God, don't be so arrogant

Chapter 359 If, I Didn't Use Her

"She thought that I said these words just to get revenge on her, to get revenge on her for being with Yu Xiaotian behind my back."

"She cried and explained to me that it turned out that my father used my bright future to force her to leave me, and decided to be with Yu Xiaotian in order to stop me from looking for her frantically."

"That's when I realized that she did such a thing against her heart."

Ning Xia's breath was stagnant, it turned out that Lin Xue had paid so much for him.

"After I heard it, I felt even more guilty about her, and finally ran away. I was afraid to see Lin Xue's face, even if it was a shadow, I felt scared."

"So, I locked all the memories about her in one place, hoping to reduce the guilt in my heart."

"However, guilt persists in haunting my thoughts." Ji Lingfeng hugged Ning Xia's body tightly, trying to calm down his heartbeat.

"Later, Lin Xue gave birth to Yu Xiaotian's child. That day, I went to the hospital to visit a business partner. When I was crossing the road, I felt someone calling me. When I turned around, I saw Lin Xue being driven by a car. truck crashed."

Having said this, Ji Lingfeng's body tensed up, and his voice began to tremble.

"I foolishly watched her fall into a pool of blood, and listened to Yu Xiaotian's heart-piercing cry."

Thinking of Lin Xue reaching out to him in despair, Ji Lingfeng's heart was hurt again.

"I was wrong, I was wrong too much, I shouldn't provoke Lin Xue, who I can't afford to repay my feelings for, just because of Yu Ying."

"Even less should I choose humble escape in the face of her love."

"If I didn't use her, she must still be a good Lin Xue. Whether she is a married woman or alone, at least she is still a real Lin Xue."

"Because of this trace of hatred, I caused a woman who simply loved me to lose her life."

"Tell me, am I hateful?" Ji Lingfeng sneered, how can I not be hateful when I treat an innocent woman who loves me like this?

"People around me think that I love Lin Xue so much that I can't help it, but only I know that I feel deeply guilty towards her."

"Her life could have been colorful, but it came to an abrupt end because of my appearance. In a sense, I was the executioner who took Lin Xue's life."

"I think, since I failed her during my lifetime, after her death, I hope to do my best to share her worries."

"So, while I was dealing with her affairs, I picked her up from the hospital."

"I can't give her the title of Mrs. Ji, but I can give her son the title of Master Ji."

"Actually, I always knew that I was the one who caused Lin Xue's death, but in order to make myself feel better, I put all this on my father."

It turned out that Ji Xiaomo was really just Lin Xue's child, and he took such good care of him to heal his guilt.

Did he choose to bring up all the past tonight because Yu Xiaotian's appearance brought him back to the past again?
Looking at his frown, Ning Xia clenched her teeth in pain.

He's...not really smooth sailing.

It turned out that this was the real reason why Ji Xiaomo was not favored by Ji Xiaotian, not that Ji Xiaotian didn't like his grandson, but that Ji Xiaotian didn't like other people's grandsons.

"What I think is very simple, I just want to make up for what I owe her on her child."

(End of this chapter)