It's not too late to love again

Chapter 124
The so-called heart disease needs heart medicine. Du Cheng can only save lives, but not Shen Yunzi's heart.

Yan Jiyun stayed in the hospital until nine o'clock in the evening, and Shen Yunzi hadn't woken up yet. He was struggling a little, should he go home now or stay here?
Shuihan was coaxing Little Lemon to sleep when she received the call...

Yan Jiyun didn't hide anything on the phone, and confessed to Shui Han that Shen Yunzi suffered from depression and committed suicide.

"Oh, not coming back? Well, you can do whatever you want." Shui Han responded lightly, and hung up the phone before Yan Jiyun could speak again.

She was furious... Yesterday when Qiao Ju came back, she and Yan Jiyun were united in front of Qiao Ju. She was somewhat relieved about this incident at the time, but tonight he stayed in the hospital again because... ...that woman committed suicide in the afternoon.

Depression, suicide... Shui Han still has sympathy for this, but love is selfish, no one would like the person they love to be with other people, no matter what the person's situation is, sympathy is sympathy, love is not allowed shared.

Although Yan Jiyun has not been allowed by Shui Han to sleep in the bedroom these days, at least he has come home and slept in the next room, and tonight, he will not come back.

Shui Han couldn't even cry, her tears had dried up long ago, her heart was hurt to the point of numbness, and it really became a habit to suffer from pain.

the next day.

When Shen Yunzi opened her eyes, the first person she saw was Yan Jiyun.

He slept on the sofa, his slender body couldn't be fully accommodated by the sofa, he slept with his feet curled up, and he didn't sleep well, his brows were tightly furrowed, as if he was full of thoughts about sleeping.

In the quiet ward, only his light breathing could be heard, and his unparalleled handsome face was more profound and three-dimensional than before.The sharp-edged facial features are God's meticulously crafted masterpieces. The eyebrows are thick and black, and under the straight nose, two thin pink lips are like cherry blossoms that have just opened, glowing with a seductive color.The outline of his chin is so attractive that people can't help but want to go up and hug him for a kiss... Such a man who turns all sentient beings upside down, he has the most indifferent side in the world, but she knows that he has the most tenderness The warmest side.

She squatted down slowly, her eyes showed deep nostalgia, her eyes were flushed, she stretched out her trembling hand, and gently caressed his eyebrows like a demon, fascinated, her affectionate eyes were mixed with With deep regret... This man is the only one she loves, the one who can't be forgotten or erased by the passing of time...

She tried to hate him, but couldn't.Even if you force yourself to forget him, you can't do it.She was injured and hospitalized, and he came to take care of her. She was very grateful and happy in her heart, but when she thought he still had her in his heart, he invited a nurse to take care of her, and he didn't come to the hospital for a few days, her pain No one can tell.

People who suffer from depression are prone to commit suicide when it is severe, which is incomprehensible to ordinary people.Shen Yunzi just wanted to end her pain. When cutting her wrists, she only thought about Yan Jiyun, and her mind was full of him...

Shen Yunzi didn't expect that she didn't die, and when she woke up, she saw Yan Jiyun again. Is she dreaming?
No... It's not a dream, it's real, he really came, right in front of her.

Shen Yunzi's fingertips touched Yan Jiyun's skin, felt his body temperature, and heard his breathing, and she was really sure that this was not a dream.

Tears flowed down involuntarily, rolling down her cheeks silently... How long has it been since she cried in front of him?When she was in Australia before, she only cried once in front of him.It was when she rejected his marriage proposal...

Because of low self-esteem, because he felt that he was not worthy of him, he refused his ring.But in fact, the pain in her heart was no less than his.If she had agreed without hesitation back then, she should be his wife now...

Shen Yunzi was trying her best to control herself, not to let herself cry, not wanting to alarm him.Just when Shen Yunzi stood up, she suddenly saw a small dark blue box on the ground.

Um?Could it be that Yan Jiyun dropped it?

Shen Yunzi picked it up, hesitated for a moment, and opened the box anyway...

Here is a pair of rings.The style is simple but unique, with a few thick lines outlining a bone. Does this imply that a woman is a rib that fell from a man?
What a unique and meaningful ring.Shen Yunzi fell in love with it at first glance, and was a little dazed for a while.

The person on the sofa moved, Shen Yunzi put away the ring subconsciously, with her hands behind her back, Yan Jiyun also opened her eyes at this moment.

"Yunzi, you're awake." Yan Jiyun sat up and looked at Shen Yunzi with concern.

Shen Yunzi nodded slightly, thinking of her own suicide, she didn't know how to tell Yan Jiyun.

Yan Jiyun's heart trembled, Shen Yunzi's red and swollen eyes were obviously from crying.She used to be such a strong woman, and he only saw her cry once... Her depression was so severe, it was lucky to be rescued from suicide, but now that she cried again, wouldn't the situation be worse?

Yan Jiyun had no extra thoughts at the moment, only thinking about how to comfort Shen Yunzi.

"Yun Zi, I have something I want to give you."

A strange look suddenly appeared in Shen Yunzi's eyes, two blushes appeared on her pale face, she stretched out her hand shyly, and stared at Yan Jiyun without blinking her beautiful eyes: "Do you want to give me this? I picked it up on the ground, did you drop it?"

"I dropped it, but this..." Yan Jiyun wanted to say that this was not something he wanted to give away, but Shen Yunzi was delighted.

