Cannon fodder, she's reborn

Chapter 135

She felt that Cang Yu suddenly moved, and walked up to her, and being stared at by his scorching gaze made her feel uneasy.

Her twinkling eyelashes twinkled like a beautiful fan, her face was a little pale, and her heart was beating so fast, she kept pulling her sleeves with both hands, even she didn't realize it, She revealed it all.

Cang Yu has been staring at her for a long time, and she is getting more and more worried.

Suddenly she felt a burst of heat, raised her head suddenly, and her eyes met his star-like eyes, which were so charming that she couldn't bear to look away.She was convinced again that she liked him a little bit.

"Little thing," Cang Yu's face was soft, and he raised his hand to land on her head, gently comforting her, and a deep voice rang in her ear: "What are you afraid of?"

Mu Bingyun was startled, her hands trembled a little, and because of fear, she turned pale.

He found out.

"Tell me, what are you afraid of?"

She suddenly lowered her head and said nothing.

A big warm hand lifted her head up, made her look at him, and let her fall into his gaze again: "Why are you hiding from me?"

"Cang Yu, let me go..."

Her eyes widened suddenly, and the warmth from her lips made her head go blank and her eyes bewildered.In vain, she reacted and wanted to push him away, but he tightly imprisoned her, her small body was wrapped in his big body, his lips were just against hers, he held her tightly He hugged her tightly, as if comforting her, but it made her panic even more.

Seeing the panicked look in her eyes, Cang Yu hurriedly left her, and comforted her carefully: "Little thing, why don't you come with me!"

He didn't know what she was afraid of, and it annoyed him that she wanted to avoid him.He can't use force, so as not to frighten her.It seemed that he had frightened her just now.

Mu Bingyun was still being kissed forcefully but didn't react, her mind was still blank.

She just felt astringent in her heart, extremely uncomfortable.

She wants to forget a lot, but everything in her previous life is an obsession that she has no way to resolve. Even though she has no feeling for Ling Jichen at all, the shadow he cast on her has not disappeared at all.So much so that she didn't dare to believe in any emotion anymore.

"Cang Yu, let's go! I want to stay alone. I will take part in the assessment soon. I want to practice hard."

Mu Bingyun crouched on the side, helpless, which annoyed him, did he scare her?
He also squatted down: "I scared you."

"It won't be like this next time."

Seeing her bowing her head and still not speaking, Cang Yu didn't know what to say, how could he make Xiao Xiong accept him?
Seeing that her eyes were moist, he took out a handkerchief and wiped it gently for her: "Little thing, tell me what you are afraid of."

His meticulous appearance seemed to be protecting a treasure, and he held her in his hands carefully, for fear of hurting her.

He pulled her up and let her sit aside: "Who bullied you?"

"No."

"Then what are you afraid of?"

Seeing Mu Bingyun biting her lip, he still didn't speak, and he could feel her trembling in fear, "Don't ask."

"If you want to talk, just tell me."

"verdant and luxuriant!"

"Ah."

Mu Bingyun raised his head, his eyes fell on his face, "Why did you do that?"

"No one will be so kind to another person for no reason," she calmed down, "and you, why do you do that?"

Cang Yu didn't talk to her, but stared at her, which made her a little uneasy.

Her uneasiness annoyed him again, she seemed to be like that little rabbit who was frightened by someone, and couldn't bear the slightest fright.

"I want to do this to you."

"I'm not married yet."

Mu Bingyun paused, thinking to treat her like this, is she still not married?Sure enough, Cang Yu did this to her because she liked her a little bit.But she couldn't feel the slightest bit of happiness. He was an extremely powerful man in Xizhou, and she was a little student of the Liuyun Sect. She couldn't understand why this man would do this to her.

Cang Yu also found out that the little thing doesn't seem to be happy, doesn't it mean that she doesn't like him?
"Cang Yu," Mu Bingyun suddenly looked serious, pointing to herself, "I'm not yet 15 years old."

She paced to the window, and those walking white clouds took away her thoughts again: "My current goal is to practice, to complete my goal, and to solve a very important matter in my heart."

"So, it's too early to talk about this now." She didn't look back, and she didn't dare to look at him. He was really kind to her. She didn't know how to be grateful, but... now she couldn't accept anything, The trauma of the past, and her weakness now, cannot allow her to find a little bit of safety in this world.

After rebirth, she will have nightmares whenever she sleeps.In the small and dark space, she is the only one, but she has to face everyone's persecution, betrayal, scolding and other bad experiences. All the bad experiences in the previous life seem to be negotiated. As long as she When sleeping, she would always find ways to get into her dreams, often waking her up. Afterwards, she only practiced and never slept again.

If she had such an experience again, she didn't know if she would really despair. Chiye could help her become stronger, but her inner hurt could only be healed slowly.She felt that when she became extremely powerful one day, no one would be able to hurt her.

"I feel like I'm too weak."

"I do not feel safe."

"The entire Liuyun Sect, eight out of ten people I know want me to die!"

Cang Yu suddenly said: "I will kill them for you!!!"

"What if the people in Dongzhou want to kill me?"

"Then destroy Dongzhou!!" He didn't hesitate at all, and said it with a murderous look, as if he really wanted to do it the next moment.

Mu Bingyun only felt that something was coming out of her heart, but she still shook her head and smiled in the end.

"Cang Yu, if I become extremely powerful and everyone can only look up to me, no one will dare to hurt me." She lowered her eyes, "Maybe you like me now, maybe one day, you will meet me When you find someone you like more, you will turn around and leave without hesitation."

Her heart throbbed at the thought of this, and the feeling of the previous life flooded her heart again. It was such a sad, but unchangeable fact.She is not a brazen person, when Ling Jichen told her in front of Mu Fengxue that the two of them intend to become Daolu, she didn't have much reaction on the spot.

She won't rely on someone who doesn't like her anymore, but this kind of hurt can never be erased.

(End of this chapter)