Baby Aggressive: Don't Talk, Kiss Me

Chapter 836 Yanyan, do I still have a chance

She said, everything is over, don't mention it again.

The meaning of this sentence is actually very simple, just like the literal meaning, when it is over, it is over, why bother?
However, she herself couldn't really let go, and what she said was unbelievable, even she couldn't convince herself, how could she make others believe it?

Gu Huachi thought a little too much, and understood the meaning of multiple layers.

"Yanyan thinks that I was too stupid in the past, and she still resents me, right?"

She looked at him funny, "How can you understand this? Did I say that I resent you?"

"It's because I don't tell you that I can't figure it out. I don't know what you think in your heart. In fact, I also know that I was really hateful at that time. I blamed myself countless times, hated myself, and even wanted to stab myself. Only then are you willing."

"You don't need to do that."

"I'm thinking, why am I so cruel, so ruthless, and can be so ruthless as to do things that hurt you?"

Thinking of her innocent and innocent smile, thinking of her pure love for herself, thinking of how she tried everything just to make her exist in his heart, but he cruelly strangled her.

If he hadn't involved Xue Ningyan, things wouldn't have turned into what they are today, and Yan Yan wouldn't have suffered so much and suffered a lot of grievances.

In the end, it was all his sins.

Gu Zhaoyan chewed the piece of meat in his mouth silently, and suddenly felt that he lost his appetite.

It was supposed to be a good meal, but now I lost my appetite.

"I said, everything is over, Brother Chi, stop blaming yourself. If you think you are at fault, then wouldn't my fault be even greater?"

"What is wrong?"

What could be wrong with her?

The only mistake was that he poured all his enthusiasm and affection on him, and loved the wrong person.

"I was young, ignorant and ignorant, that's why I've been pestering Brother Chi for more than ten years, and then I realized that persistence is just vain, and it's not mine after all."

After all, it is not willing, after all, it is destined not to last long.

Therefore, their relationship, which ended before it started, was hasty and short, with little sweetness, and left too deep a wound.

"Are you regretting the words?"

Regret?
She was a little dazed, her thoughts scattered, and she sat still in a daze.

Gu Huachi felt a thin layer of sweat on her palms. If she said she regretted it, it proved that she really didn't want to have anything to do with him. She regretted dedicating her best youth to him. Undoubtedly a fatal blow.

"No, I don't regret it."

Hearing her answer, he immediately breathed a sigh of relief, and his tense body relaxed.

"I don't regret it, does Yan Yan feel that everything is worth it?"

"Whether it's worth it or not doesn't make much sense to me. Anyway, it's all over, and it's just a dream of a young and frivolous dream. Now it's just a dream."

Young and frivolous, not arrogant and in vain, in the end, in retrospect, it is no match for the eight words "young and ignorant, childish words".

I still remember that when she was asked about her unfavorable relationship with Brother Chi at the press conference, she dropped the words "no regrets" in a chic way, so now that she thinks back to the original madness, she still doesn't regret it. will regret it.

In life, it is always good to have a vigorous love, which is regarded as experience and a springboard for maturity.

However, Gu Huachi's heart sank. She said that she woke up from the dream. When the past was just a dream, there was nothing worth remembering and nostalgic?

She wanted to forget the past and start over with Ye Chen, so that the words Gu Huachi would not exist in her future life plan.

Knowing Nannan's life experience, he was grateful and joyful, thinking that since she was willing to give birth to their daughter back then, she still had nostalgia for him.

She couldn't break through the shackles in her heart, so he waited.

"Yanyan, when my daughter grows up, will I tell her that I am her father?"

"If you want to recognize her, tell her yourself."

"Yanyan doesn't want my daughter to know?"

"No, she should be surnamed Gu after all. She is the blood of the Gu family. I can't be so selfish."

Her generosity made him ashamed. How could he not cherish such a thoughtful girl?

"It's okay, if Yanyan doesn't want her to go back home, I won't force it. If you want her to have Ye Chen's surname, she won't know that I'm her father for the rest of her life, and I won't hinder it."

Gu Zhaoyan raised his head and met his deep but melancholy eyes.

"really?"

"real."

She sighed inwardly.

Obviously caring about it terribly, but also trying to be brave.

It's not that she can't see, how much he wants his daughter to call him daddy, and how much he wants his daughter to be by his side, instead of hearing her call him uncle.

Every time Nannan called uncle, he felt pain in his heart, right?
"I said I won't force you any more. I have no opinion on what you want to do. You are Nannie's mommy, and you will take good care of her."

"Even if you are just one of many uncles in her eyes?"

My daughter has several uncles, the closest ones are Gu Huachi and Gu Heng, Su Hang and Shen Yi are also considered uncles, but their relationship is a little less familiar, and they are not very familiar with them.

Gu Huachi smiled wryly, "I know she is my daughter, you are already content with the daughter you gave birth to me in ten months of pregnancy, I dare not be greedy."

He also wanted to be greedy, but she didn't give him the chance and chose to continue living with Ye Chen instead of him.

It can already be seen that she is no longer the same to him as before, she has already withdrawn her feelings for him, right?

"It's rare that you see it so openly." His answer surprised her.

She thought he would want to go back to Nannan, and she was worried that such a thing would happen, and she would be distressed.

"My daughter was born to you, and you and Ye Chen raised her. Although I am her biological father, I have not fulfilled any responsibility. I dare not fight for her with you."

What qualifications does he have to fight for the custody of his daughter?He wouldn't do that either, otherwise it would only hurt Yan Yan's heart and make her complain about herself even more.

As long as she can catch a glimpse of her daughter from time to time, of course, it would be great if she could call herself daddy.

He wants to be greedy, the initiative is still in Yan Yan's hands.

"I don't know what will happen in the future, let's talk about it later."

Maybe she'll tell her daughter, now who knows?
"I'm full, I'm going back to Xiaoxiao's shop first, you go to work."

"Speak."

"what happened?"

Gu Huachi looked at her and was silent for a while before saying, "Yanyan, do I still have a chance?"

Finally he spoke his mind, he didn't want to hold it in any longer, he was so uncomfortable that he panicked.

"..."

Gu Zhaoyan thought he would not speak, why did he still ask this question?

Sure enough, he still didn't give up, it was very similar to her back then.

(End of this chapter)