Spicy Wolf Concubine

Chapter 139 is not the main text, so it can be ignored. The judges bring their own vaccinations.

(Don't read this chapter if you don't like it, don't spray it if you don't like it, I just want to publish a lyrical prose, adapted according to the author's personal experience)
"Remember, That's Your Friend" [Text/Grasshopper Kitten]

When I was young, my mother often told me a story, a story that happened in her workplace, which she would never forget.

My mother's two colleagues, physical education teacher Aunt Song and homeroom teacher Aunt Shi, are close friends who are well-known in the whole unit. Auntie, it is rare and enviable for two people to eat together, live together, work together, and still have such a girlfriend-like friendship in the workplace.

However, one day, there was a break between them.

Everyone was surprised and asked why.

Until someone said: "It's because of the title."

As we all know, the monthly salary of teachers is related to the level of their professional titles. The higher the professional title, the more salary they receive.

But this time, Aunt Song, who teaches physical education, succeeded in getting a professional title, which was higher than Aunt Shi's.

Aunt Shi was unknowingly dissatisfied, but kept holding back.

Until one day, when Aunt Shi was waiting for Aunt Song in the physical education group, she saw a new physical education teacher transferred from another school, so Aunt Shi asked, "In your school, is the head teacher an advanced title?"

Later, this sentence was passed on to Aunt Song intact.

Aunt Song suddenly felt cold.

She has done so many things for Aunt Shi without complaint or regret, but in the end Aunt Shi went to her place and poured cold water on her.

If they are really friends, do you still care who has advanced titles?
After that, although Aunt Shi explained that she had no malicious intentions many times, Aunt Song always alienated Aunt Shi.

Yes, forever.

When I was a child, every time my mother told me this story, I would ask in amazement, why?They are all in their 40s and [-]s, how could they break up because of such a sentence?

At that time, I didn't understand.

I just heard my mother sigh and say, when you grow up, you will naturally understand that women's friendship is so fragile, once broken, it will be irreparable in this life.

Later, I grew up.

In a job position, I met a friend who applied together with me. We are at the same level, and we often work and struggle together.

She said that she appreciates me very much. She sees that I am a very hardworking and strong person. If we work together, we will have a future.

At work, she helped me a lot, and she was very sincere, and I even dared to hand over some private documents to her for help.

Indeed, we are friends,

We help each other and are close.

I work very hard.

She also works very hard.

But... a few months later, her efforts were appreciated by the leader and her salary was increased a lot.

However, I have always believed that my efforts are no less than hers, but I am still unknown.

I've always been very strong, and I've always refused to admit defeat, so... I couldn't accept this fact for a while.

She has always been sincere, showing me her salary carelessly.

She didn't think much about it, but at that moment, such a gap caused a strong blow to me.

Just for a moment, in my unyielding bones, she was no longer a simple friend, but a competitor that I had to surpass.

Since I was a child, I have tried my best to do my best to become stronger and stronger, so I cannot accept this status quo.

However, she was naturally aware of such a change.

Finally one day, she came to me and said with a half-hearted smile, "Can we still be friends? If you can't, just tell me, we're breaking up!"

"Breakoff? What do you mean?" I raised my head and asked.

At that moment, in my eyes, she was a cross between a competitor and a friend.

To put it in an easy-to-understand sentence, it is—the stage is an opponent, and the audience is a friend.

But her sneer interrupted my thoughts: "What are you still pretending? Have you been jealous of me after I got grades?"

"Jealous? What are you talking about? It's not like you don't know my character. I've always been like this. I've always been strong. I always wanted to be the one to win. I don't want to see myself lose...I don't want to lose to you!"

"Enough is enough!" Finally, she interrupted me, the corners of her mouth twitching: "I do think you are very strong and self-motivated, but...do you fucking know, you are enough! I never Will break up with people, but you are the first! From now on, we are not friends!!"

Looking at her figure who turned and left, I was stunned.

For a moment, my mind went blank...

That day, my cerebral vasospasm suddenly broke out... because of her words.

It took me a long time to smooth it out. After all, I have never been a stubborn person. If I am really wrong, I will correct it.

Finally, I found the answer.

I still remember that I have been such a person since I was a child. I will spare no effort to get in the top few exams in the class, and I must be the top few exams.

The teacher saw that I was studying without sleep and food, and couldn't help being puzzled: "Why are you working so hard?"

"I want to be among the best, and I want the teacher to see my existence... I want the teacher to affirm my existence!"

Thinking about it now, the self at that time was really funny.

But it was also me at that time that made me who I am today.

The shock of my friend's departure made me start to calm down and reflect on myself.

