The eldest daughter-in-law of the rebirth of a wealthy family is difficult to do

Chapter 932 Is it because I don't know what to do? (4)
"It's not just your regret. I also regret that I didn't hug Xiaoxiao, and I didn't let Xiaoxiao rest on my shoulder. I also regret that I didn't accompany you to eat together, go to the amusement park together, travel together, and A family..." Xiao Ye said, at that moment he seemed to be unable to continue.

Some wounds are really painful, and he is trying his best to restrain himself, restraining himself from going in.

Because he still has someone to take care of.

If even he allowed himself to be sad like this, he didn't know what would happen in the end.

So even in many cases, he used cruel methods to make himself not think about it, not to think about it deeply.

At this moment, it was still so bloody displayed in front of him, his choked voice regained his composure, "Beddy, I owe Xiaoxiao a lot, so much that sometimes I really feel that I am heinous and the most evil Source. It is my own fault that I have come to this point. I actually know that I am not worthy of you, and I even feel that I am not worthy of happiness. But, I am indeed selfish, I hope... I can make it up. I really hope to make up for everything I have done to you in the past..."

"Don't talk about Xiaoye." Yao Beidi interrupted him suddenly.

So calm, so unmoved.

Xiao Ye swallowed her throat, and sure enough she didn't say any more.

"No matter how much you say, I won't be moved. So, don't say any more." Yao Beidi said every word.

he knows.

But he thought, maybe if he said it, she would know what he was thinking...

He nodded and said nothing more.

"Go to bed early." He turned and left.

Yao Beidi looked in the direction of the door, at the empty room.

Heart is really tired.

She leaned against the head of the bed, staring at the ceiling dully.

She really felt very tired, living in this world, constantly feeling the torment in her heart, and constantly fighting against her own heart.

Even if I have been repelling my own psychological problems, I will suddenly have hallucinations. I have the hallucination that Xiaoxiao is right in front of me, and I have the hallucination that she is taking a bite, calling her mother lively, and she is still so cute and smart.

Whenever this hallucination occurs, she will feel that her world is beautiful, there will be no more pain, she can love and smile, and she does not have to experience that cold world in reality...

But it won't be long, it won't be long, she will come out of that illusion.

She will have contradictions in the hallucinations, and she also knows that everything is not the truth, and everything is a world of her own imagination. She doesn't know why she has to struggle with contradictions, and every time she comes out, she feels that the world is falling apart. Will feel uncomfortable to collapse.

So she would extremely resist this reality, and the direct result of her resistance was that she had hatred and rejection towards Xiao Ye that she couldn't even imagine.

She was very tired and miserable.

She doesn't even know, even if she divorces Xiaoye, will this hatred and pain disappear...

She thought, maybe as long as Xiao Ye still exists, as long as she is still living in this real society, her pain will never disappear!
Special country.

The night is dark.

Qiao Xiwan woke up from her sleep.

Sleep is very irregular during this time.

For example, when it was time to go to bed at night, she didn't want anyone to wake up.

She got up from the bed, and Gu Zichen didn't know when he was lying next to her.

She fumbled out of bed, went to wash up briefly, opened the door and decided to go outside to find something to eat.

She walked cautiously to the open kitchen, opened the refrigerator, and looked at the densely packed ingredients inside. She didn't really like eating alone, so she found some bread and milk, heated it up, and ate it silently by herself.

She was thinking about eating when she suddenly saw Winterson appearing in the living room. When Winterson saw Qiao Xiwan, she was also a little surprised. At that moment, Qiao Xiwan seemed to see Winterson's embarrassment.

The two looked at each other for a second.

Qiao Xiwan suddenly asked, "Are you going out?"

Looks like she's actually wearing out clothes.

"No, I'm just hungry. I came out to find something to eat. I feel uncomfortable after staying in the room for a long time." Winterson said, the corners of his mouth seemed to have a nice curve.

Winterson is a foreigner, right? !Or mixed race.

At least the pupils are blue.

"If you don't dislike it, how about some bread and milk? I'm always hungry, but I can't eat so much." Qiao Xiwan pointed at the pile of bread slices in front of her, and said with some embarrassment.

Winterson smiled, "Then let me digest it for you."

Qiao Xiwan nodded gratefully.

The two sat at the dining table, gnawing on bread.

It was already very late at this moment, and it was already past the early morning hours, so the two of them were so silent, it seemed that the room was surprisingly quiet.

Qiao Xiwan couldn't stand the suffocation, so she changed the topic, "Winterson, have you been with Gu Zichen for many years?"

"It's been quite a long time. It's been more than 10 years since we first established the team and we have been separated for so many years." Winterson recalled.

"What kind of person is Gu Zichen?" Qiao Xi rubbed her chin and looked at Winterson, "I'm really not afraid of your jokes. In fact, Gu Zichen and I seem to have been married for many years, and we have only been together for half a year, and this For more than half of the half year, Gu Zichen didn't care about me, and I didn't know what kind of person he was. When I felt that I understood Gu Zichen a little bit, I was thrown into such a dire situation by him again. The place……"

The more Qiao Xi said, the more he sighed.

No matter what, I feel miserable.

Winterson didn't laugh at her emotions, his blue eyes glowed dazzlingly under the light of the dining room, and he seemed to be recalling what kind of person Gu Zichen was, from their acquaintance, to forming a team, From completing dangerous tasks together, to parting, connecting, and becoming one again... It turns out that they have really experienced a lot.

(End of this chapter)