ying Lingxuan laughed dryly, not denying that what she said was true.

"Yes, the result is that I became your wife. In front of everyone, I am Mrs. Ying, who is attracting everyone's attention! After being married, it is your tool for revenge! Isn't it?" He never concealed his plan, and told her from the beginning She, he married her to take revenge on her!Revenge on her whole family!
These words, even though I think about them and talk about them, my heart is always uncomfortable, not a taste.

"Yes." After a moment of silence, he nodded in response.

"What about you now? What are you thinking in your heart now? Or is it the same as you thought before, or can you let go of all the grievances and grievances in the past, and start over with me, starting from scratch?"

She bit her lip, looking at him nervously and cautiously.

Ying Lingxuan looked at her deeply for a while, and finally lay down flat, staring straight at the ceiling, lost in thought.

Taking revenge on her, he didn't experience the slightest pleasure.

Every time he saw her sad, when he was sad, his heart was tightened even more, the pain made him almost suffocate!
Every time he said those words that hurt her and humiliated her, his words were like sharp knives that cut through his heart one by one, and each knife seemed to be exhausted with all his strength!
Several times, he was at a loss. Is he taking revenge on her or torturing himself?
But once you start, it's hard to stop.

The signs of revenge are like smoking, once you start, you can’t stop, it’s an addiction!
While hurting myself, while hurting her...

Jiang Xingxing looked at Ying Lingxuan who was suddenly silent, and dimmed his eyes in disappointment.

Could it be that in his heart, he still can't let go?

He still couldn't let go of the past, refused to let her go, and also let go of himself?

He obviously still loves her so much, loves her with his life, loves her desperately!

But the scar in his heart was too deep...

As a result, he would rather embarrass her and torture himself, without any regrets?

"Between getting revenge on you and loving you well, I'm like a psychopath. When I'm sane, I don't want to hurt you, and I'm not willing to hurt you! But I'm afraid that when I get sick occasionally, I will Do things that you can't even control yourself..."

"You are not allowed to talk about yourself like that! I said it before, but no matter how you treat me, I will never give up on you, and I will never blame you again! Even if you really can't let go of the past, I will not back down! I will Waiting for you, waiting until you are willing to forgive me!"

Jiang Xingxing interrupted his self-deprecating words distressedly, and he even described himself as a mental patient to look at the entanglement of the past in his heart.

She heard that he also wanted to let go, and he also wanted all this to pass!
"Didn't you ask me, as Mrs. Ying, what should I say? What I want to say is that I am honored to be your wife, to be Mrs. Ying! To have the opportunity to be by your side and touch you with my love, I I will try my best to be your wife, and try my best to help you untie your knot!
Mom is right. Husband and wife should work together, they can't share the blessings, and they should be treated differently if they have difficulties.No matter how many difficulties we will encounter in the future, I don't want to let you go, and I don't want to escape. No matter how hard it is, we will face it together!
I will no longer want to bear it alone, nor will I let you bear it alone. When two people face happiness, happiness becomes double!When two people face difficulties, the difficulties are halved!
Ling Xuan, this is what I want to say to you when I am your wife!Even if you really can't let go of the past for a while and can't get out of that shadow, it doesn't matter!Let's bear it together, it doesn't matter if you hurt me, I won't hate you anymore because of your words and things you do!Because I know, none of that comes from your sincerity!
It’s just that there is a little devil living in your heart, we need to expel it with more love, to start it!I believe we can!I trust you even more! "

Jiang Xingxing's affectionate confession made Ying Lingxuan's heart almost melt.

Looking at the enthusiasm, sincerity and firmness in her eyes when she said these words, with a beautiful vision for the future, bravery and faith, this Jiang Xingxing is like a little warrior fighting for love , The whole body exudes a confident light.

He smiled softly, maybe the things she said, before she made the move of jumping off the car, might have really prevented him from coming out, and he couldn't accept the decision to forgive her just like that!
But from the moment she saw her jumping out of the car recklessly just to stay away from him, all the hatred and grudges had already been reduced to ashes!
Maybe the revenge plan in her heart had existed in name only since the moment she bumped into him, and it no longer existed!

It's just to give myself a step down, just to find a reason for myself to deceive myself, so I keep talking about it!

But now, he knows more clearly what he wants...