Indeed, these years, I care too much about winning or losing, and I am really too tired.

It's time to let go of those competitive mentalities, settle down, and assert yourself.

In fact, when I settle down and work hard to do my own thing, I will find that I actually have many advantages that belong to me.

Why obsess over winning or losing?
So, I calmed down and concentrated on doing my own thing.

Before I knew it, I made some new friends.

One of them, with a particularly cheerful and humorous personality, circled around me every day and kindly called me "sister".

It is her carefree personality and love for me that made me have a strong affection for her.

I like this carefree sister very much, and everyone can see that I treat her better than anyone else.

I am very fortunate to meet such a friend at this time, a friend who makes me feel at ease.

I am only very poisonous to her. Although I am not a poisonous person, everyone knows that although I like to say something and see her pouting resentment, I care about her more than anyone else. deep.

I will help her in everything she does, and I will go through fire and water, and I will die.

However, perhaps it was a twist of fate that I had a conflict with her on one issue.

However, this time I said a few words to her that were honest but good for her, and she was not happy.

When I watched her cast contemptuous glances at me, it was a lie to say that my heart didn't hurt.

She dropped a sentence: "You don't care about friendship at all!"

After all, she rushed out the door, but I felt very sad.

I asked the other little girls, what happened to her?What's the meaning?
However, the little girls answered each other with one word and one word, but it made me dumbfounded!

The little girls didn't know what to answer, so they told me all about how this girl who kept calling me "sister" spoke ill of me behind my back these days.

I couldn't believe it, and kept asking instinctively: "What else is there? Is there any more?"

Yes, and...she told others everywhere how you hurt her.

Every word the little girls said pierced their hearts like an arrow, and everything I did for her wholeheartedly was taken as my harm to her, and then she told others how she thought of me, I was a What a bad man!
At that moment, I really understood this sentence: "If you are not blind, don't know me from others."

Yes, at that moment, I didn't know what to say.

You know that feeling?

The feeling that the person you cared deeply about one moment will be completely removed from your heart the next second!

I tasted it... I really tasted it...

At that moment, I sat on the chair tiredly, sorting out the mess in my heart.

That night, I deleted her QQ. After her friends knew about our quarrel, they all scolded me for her on QQ.

She didn't stop her, and said confidently: "My friends actually went to scold me. Let them scold me. I won't care. After all, my friends are all concerned about me."

The little girls said again: "She said she knew very well that you couldn't do without her, so she wanted to have a cold war with you for a few days."

cold war?Hehe... She still thinks she has a lot of weight in my heart?
I can't do without her, and she still wants to fight?
At this moment, I'm only thankful that she wasn't standing by my side, otherwise I would definitely slap her face tonight!
"Ask her, what does she want?" I asked a little girl.

The little girl replied: "She said she didn't know, and she didn't want to think about it, she said she was sure, every time you quarreled with her, you would end up softening your heart, this time too..."

"Tell me, she doesn't need to think about it anymore, our friendship is over, and this matter is over."

After all, I left the computer desk.

Before she left, it suddenly appeared in her mind that she said triumphantly: "You don't care about friendship at all!"

At that moment, I wanted to laugh.

After all... who doesn't care?

Furthermore, how do you want me to accept this kind of dirty and flawed friendship? !
dirty?flaw?
Suddenly, I remembered the... my best friend who left me.

At that moment, I suddenly understood why she said those things to me and why she left without looking back.

Because of...flaws.

She wholeheartedly treated me as a friend and helped me a lot.

And what did I do?
The moment she got the results, I started to care about winning or losing, between me and her!

Isn't this dirty and blemish? !

At that moment, I was dazzled by winning or losing, and I left all the past friendships behind.

I... gave up our friendship!
At that moment, I finally realized her angrily feeling at that time... the same angrily feeling as me!

You have to remember, that is not a competitor, that is your friend, a friend who is dedicated to you!

But even if I understand, what's the use?

She left and... never came back.

I'm gone, and... there's no going back.

I suddenly remembered the story my mother told me, and suddenly understood that story completely.

Women's friendship is very fragile, if you miss it, it will be irretrievable in this life!

No one is a saint, everyone will be disappointed, hurt, and broken.

Cherish the people who are good to you, this sentence has been talked about by people all the time, but how many people keep it in their hearts?

Remember, this person in front of you is your friend...a friend who has devoted himself wholeheartedly to you!

I know that we are not young anymore, and we don’t have many real friends anymore. When it’s time to set off again, I finally remember my mother’s words: "Treasure the people in front of you, after all... if you lose it, you will come back for the rest of your life." not coming."

(End of this chapter)