60s Bai Fumei

Chapter 162 I Want to Talk to You (Monthly Pass 610+)

After eating enough, Gao Guoqiang said to Xia Xiao, "Xia Zhiqing, how about it, can you remember a few things?"

Xia Xiao read a few of them casually, and Gao Guoqiang said: "Yes, you will go to the team headquarters to help everyone learn the red quotations when you have time."

So Xia Xiao was left at the team headquarters to copy the red book. After she finished copying one copy, her copy was also copied.

All the educated youths, all those who can write, can copy it, and everyone learns the red quotations.

On Gao's side, Gao Jiaxing's fever finally subsided, and Zheng Xianghong heaved a sigh of relief.

Xia Xiao copied a few copies that day, and when she got tired of copying, she left the team headquarters. She brought two copies, one for Zheng Xianghong and one for Gao Jiaxing.

"Auntie, how is Second Brother Gao?" Xia Xiao asked Zheng Xianghong.

Zheng Xianghong said: "The fever has almost subsided, and I'm already awake and lying on the bed, but my spirit is not good."

Xia Xiao approached Gao Jiaxing's room, expecting to see Gao Jiaxing lying down, but he didn't expect to see Gao Jiaxing sitting beside the bed wearing a coat.

At this time, Gao Jiaxing was haggard and pale. He was used to seeing him live like a dragon and a tiger. Xia Xiao was really not used to seeing this sickness.

It was only then that Xia Xiao noticed the debris under Gao Jiaxing's feet, and exclaimed in his heart, "Second Brother Gao, what are you doing?"

Xia Xiao walked over and took a closer look. Gao Jiaxing was actually tearing up the book.

Gao Jiaxing looked at Xia Xiao, his eyes were blank, the ancient well was calm and silent.

Xia Xiao was startled, and said, "Second Brother Gao, you won't be overthinking it, right?"

"Second brother Gao, let me tell you, the college entrance examination will definitely resume in the future. There is always a chance, and it's not just you, it's like this all over the country. If you can't think about it, what will the captain and aunt do?"

Gao Jiaxing gave Xia Xiao a blank look, but said nothing.

Xia Xiao breathed a sigh of relief, knowing that she just rolled her eyes and responded.Xia Xiao wanted to persuade Gao Jiaxing not to tear up the book, but seeing Gao Jiaxing's beaten face, he couldn't persuade him.

"Xia Xiao, I think it's quite boring." Gao Jiaxing stopped his hands and said quietly.

"What's boring? What does the second brother Gao mean?" Life is still study, if it's study, it's fine, if it's life, it's troublesome.

"All my hopes and dreams are shattered." Although Gao Jiaxing's tone was calm, he could see the restrained sadness.

Xia Xiao knew that Gao Jiaxing's dream was to be a soldier, and his hope was to be admitted to a military academy, but it's impossible now, but there might be a chance in the future.

"It's only temporary, I believe the college entrance examination will resume." Speaking of this, Xia Xiao said: "Brother Gao, I want to dream too."

Gao Jiaxing looked at Xia Xiao, Xia Xiao said: "My dream is to go to university, otherwise you think why I learned high school knowledge from you, just thinking that one day, I can go back to school and realize my university dream. "

Gao Jiaxing looked at Xia Xiao in a daze, and then slightly raised his lips, "But the college entrance examination has been cancelled, and our dreams can't be fulfilled."

"It's definitely possible. We have to believe that the college entrance examination will resume one day."

Xia Xiao said so, but Gao Jiaxing didn't believe it, and when they would recover, their life seemed long, but it was only a few decades. After more than ten or twenty years, when the college entrance examination resumed, they could still take the exam. ?

Xia Xiao also knew that Gao Jiaxing would not believe that the college entrance examination would be resumed, and she would not believe that it would be resumed in ten years. She said that it would be useless, so she handed the red book she copied to Gao Jiaxing, "Second Brother Gao, this is The red quotations I copied are given to you, you can read them, I think some of the words in them are very inspirational, and may be useful to you."

Gao Jiaxing took it, turned it over and put it aside, he was not interested in reading it, and now he has no interest in books at all, he would like to destroy the books in his room.

Xia Xiao took the red book and turned it over for Gao Jiaxing to read, "The leader of Chuanda said that the world is bright, but the road is tortuous. I am confident that if I live for 200 years, I will be hit by water for [-] miles. I think it is quite reasonable. , and Mencius also said that if the heaven will send a great mission to the people of Sri Lanka, they must first suffer their minds and wills, work their muscles and bones, starve their bodies and skins, empty their bodies, and chaotic their actions. impossible."

Gao Jiaxing ignored Xia Xiao's words, just looked at Xia Xiao and said, "Do you still remember what I told me before my college entrance examination last year?"

Ah, Xia Xiao really doesn't remember what Gao Jiaxing said to her before the college entrance examination last year, but Shitou also heard a reminder in his ear, "He said that he will tell you something if he gets a good grade in the exam."

"Oh, what's the matter." Xia Xiao said.

"I missed the exam last year, and I didn't get good grades in the exam. I didn't have the chance to tell you. I wanted to get a good grade in the exam this year, but God didn't give me this chance." Gao Jiaxing caressed his forehead.

"Brother Gao, you can say it now, what do you want to say?" Xia Xiao said, she really didn't want Gao Jiaxing to be depressed because of the cancellation of the college entrance examination, she still wanted to see a Gao Jiaxing who could continue to live and breathe, not now Such a completely devoid of energy makes people sad to see.

"Xia Xiao, I want to talk to you about someone." Gao Jiaxing said, "This is what I want to tell you, and I have always wanted to try my best to express myself in front of you."

Xia Xiao was taken aback, and said embarrassingly, "Second Brother Gao, why are you saying this again?"

"You also think that I am not good enough for you, so I want to study hard, get admitted to the military academy, and want to be good enough for you. I have been working hard for this. But my efforts were in vain, and my dreams were shattered. The big hope is gone, but I still want you to know that I have been working hard to be worthy of you."

If it was normal, Xia Xiao might not be too bad after listening to it, but after listening to Gao Jiaxing's words, his tone, his expression, this situation, Xia Xiao's eyes were moistened, and she was touched.

"Second brother Gao, you misunderstood, it's not like this. I'm not that good, you are just a momentary heartbeat, and then this feeling will fade away." Just like she used to be very attracted by He Xuebing, always Seeing how He Xuebing looks and looks good, she can't help herself to think about him, and even considered being with He Xuebing, but now she can fade away this feeling.

Xia Xiao never thought of marrying a powerful person. She was more concerned about people and feelings, otherwise she would not have been telegraphed by Brother Bing's He Xuebing at a glance.

She wants to turn a sparrow into a phoenix, but not by marrying someone, she wants to rely on herself and rely on her own ability to become a phoenix, which is more practical.

Of course, who doesn't want to find a good partner, find a man who can rely on for a lifetime.

But often in many marriages and many couples, people are prone to change in middle age. Xia Xiao feels that relying on others is worse than relying on herself.

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