"You're talking! I've said so much, don't you have any reflections? Are you not touched at all?" Seeing that he just looked at her and smiled without speaking, Jiang Xingxing couldn't help being anxious, and sat on the edge of the bed , stretched out his feet to his bed and kicked his bed.

"Have you finished?" Ying Lingxuan smiled and grabbed her outstretched foot, holding it in his hand.

Jiang Xingxing's face burned, and he wanted to retract his feet, but he held it tightly, pulling and pulling, and even pulled his body out a little.

"It hurts!" Ying Lingxuan cried out in pain, frowning tightly.

"What's the matter with you? Are you okay? Did you touch the wound? Do you want to call the doctor?" Jiang Xingxing suddenly became quiet, and he didn't dare to move any more. He sat there blankly, his feet were held by him, Just let him hold it!
"Don't move around, it won't hurt anymore!" He glanced at her, and seeing her worried face, he grinned, a smile that didn't deserve a beating.

"You lied to me?!" Only then did Jiang Xingxing realize that he had been cheated, and he glared at him angrily, gnashing his teeth.

"I'm lying to you to see that you care about me so much, I'm happy!" Ying Lingxuan stroked the scraped skin on her calf. Although it wasn't serious, after a day, it didn't ooze blood anymore, and it almost started to form scars up.

But my heart was still trembling because of what happened yesterday, I looked up at her, and said seriously: "From now on, you are not allowed to do such dangerous and stupid things again, you know? Even if you are angry with me, you can't Let me hurt myself, not even a velvet hair! Remember no!"

"Well, remember!" She nodded sweetly, being stupid once is enough!She won't be so stupid to do it a second time, how painful it is!

What hurts more is seeing him being implicated by her, more serious than her...

The feeling of distress is more painful than any injury on the body!

"Like a fool! I only talk about things that hurt you, how can I really be willing to do things that hurt you? Although I really hate your parents, they are your parents after all... "

When Ying Lingxuan said this, he sighed and let go of her feet, feeling a little heavy.

"I hate them too. I have hated God since I was a child. Why did God let me be their daughter? Why are my parents not like Youxi's parents... But the fact is the fact, no matter how unwilling to admit it, they are still me parents! Whether you hate me or resent me, my surname is Jiang, and I am their daughter!"

Jiang Xingxing lay back on the bed, smiled wryly, but was more helpless.

Ying Lingxuan glanced at her and didn't say anything. In comparison, he was luckier than her.

At least, he and his mother have always been by his side, always loving him!
And she...

Perhaps, this is because they are children from rich families whose family background is enviable by others. Since they have received the admiration of others, they have to bear the burden that others cannot see!

And in that halo circle, children like them are not uncommon!
"When I went to wash the dishes just now, I saw a grandma holding her newborn grandson, oh, so cute! The little face is flushed, and the eyes are big and energetic, so cute!" Ying's mother held the washing machine. When the good thermos cup walked into the ward, my mind was full of the cute baby I saw just now.

"So, you just wash the dishes for so long?" Ying Lingxuan looked at her narrowly and asked.

"Just teased that little guy for a while, since you grew up, I have never seen such a small child again! Oh, my heart feels full all of a sudden! It's so heartwarming! "Mother Ying put the thermos cup into the cabinet, recalling Ying Lingxuan's still baby with nostalgia.

"The child is really cute! When I saw the little bean sprouts, I felt like I wanted to hug him and eat a few mouthfuls!" When Jiang Xingxing mentioned the child, he immediately thought of her godson, his eyes It is filled with the brilliance of maternal love.

"You like children too?" Mother Ying suddenly rolled her eyes, sat down next to Jiang Xingxing's bed, and looked at her calculatingly.

"I didn't like it at first! But, if all children are like Xiaodou Sprout, who are obedient, quiet, and cute, then I like it!" Jiang Xingxing always thought that Xiaodou Sprout was an exception. Crying, so well-behaved that people are pitiful!

It's just that I don't know why, the more I grow up, the more crooked I feel!

It's not that he's disabled, but that the older he gets, the more he looks like his father, not his mother!
She really can't accept this!
She really doesn't like Yu Ziyao's sullen character!

She can be tender to Shi Youxi, but when she treats others, she is like a millennium iceberg!
(End of this chapter)