"I like the ring here very much. Since it was given by you, can you wear it for me?" Shen Yunzi's eyes were burning, and she stretched out her right hand to Yan Jiyun... This ring was secretly bought by Yan Jiyun when he was in Hong Kong. A romantic moment that he thinks is suitable for Shui Han.Last weekend, I took Shuihan and Little Lemon out to play, because I saw Shen Yunzi was injured, so Yan Jiyun's plan was broken. He still had a ring on his body to appease Shuihan and let her know that he had her in his heart ... But Shen Yunzi picked up the ring and mistakenly thought that he was going to give it to her. This is really an embarrassing misunderstanding.

"Yun Zi, listen to me, in fact, this ring..."

Tears welled up in Shen Yunzi's eyes, and she covered Yan Jiyun's lips with her fingertips, her eyes full of affection showed grief: "Yun, I don't want to continue to deceive myself, I always pretend to be very strong in front of you, I think To maintain my dignity, but in fact, my heart hurts, you know? After what happened yesterday, I figured it out, I shouldn't suppress myself, there is nothing wrong with loving someone, let alone my heart for you from the beginning It's true until now...Yun, once I refused your ring, that was the biggest mistake I made in my life, I was too inferior at that time, I felt that I was not worthy of you, I was too stupid, Don't have that ridiculous idea, Yun, although this ring is not a wedding ring, I like it very much, please help me put it on."

This woman used to be his first love, the love of his heart, and he wanted to marry her. The relationship between the two was like glue, but it ran aground due to various reasons. Now, she has been injured repeatedly, and the gauze on her forehead is still intact. Without taking it off, there was another white gauze on her wrist, she just looked at him with tears in her eyes, held out her scarred heart and presented it to him, opened her unhealed wound, and confessed to him Feelings, telling him remorse, she is as fragile as fragile glass at the moment, how can he say those words that make her sad?
In addition, this time, she has committed suicide three times. Isn't it because of him that she suffers from depression?Now do you want to push her to death with your own hands?
What Yan Jiyun wanted to say was stuck in his throat. He wanted to say that the ring was not bought for her, but he couldn't say it...

Yan Jiyun tried his best to make his expression look softer, but there was still a faint bitterness in the smile on the corner of his mouth, but Shen Yunzi couldn't find it. At this moment, she saw a little light in her desperate heart... the light of the ring.She couldn't see the helplessness and apology hidden in Yan Jiyun's eyes when he picked up the ring, it was an apology to Shui Han.

No matter what, he didn't want to see Shen Yunzi's young life end.The nurse and doctor saved her this time, but if she still thinks about dying and the depression cannot recover, then she will always be dangerous and may commit suicide at any time.

Slowly, as if after a long time, Yan Jiyun put the ring on Shen Yunzi's hand, and it was just right, not too big or too small.

Shen Yunzi was so excited that she cried, hugged Yan Jiyun, and cried in his arms... She had been pretending to be strong for too long, and she finally knew that she could never let Yan Jiyun go, what she longed for was him The warmth of his love, longing to go back to the past...

"Yun... I'm sorry, I know it's wrong for me to do this, because you are married, but I can't help it... I pretended to have forgotten you, pretending to be very free and easy, but it's not...I...I except You can't accept other men, not even a kiss, what do you think I should do... I've worked so hard to pretend, I don't want to pretend anymore..."

Shen Yunzi's tears were like floods bursting open, crying fiercely, as fragile as a child.

Yan Jiyun hugged her silently, feeling distressed spreading... How sinful he is, a strong woman became so humble for him, put aside her self-esteem, and showed him her truest side, she Her helplessness, her confusion and pain, all hurt him deeply.If she had a good life, was in good health, and could fall in love, marry and have children in a normal place, he would feel better, but now, he only has self-blame and guilt.

Shen Yunzi cried for a long time, until she cried hoarsely before she collapsed into Yan Jiyun's arms. Her body was still too weak, she had lost so much blood, she didn't recover her strength so quickly.

"Take a rest when you're tired from crying." Yan Jiyun said softly, picked up Shen Yunzi, and walked to the hospital bed.

Shen Yunzi's gaze never left Yan Jiyun for a moment. Her depression was originally caused by him. As long as he was by her side, she would be attracted to him.Only he could soothe her, better than all doctors and the best potions.

Shen Yunzi was put on the bed by Yan Jiyun. He covered her with the quilt, straightened her waist, and as soon as she turned around, Shen Yunzi grabbed his arm, with panic and reluctance in her eyes: "Are you leaving again?"

"I'll get you a glass of water."

Hearing what he said, Shen Yunzi breathed a sigh of relief, looking at his figure, the tenderness in her heart grew stronger.It's obviously love to the bone, why should it be suppressed?The result of oppression is self-suffering.From now on, she won't be depressed anymore...

Yan Jiyun took out a black thing from his pocket, which he bought when passing by the mall two days ago... a film.

Shen Yunzi also loves film photography, so he thinks this is a more appropriate gift.This is what he planned to give her, but just now she mistakenly thought that what he wanted to give was a ring.

"Yun Zi, this is for you. I hope you can use it to shoot more and better works. You are the champion of the photography contest. You are talented in this area. Don't let yourself down, don't give up on yourself. It's very long." Yan Jiyun gave some deep consolation, without mentioning the word "suicide" at all, but the meaning of the words was obvious.

(End of this chapter)